*the colored dialogues are the ones in Korean

"Facetime"

Walking back to my actual room, after a pretty long flight has never been so painful.

Everything went back to normal, me and Justin were home and Alex too

“Dude, we’re back finally” Justin sighed loudly as his body dropped on the sofa

“Yeah...finally” I said and sat with him

Looking around and not seeing her or even the thought of not seeing her again made me sick, I wanted to just go back in time, where everything started.

I felt lifeless, unable to even talk or face Justin...all I could think was Rosé and where was she now

“Jaeden, you have been so damned depressed since we arrived at the airport” Justin said while eyeing me

I looked dead inside and as Alex expected, I literally looked like a panda since I didn’t sleep after saying goodbye to Rosé.

“I’ll cook you something to lift up your humor, you didn’t have breakfast this morning, wait here!” He said and left me in the living room

While waiting for Justin, I decided to go in my room and start to unpack all of my things, food I brought from New York, my clothes and all my gadgets but something was missing

My white shirt was not inside my luggage and right in that moment I remembered Rosé had it on last night

“I’m sure she’s going to throw it after” I thought, making myself hurt

As I was still getting all my things out of my backpack, I heard Justin calling my name from the living room

“Jaeden! I prepared some pasta with cream sauce!” He shouted loudly

Did I just heart “pasta and cream”? 

With the speed of a light, I ran out and made my way to our dining table, grabbing a fork.

Justin really knows me the best...Pasta and cream has always been my favorite dish of all time and it’s been awhile since I last ate it.

The scent was mesmerizing and so captivating, “Whoa man...this looks so damned good!”

“It doesn’t look dude, it is good!” He said and put some on my plate

And he was right.

“Man,that was amazing!” I said with a satisfied expression 

“I know” He ironically said and suddenly glanced at my phone

“Dude, why is someone called ‘Rosé’ sending you messages?” He asked

What the f...

I looked at my phone and Rosé sent me some messages

From : Rosé❤️

“I’m back in Korea and I miss you already”

“I wish you were here”

Justin was still looking at me with eyes wide open, “Hey, don’t tell me it’s really true?!” He asked

“What?” 

“You really know Rosé!” 

He grabbed my phone from my hands and looked at our chat, still amazed by it.

“She even sends you pictures! What the actual !” He hissed 

“You’re so lucky, I wish Lisa knew about my existence” He said while pouting

I stayed silent, not knowing what to say or do but I knew I got caught

“B-But, how did everything started?!” He said as his mind was still blown away

And that’s how I began to tell him all about my so called “relationship” with Rosé.

“Whoa, I still can’t believe it” He said raising his eyebrows 

“Me neither to be honest” I laughed

It felt like a dream, a dream I didn’t want to wake up from 

“Wait...so the voices I heard from your hotel’s room were-“

“When?! Did you heard-“

We continued on cutting each other’s talk, “Last night, I came in your room cause I left my wallet on the couch”

“So I decided to go to you but right when I was about to knock, some weird sounds were coming out of your room” He said and gave me the naughtiest smile he ever had 

My ears felt hot, I felt myself sweating as I started to bite my lips, nervous.

“Ahh, Jaeden! Yess! Ah!” Justin began imitating Rosé’s voice 

I slightly punched him on his arm as he cooed, “Hey! That hurts!”

“I bet you had fun yesterday” he continued laughing as he teased me 

“Cmon dude!” I said and went inside my room 

It felt emptier than usual, even though it stayed the same

I checked my phone and I still didn’t answer Rosé’s text from before

I quickly decided to message her, “I miss you too, you don’t even imagine.” 

Why me out of all the boys she was surrounded by?

“Will you ever visit me here?” She asked

I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t answer, instead just stared at my phone with a blank expression.

All of a sudden, I saw her picture on my phone’s screen and it was after some seconds, I realized she was calling me through facetime.

I was so startled, I firstly checked my self on the mirror, fixed my hair and sprayed some perfume on me even though it wasn’t necessary 

I nervously answered her call and put my phone on the best angle possible so that I could look good for her

“Jaeden! Hey!” She said with a big smile 

Damn...that smile, I miss it so much

“H-Hey Rosé” I said waving at her playfully

“What are you doing?” I asked seeing her laying on a sofa, probably in their dorm

“I’m here with the other girls, watching some TV” she said and turned her phone to her other members

They were all sitting on the sofa except for Jennie, who was on the floor.

They all waved at me and smiled and surprisingly said my name, “Oh! What’s up Jaeden!” Lisa said making a peace sign with her hand

I waved back at her and answered, “All good, you?” 

Suddenly I heard a familiar voice calling for my name in a very strong Korean accent and I knew for sure it was Jisoo

“Jaeden! You okay man?” Sh