Sunset

Crying At The Moon
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"I wonder, how much of sunset's attraction lies in its fleeting nature? As I can only stare at its picture for a few seconds at most. But being there, in the midst of its burgundy and gold, I can't leave until it's dark. Perhaps, sunsets aren't so different from those we love..." - Suhaib Rumi

"If there's really no one else for you than me, then why do I feel like I'm slowly being replaced by someone else?" is the question that Solar wanted so badly to ask her girlfriend. But she's not sure that the answer to that would be favorable to her.

So instead, she keeps it to herself.

Because as long as Moonbyul is still choosing to stay with her, then she shouldn't have any problem, right?

Wrong.

Of course, Yongsun clearly knows it's wrong.

But she's too stubborn to let go.

Moonbyul still loves her. And it might feel like she's hanging on by a thread but Moonbyul still loves her. And Yongsun thinks that she owes it to Byul...and even to herself, to at least try to work things out.

Solar's aware that this distance between her and Byul wasn't just about Wheein.

Solar and Hyejin had a whole conversation about it.

"Maybe she likes Wheein, maybe she doesn't." Hyejin started, although this denial doesn't change the fact that Hyejin definitely knows that Moonbyul does -regardless- "What matters right now, Yongsun-unnie, is that she loves you. She's still in love with you, and you have every right and every power to win her back if you'd only want to. If you'd choose to do so." Hyejin says confidently, making Yongsun wonder how Hyejin could see it as if it was that simple.

"And Wheein wouldn't dare to get in between the two of you. That much I know." Hwasa reassured Solar.

Yongsun shakes her head, maybe Hyejin doesn't see it. Maybe she's being overly positive about the whole situation. Because there is no way it's that easy, right?

"I'm not saying it's going to be easy, unnie." Hyejin says to Yongsun as if she just read her mind. "Because your biggest enemy would not be Wheein or anyone else. It wouldn't even be your parents or your reputation. It would be yourself."

Yongsun didn't understand what Hyejin's trying to tell her, but somehow that statement terrified her even more.

"Time is catching up on you both, Yongsun-unnie." When Hyejin said that, Yongsun already knew that she's talking about the secrecy of their relationship.

"Byul-unnie will never give you an ultimatum. She loves you too much to even think about doing that to you." Hyejin declared. "But sooner or later you'll have to tell the world about your relationship with her.", Hyejin disclosed. "-maybe not even the whole world, maybe all it takes is to just tell your parents." Hyejin quips.

It sounded so easy. But to Yongsun, it's one of the hardest things anyone could ever ask her of.

She was obviously still not ready.

And Hyejin knows this too.

And obviously, Moonbyul knows this all too well -that's why she's been keeping it all to herself, trying to convince herself that they don't have any problem at all. That she could wait forever.

But the biggest question would be if she'll ever be ready.

"Do you even consider yourself gay, unnie?" Hyejin asked bluntly without any warning at all, causing Yongsun to choke on her own saliva.

Fortunately, Yongsun didn't take a full minute to recover from it.

"It's a very simple question, unnie." Hyejin stated. "Labels aren't a big deal to me at all, but that might not be the case for Byul-unnie." Hyejin notes. "Just like how you might be contented to live within your own little bubble for the rest of your lives, while Byul-unnie is yearning and waiting for the moment that you'd be ready for the world to see how much she loves you. And for the world to know that you, the woman she has loved for so many years, love her back." Hyejin couldn't h

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I'm sorry for the angst. But y'all know by now how much I like it. Haha. Anyway, please leave a comment. What do you think about this chapter?

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mypurpleapplepen
#1
Chapter 17: Chapter 17: Please up date soon TT also maybe you can add the detail on the maknaes changing agencies. That wouldve add somthing in the story line, this is just suggestion tho , it would be easier for Wheein i want to protect this Wheein 😭😭😂😂 AND OMG i just noticed youre the author of Queendom. Im so dumb dumb. Please update both sooon 😭😭😂😂
mypurpleapplepen
#2
Chapter 12: Yong selfish, Byul selfish, poor wheein, wheein be mine. And LOOOL on the GIF yiu use, sooo cuteee 😂
mypurpleapplepen
#3
Chapter 6: Omg im only 6 chapters in, i dont think im ready for this moon sun and whee triangle, but i shall continue.
Keenshipper #4
Chapter 17: It's so heart breaking to read this chapter. 🥺 I pity the 3 of them; Yongsun for letting go of Byul because evwn if there's still love between them, she know that if they continue what they have from now, she knew that Moonbyul will give her all until there was nothing left for herself and she feels that she will take away some of Byul freedom. Byul on the other hand just want to show the world how much she loves her significant other but can't do it because the other one is not ready. Wheein's heart is breaking into pieces for she sees how her friends are falling part and even saw how the love of her life is also breaking. Its hard. The dilemna is really hard for them and I am curious what will happen next. As much as I am reading this fic, I wanna know how they will deal with it in the future. I hope they will be not disbanded.
Mo_onbyulidaa
#5
Chapter 17: yes byul is finally opening up her heart for ME!
Radishcultivator #6
Chapter 16: Sooo there might be a chance for wheebyul? ☺️
AckermanSword #7
Chapter 16: Oh well .. I’m pretty sure we’re going towards a Moonsun and wheesa endgame. I still kinda hope you will surprise us with a plot twist, I really love the chemistry between Wheein and Byul , I would have loved them.
But it’s ok thank you for still updating your story, see next time
Mo_onbyulidaa
#8
Chapter 16: finally welcome back author-nim where thee hell have u been loca?? i missed u T T

i wanted to quote some lines here that really hit me but oh boy they are so many! the "I never thought I'd be the one to hurt you" left me with excruciating pain
Debbievv
#9
Chapter 16: holy cow!! it's 4 am and im crying my off with this fic. it's so good!! dude the breakup literally scarred me for life. can't wait for more chapters.
Keenshipper #10
Chapter 16: Noooo, my favorite couple. But I think it's only fair for them to have a space for a while. Yong having the courage to speak up her honest views is a big step for her and there's no point in denying whatever Byul is feeling towards someone else. If they want to be on a relationship again, they need to fix themselves first for them to be together again. I hope they can fix their own issues.