Red Moon

Crying At The Moon
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"The moon hid in the dark every day, and waited patiently for her sun to come and shine on her, while the wolf howled at the top of her lungs for the moon to notice her."

Moonbyul and Yongsun had been dating for a year.

Yongsun has accepted herself for what she is -whatever that may be- that she's sure of. But if you ask her if she's ready to tell the world, she might have to get back to you on that.

The only people they've only told about their relationship are Wheein and Hyejin. They're the only people who were an exception to their rule of not telling a soul.

"I'm so nervous about it." Yongsun states. She and Byul's planning to finally tell her parents about their relationship, they've been dating for a year so she thinks it's only fitting to do so.

She didn't know what to expect from her parents, since they don't have the best record of supporting her decisions.

She knows she's not doing anything wrong, but she can't help but feel afraid.

Yongsun's POV:

"No one's forcing you to do it, unnie." Wheein replied, "You should take your time until you're really sure about this." she adds, reminding me that I'm allowed to back out if I'm not a hundred percent ready.

"I know that, but..." Byul looked so happy when she told me that she'll set dinner with my parents to officially introduce her as my girlfriend. I could already imagine the dismay if I ever decide not to go through with our plan. "I can't do that."

"I'm sure Byul-unnie would understand." Wheein states, knowing where my inhibitions are stemming from.

I know Wheein knows Byul so well. I know she might be right. Byul will probably understand. But I know Byul too. I know she will continue to try and understand, but until when? I wanted to do right by Byul and introduce her to the world as my girlfriend.

But just the mere thought of doing it makes my whole body shiver in fear of the unknown. I don't know what will happen. I don't know what I'll do if my parents don't take it positively. I don't think I'm ready, and I'm afraid that doing this whole coming out of the closet thing without being a hundred percent ready will cause more harm than good.

Wheein takes my hand, looking at me with a stern look. "If you're not ready to do this, then don't." she could probably see it in my eyes. But if Wheein can see my indecisiveness, then how come Byul doesn't notice?

I nodded. I agree with what Wheein's saying, but it doesn't mean that I'll back out of my plan with Byul. I just didn't want to talk about it anymore.

Byul's POV:

"Do you think I'm selfish?" I ask Hyejin. We've been talking about our supposed dinner with Yongsun's parents. It's been a reoccurring topic between us since I noticed Yongsun's hesitation about it. I couldn't talk to Yongsun about it directly because I'm afraid of what it could lead to.

"For wanting to tell the world your story?" Hyejin asks pertaining to my question, "No." she answers. "But for going with it knowing that Yongsun-unnie is a little hesitant?" She continues, and by this moment I already know the answer, "A little."

I shake my head, expecting her answer, "I would say a lot. I'm a lot selfish." 

"Well, I wouldn't. I understand where you're coming from, unnie." Hyejin states, in the softest way possible. And looking straight at her, I couldn't see a trace of judgment in her eyes. I smiled gratefully for it. "But just know that whatever you're both going to do, it's not something you can take back. I know you're aware of that but I just wanted to remind you."

I sigh. "It's been a year. I know our relationship can withstand whatever her parents' reaction will be. I know that it's going to be hard but I'm confident in us." I stated, wanting to convince Hyejin that I'm making the right decision. To be honest, I needed her approval - someone's approval really. I need someone to reassure me that I'm not leading my relationship with Yongsun to ruins.

"You're both adults who can make big decisions. I just hope in those decisions, you don't forget to consider each other's feelings." Hyejin states, tapping my shoulder lightly before ending our conversation for the night.

"Can we stay here forever?" Yongsun asks as she and Byul lay on their shared bed. "Just like this." Yongsun states, finding peace in the simple fact that she's with Byul in a place where no one can touch them. In their room, they have their own world. She has no fear of making a wrong move because no one can judge her in their room. It's just the two of them. And it's so much easier to calm her mind and heart when all she can hear is Byul's thoughts and feelings.

"I want quiet nights like this." Byul states, "But don't you want to explore the world someday?" Byul asks, "I want to travel the world with you." she adds, not really thinking too much of it, just sharing her thoughts while playing with Yongsun's hair. 

Byul immediately noticed the sudden change in Yongsun's expression. "Did I say something wrong?" she asks.

Yongsun shakes her head. "No, it's not that..." she trailed off.

Byul quickly knew where Yongsun's thoughts lie.  She breathes in as if she's about to say something she's not ready to say, "If you're not ready to face your parents, then let's not do it."

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RockandJems101
I'm sorry for the angst. But y'all know by now how much I like it. Haha. Anyway, please leave a comment. What do you think about this chapter?

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mypurpleapplepen
#1
Chapter 17: Chapter 17: Please up date soon TT also maybe you can add the detail on the maknaes changing agencies. That wouldve add somthing in the story line, this is just suggestion tho , it would be easier for Wheein i want to protect this Wheein 😭😭😂😂 AND OMG i just noticed youre the author of Queendom. Im so dumb dumb. Please update both sooon 😭😭😂😂
mypurpleapplepen
#2
Chapter 12: Yong selfish, Byul selfish, poor wheein, wheein be mine. And LOOOL on the GIF yiu use, sooo cuteee 😂
mypurpleapplepen
#3
Chapter 6: Omg im only 6 chapters in, i dont think im ready for this moon sun and whee triangle, but i shall continue.
Keenshipper #4
Chapter 17: It's so heart breaking to read this chapter. 🥺 I pity the 3 of them; Yongsun for letting go of Byul because evwn if there's still love between them, she know that if they continue what they have from now, she knew that Moonbyul will give her all until there was nothing left for herself and she feels that she will take away some of Byul freedom. Byul on the other hand just want to show the world how much she loves her significant other but can't do it because the other one is not ready. Wheein's heart is breaking into pieces for she sees how her friends are falling part and even saw how the love of her life is also breaking. Its hard. The dilemna is really hard for them and I am curious what will happen next. As much as I am reading this fic, I wanna know how they will deal with it in the future. I hope they will be not disbanded.
Mo_onbyulidaa
#5
Chapter 17: yes byul is finally opening up her heart for ME!
Radishcultivator #6
Chapter 16: Sooo there might be a chance for wheebyul? ☺️
AckermanSword #7
Chapter 16: Oh well .. I’m pretty sure we’re going towards a Moonsun and wheesa endgame. I still kinda hope you will surprise us with a plot twist, I really love the chemistry between Wheein and Byul , I would have loved them.
But it’s ok thank you for still updating your story, see next time
Mo_onbyulidaa
#8
Chapter 16: finally welcome back author-nim where thee hell have u been loca?? i missed u T T

i wanted to quote some lines here that really hit me but oh boy they are so many! the "I never thought I'd be the one to hurt you" left me with excruciating pain
Debbievv
#9
Chapter 16: holy cow!! it's 4 am and im crying my off with this fic. it's so good!! dude the breakup literally scarred me for life. can't wait for more chapters.
Keenshipper #10
Chapter 16: Noooo, my favorite couple. But I think it's only fair for them to have a space for a while. Yong having the courage to speak up her honest views is a big step for her and there's no point in denying whatever Byul is feeling towards someone else. If they want to be on a relationship again, they need to fix themselves first for them to be together again. I hope they can fix their own issues.