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Yoongi trudged out of the bathroom and threw his towel on Jungkook's vacant bed. He slumped down on his back next to it, rubbing his face out of tiredness. Sleeping in someone else’s bed had never been a comfortable experience for him. He had always loved being in the presence of his four friends back when the group was still unbroken, but he had never liked sleepovers. He needed the familiarity of his own room and bed at the end of the day. Normally he would have declined the request Jungkook had made the previous night, but the boy had been in such a miserable state, there was no way he would have left him alone. Yoongi sighed thinking about the sheer hopelessness of the situation.

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MEMORIES…

 More often than not, love wrecks more than it creates, that's what Yoongi had learnt early in his childhood and believed till the present day. His single mother, a talented musician, the person who had been his teacher and mentor, had been madly in love with his biological father. She had forfeited her career and taken the biggest risk of her life, offending her wealthy and socially celebrated family, by running away with him. All for the dream of a new life and happily ever after with the handsome, brooding, intellectually endowed man whom she had first met at a college party. He was a struggling author who had offered her nothing more than love…not even the promise of being faithful… and she had ignored all of the questions, because nothing stood a chance in front of love. After three years, he left her and their two year old son, for an older woman, an heiress, who was prepared to take him away from the minimal apartment he shared with his girlfriend, into her inherited mansion and also fund his work. Yoongi's mother had stayed strong, made up her mind to bring up her son alone and bring him up well. She transmitted her dream of becoming a musician to a hope for her son’s future instead, teaching him to play the piano from when he was five years old, herself settling for any job that she could get, including waitressing at a local restaurant. However, as she had quit college to be her lover’s wife, she did not have the strength of a degree to land a job that paid enough to raise a child alone; her parents too had permanently closed the door for the daughter who had very publicly wounded their pride and destroyed their reputation. When Yoongi was ten years old, a friend of his Mom’s, one out of the small number remaining by her side though her dramatic struggle-laced life, had brought in the offer of a rather demeaning but unexpectedly high paying job. It was the job of a housekeeper and governess for a rich family which had just moved to town. His mother, the only daughter of a flourishing businessman , had once been used to clothes being brought in for her, which cost more than the wage she was being offered, but at that time, she had no place for pride or past memories.  There was just her son in her vision and the need to provide a good life for him. 
She had walked in to the huge penthouse on the first day of her job, with apprehension about her new employers and a firm leash on her sense of self-respect. Mrs Jeon however had been the complete contrast to everything she had apprehended. It did not take a long time for Yoongi’s mother to learn that her new employer was a lady who could not be compared with most others. She was the kind of person who would go to lengths to do good for people whom she did not have any claim on and welcomed everyone, irrespective of their societal or otherwise status with the same warmth as she did her closest family members. Years later when governess and mistress had transitioned into friends and confidantes, Mrs Jeon had confessed that she had come to know all about the helpless condition of Yoongi’s mother from their mutual friend and felt deeply for her plight. She had also been in the need for a well-bred woman whom she could trust with her son's safety, often having to stay away for weeks on business trips with her husband, and a solution had dawned in her mind, whereby she could help both herself and this girl.
 On her employer’s encouragement and due to the long hours she had to spend at the Jeon household, Yoongi’s mother had brought her son over to the house with her very often. The incredibly shy child had been introduced to Jungkook as well as to Taehyung, the former's best friend and shadow. Yoongi was two years elder to Taehyung and three to Jungkook, nevertheless his inherent shy nature made him back off from the younger, but much more confident boys. He had been particularly scared of Taehyung, the kid with the sweet face and boxy smile, a storehouse of weirdness in mini-human form. Jungkook on the other hand was a genius mischief maker and prankster. But they both treated him as if he were the junior, pulling him to go play with them every time he tried to sit down in a corner, out of everyone's line of vision. By a week or so, his shyness didn't stand a chance in front of the younger two's persistent attempts and he was laughing and having fun with them. Hobi was the son of Mrs Jeon's friend and Jin was their neighbor. A group of five unwavering friends was formed on their inclusion. It had stayed the same way, unaltered by different origins, by small fights, verbal and physical that are typical of childhood and the greater ones brought on by ego that go hand in hand with adulthood. Problems and good times had both come in equal measures and passed as well, but the group stayed intact. Till that one day, when the first crack was introduced in it, when Taehyung started to develop feelings for his best friend and constant companion. 
They had known that Tae liked guys as well as girls for a long time, without any special marked coming out event coz these are things which you know about each other when you're growing up together and spend the greatest amount of time round the day with each other. There had never been any stigma regarding it among any of them and they made jokes about crushes and possible couplings without ever hurting any sentiments.

There had always been a greater bond between the two youngest boys. Taehyung had grown up at the Jeon household. He was an orphan who had been left at the doorstep of a church in the locality of Jungkook’s parents’ old house on a rainy night. The elderly Father of the church had taken the child in and kept him under his care for five years, after which his own health declined and he started to worry more with every passing day, for arranging a better shelter for the little boy, facing the fact that there were not many days left in his own life. Jungkook’s father, had grown up in the neighborhood, acquainted with the priest since his childhood days and he was saddened by the gradually worsening frail looks of the old man. On a visit to him at the church one day, he had asked emotionally whether he could be of any help to the old man and promised to do whatever he could in his power for him. The Father had smiled, having finally found the answer to his question.
And thus, Taehyung had been brought into Jungkook’s family. He had never been adopted legally by the family as far as Yoongi or the other boys knew, neither had they ever thought of asking this question since it had never come up as a significant matter in any of their minds. As he pondered over the matter now, Yoongi realized that Jungkook’s parents had the kind of wealth and social influence that would have bypassed the legal problems which might have occurred for any other middle class family in matters of bringing up a child without legal documentation. On the other hand they were the kind of people who were not in the least bit concerned about the societal stigma present regarding adoption and had enough social impor

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Chapter 17: Okay. An update after a eternity!!! I'm do sorry for keeping the story incomplete for sooo long. I've been held up wth studies as well as my job!
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There will be one last chapter after this.
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MinminHyuk
#1
Chapter 18: YIEEEE ITS FINISH!!! Ahhh I really love this final chapter~

As a yoonmin trash, I am sooo happy that yoonmin had already sail qwq though low-key expecting to have more yoonmin hehehehe- jk-
Actually, since Namjoon already mentioned about Yoongi as the first factor to convince him, Yoongi just gave Namjoon umm a heads-up in terms of their brother-ly relationship? It was utterly unexpected to make a turning event since the part where namjoon and yoongi are having a conversation, there's no conflict, yet- Im glad that Yoongi did talk him out, and Jungkook because well, without them, Namjoon would totally regret it.

I mean, look at how they reunited!! It has the most feels qwq ahh Im so glad they've fixed their conflict, and heck to their parents -3- they're too dumb to dump Jimin out of the haws hmhp, they're meannnnnn!!! And pfffff- the yoonmin part while decorating- and Yoongi sure is lazy af XDXDXD I keep imagining those scenes when both hyungs got scared the hell out because of kookie XDXDXDXDXD And if I was in Yoongi's shoes, seeing how Jimin act would made me feel upset and happy at the same time- yah Irony XD I mean upset because it would be the first time to see the other act towards him like that, but happy because he could see the reaction of the sudden confession- I mean, the kiss that happened between them and Jimin feeling disappointed because Yoongi said it was a mistake, which surely he lied about it being a mistake XD

Ahhh Jiminnie now realize the true meaning of love QwQ though not completely but he's willing to take a risk to be with Yoongi!! And Yoongi is starting to break the wall of himself and letting Jimin enter, he's a softie for Jimin XD I CANT TAKE IT WHEN YOONGI BECAME SO SOFT AND HUG ALMOST EVERYONE!!! XDXDXDXD

And Taekook is still as sweet as it is- though still worried about the drinking manners of Jungkook ;;;; but not worrying much because of Tae being there!! Jin and (I forgot her name ;^;) should be a thing though- XDXDXD

Overall, the ending is great and overwhelming!! It sure brings out the feels!! QwQ love the whole story!! Continue on writing wonderful plots and all, I will support chu!! Love lots! ♡♡♡
kimVjkook
#2
Chapter 18: OMG!! Finally. I SOOOO LOVE IT nowww. JIENNY couple should be fixed though!
sungs0ngmin15
#3
Chapter 18: ahhhhhhhh... omg... finally yoonmin is born...

i'M PROUD OF YOU KOOKIE...

yay!! namjoon finally forgave jimin...
MinminHyuk
#4
Chapter 17: Omoooo I can't believe that Jungkook would be the one confronting Namjoon!! :0
He was straight forward and possibly determine to help Jimin out maybe, and he was right about one thing though- Namjoon wouldn't overcome uis own conscience 030 omo I could imagine the fact that he would literally scream/shout out that Namjoon is a pedo XDXDXDXD I hope Namjoon would turn out in the party for Jimin--

Speaking of Jimin--- why so touchyyy XDXD Ahhh my yoonmin heart is melting!!!~ All of the hyungs (excluding Yoongi) and then Taekook figuring (almost-Jin XD) about Yoonmin though- except that Tae had a different opinion than Jungkook- Tae worried about Yoongi to the fact that he knew how it felt to love someone and not being loved back. Ayts, but though Taekook ended up where they are now- I hope for Yoonmin too! And Jungkook, aish this kid doesn't know how to stop confronting XD although his courage is in the right place~ talking to Yoongi about it and also towards Jimin- it is true though- you might love one or two, possible more in your life, but there's only one person who you'll feel deeply inlove with.

Jimin maybe confused his own perspective of "love" from "kindness/protective" towards Tae, I mean, him being fond of broken things as what he was described and all--- and maybe because of that kiss, he felt something that- well, triggers his heart, like, feel "love" than ever. I hope Jungkook talk Jimin out though, I mean he did know how it felt, and understand their situation since he had been into one--

I just noticed that Taekook and Yoonmin has the slightest(?) Similarity from experiences,like, Taehyung experienced falling for someone who does "not" feel the same way, and that's how Yoongi is experiencing right now! And as for Jungkook, the time he didn't realize that he was inlove for the other but looking for something else, he soon realize and admit to himself that he DOES love the other from the start- and hoping that's what happening to Jimin ahhh X3♡

Also- I agree to Jungkook- Namjoon's parents are bad- their "pain" is bull- -3- they're mean to hurt Mochi!!! ;^;

Anyways!!! Can't wait for the next/last update,ahh!! This story had gone so fast yet it was worth it, interesting indeed!!! ♡♡♡♡ Hwaiting!! Yoonmin for the win!! XD♡
MinminHyuk
#5
Chapter 16: This is soooo sweettttt~~~

Its just sad that Namjoon suddenly felt rage towards Jimin... I hope he didn't mean anything he said and just said it out of his own rage, I mean, he had been patient with Jimin throughout their lives and I understand that he had that kind of emotion or reaction after all of that. But its still a bothersome that their brother-relationship would go downhill... heck I hate the parents- HAHAHA XD I mean, its saddens and rage me that they treat Jimin that way... aytsss tsk tskkk

Thoughhhh its still sweet~~ Yoongi being shy all the way with Jimin Awww my hartsuuu~ and I'm happy Yoongi is worried about Jimin, and I hope he finds that one.. and Jimin found his "one" as well~ Let alone, I feel like Yoongi is starting to break down his walls... to let Jimin enter. :)) I hope his perspective of "love" changes when Jimin spends time with him, and Jimin is already hitting a stone, I feel like he knows something but he just don't want to assume~

As for Jungkook, aytss Taehyung keep an eye on your boy XD I mean, seriously, I hope this doesn't get worst to 'addiction' towards his alcohol, but Jungkook does have a point that it isn't easy to stop such things, but you can prevent it little by little.. maybe with Taehyung being by his side, this could prevent him from his drinking manners :))) "I'll find a way. I'll always find a way to you." Awww~ he had reach this far to be ruinited with Jungkook, drinking manners wont stop their beating hearts for one another.~~

Can't wait for the next update Authornim!! I ish supporting chu !!~ Love lots Authornim!~
You really are a great writer and I admire you so muchhh because of the detailed stories and the feels that your stories bring~ I admire you as a fellow writer myself ^_^ and a fellow reader too!! Keep it up Authornim!!♡
kimVjkook
#6
Chapter 16: yeyyyy update. the conversations all over is wonderful!! I hope they all can make it through the troubles.
LilyArmyl #7
Chapter 15: yessssssssssss thank you
yoonmin all the wayyyy
updat soon
kimVjkook
#8
Chapter 15: wowwwww. I'm loving YoonMin more *Sweet* *_*
Taeyongedd
#9
Chapter 15: HSHSHHH yoongi is being so shy I could almost imagine him going red kejekk:D
hundredthou
#10
Chapter 5: YOONGI IS SO ANNOYING HAHAHAHA