Stupid Poem
Pens and Papers
I want to be that one person that clouds your mind when you wake up every morning.
That one person you can't live without.
That one person you would always want to spend all your time with.
That one person whom your world revolve around.
I know it's selfish, but what can I do?
These things are happening to me because of you.
Remember that day when you pretended to be someone else to get close to me?
I was annoyed at you, you see.
But there was something in you,
in your eyes, maybe
That when those started to smile, I just knew you have me.
I pretended that I don't like it
Not wanting to admit this defeat that I am
But I was secretly craving it
For that unnecessary touch that you are.
At first I knew it was a crush,
Something simple that should be stopped.
But how can I when you're with me?
You're practically there invading my privacy.
And how can I stop these feelings I have?
When this stupid crush became something more than that.
Was I being too careless to get close to you?
I wish this choice I made was not.
I love it when you give your attention to me
With those eyes that locked to mine which you only can see
It's like saying your world was mine
It's like saying that there would be no goodbyes.
But it was like wishing into air,
Something given but never was there.
I know this is sudden and out of the blue,
But can I ask you to stay and be with me all day through?
I know I'm asking too much when you can only give a little
Now that you have someone new and what you have for me, withered.
Just a day and no more after that.
Just a moment of you can I atleast have?
If not, maybe a minute or two.
If still isn't possible just 5 seconds will do.
I don't want to close the door I have right now
Heck, I don't even want to admit this defeat of this silent war.
I badly wanted to start this love story we might have,
But I knew this was far from that.
So to let you know, I made this stupid poem.
In case you don't want my company anymore.
Are you surprised that I can make this one?
Maybe what they're saying is true.
True love makes you do what you can't imagine you could.
You can burn this only after reading
Or not at all, just spare me of knowing
But before you do whatever you want to do with this poem I have,
I got to hand it you Jung Yerin
Because you made me fall in love.
I'm sorry if you think I wasn't good enough
But here I am, mustering all the courage I have
Though you may regard me as a kid, but how a kid could fall in love so much?
So this is it. I'm going to ask you now.
Can you love me, even just once?
Okay, burn this one now, since I knew the answer
You never would and could ever
So this is a goodbye to my favorite unnie
The one my eyes could never look from now
I hope you're happy from this day forward
And please do wish me too, for I needed it badly
Because I'm going to start from scratch
Today, tomorrow, and onwards.
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