People, I'll just tell you everything that happened, but none will explain why i haven't posted anything for months.

1° School- in theend of the year i was very stressed with the exams and everything so i really didn't have any motivation to write anything.

2° Moving out-out-THE HISTORY IS JUST GIANT SO I'LL RESUME: the man who we bought our new apartment was a bastard who stole from everyone and we got away too much impaired because of it. we sold our old apartment in november, should have moved in december and we only got the keys a 3 days ago, and the man who bought our apartment gave us until last friday to move out. so yeah, a lot more of stress and all this time i write just a little bit.

3° I'm not fine- Honestly, that's probably the main reason i haven't been able to write anything, i just can't get the problems out of my mind as hard as i try, and this is probably giving me a hard creativity block.

4° My notebook is dead :D!- So yeah hm i spilled water on it while i was packing my things and lost the chapters that i was working on and my one-shot.

As i said, there's still no way i can ask for forgiveness nor patience, i should have compromised myself more with this fic, mainly because there's 179 people counting on me to continue this, and of course, i will! but i have to somehow remember everything i can and write it all down on my cellphone and try to post it from my phone

I'm truly sorry and if you feel like you can't trust me to update it anytime soon, that's ok and understandable, because seriously, i feel like i messed up big time with you guys.

I'll focus on updating it as soon as i can, and if you want a spoiler.... the next 2 chapters will most likely be focused on developing saida's and chaeyu's relationships!

if you have any question or death treat here's my @ on twitter lol @Kyungyoui