Eunha's POV I look out my window... puzzled... confused. I'm broken, I feel weak, my head hurts, my eyes feel sore from crying for the past few weeks, I'm stuck here in my room, up my loss. Why does it have to hurt so bad? Why did I have to love him so much to the point where I had to be a broken mess seeing him... on the ground fighting for his life under the pouring rain? On the very day we'll meet after years of being apart? Why do I have to see him like that? We were supposed to be happy... We were supposed to be reunited and smiling. But it was as if the world turned upside down, and the opposite occured. Instead of laughing, I'm mourning Instead of smiling, I'm crying Instead of reuniting, we became even more distant from each other. It felt like reality slapped me in the face. The reality of me never being able to have him in the first place. We knew... I knew it was going to be impossible. I thought he proved me wrong, but I was very correct... I should have listened to truth, to reality, to the real world. But I didn't. My friends are probably out looking for me, trying to reach out, but all I could think of is if I would be doing the right thing... If I followed him. I don't want to leave my sisters behind, they are my family, they mean the world to me.. But I don't want to live without him either. All I wanted was to meet him, to see him, but not in the way I did. Maybe this time, I would. Maybe this time I would be given a chance. Maybe this time... That's it... I've made up my mind. I'm sorry my dear sisters... But this is what I think I truly want. I closed my curtains, the sunlight left my room. The darkness took over. But I don't mind, It won't be for long. *** The sunlight hit my skin... I got up and looked outside my window, everything was white, foggy, I felt light and relaxed. Is this it? I smiled widely in joy. I'm here I'm finally going to see him. I rushed to my door and tried to pull it, with all my strength but it didn't open. No... I stared at the brown wooden door in complete shock. I can't see him after all. My legs felt weak and I could only break down on the floor. I gave away my life thinking I would be happier that way, but I'm even more miserable than I was before. And now I have no choi