THE INTENTIONS...

From Love, To Love

With heavy breathes and quick steps, Seungho rushed towards Sohyun. His eyes were fixated on her and never spared a look at Jaeha. His hands and legs were steady, his eyes were still but his breath quivered. He placed his palm on her cheek gently and gazed at her. ‘Panic, dismay, dread, worry, anguish', he read in her eyes. Both, his power of speech and his mother tongue had failed him. He never uttered a word, but his tears took the lead to speak to her. His narrowed brows in agony and compassionate eyes begged forgiveness from her.

“Take me home…”, she breathed as her tears slipped through her eyes. He leaned in and pressed his forehead against her and wrapped her in his embrace.

Though the ropes were untied, the impression on her hand painted itself red upon the swelling. He gently slid one of his arms behind her back and other beneath her knees and lifted her up. Crushing the empty water bottle and the empty cup that failed to fill her empty stomach, he made his way out without sparing an inch of attention to Jaeha.

Smirking at his act of avoidance, he followed them gathering Sohyun’s personal belongings.

While Sohyun was resting on the hospital bed, Seungho and Jaeha took their seats outside the room in the waiting area. With an empty seat by his side, while trying to control his thoughts and words, Seungho took his seat and slouched resting his arms on his thighs while intertwining his fingers. While Jaeha, showing no symptom of any weighty happenings, he nonchalantly observed the people who were running across the hall busily. When his eyes dropped on Seungho, it brought the Sohyun’s belongings to his mind. He placed her things in the empty seat between them with a loud thud catching Seungho’s attention.

“Since when?”, Jaeha asked keenly.

Not paying any attention to him, Seungho turned his head towards Sohyun’s room.

“Dehydration…”, Jaeha spoke calmly gaining Seungho’s attention, “I did the first aid so, adequate rest and counselling will get her through. I already took care of all those procedures, so she just needs to comply with the regimen. For all those, your support is a must and -”

Seungho’s smirk in disdain interrupting him, “You inflicted the wounds and you’re giving the cure?”

“Is it me? Am the one who ordered it? Am I the one who did it?”

“You’re the one who neglected it!”, Seungho spoke through his clenched teeth.

“OK… It was a delayed rescue, I shouldn’t have waited till you submit the evidence… I’m not the bad guy here… Some sacrifices are unavoidable, but it’s for the good”, he smoothly diverted the blame.

“When you begin to sacrifice others, it’s no more for ‘the good’… it’s for your ‘own good’! Evil creeps in slowly and it kills your common sense, before it becomes addictive, withdraw now!”

His words brought smile in Jaeha’s face, “I always yield to my conscience, so don’t worry. I’m touched by your concern though!”

“You function on logic, but I function on emotion. So, don’t involve her, unless you want to witness my vengeance…”, unlike his words, Seungho’s expression was calm by the gravity of his words felt heavy.

“By the way, since when did you have your doubts on me?”

“When you made the threat call, we tried to track it through the lag in the signal. But you purposefully led us to the Dr. Oh’s hospital network. But you made a mistake, Dr. Oh wasn’t in the hospital when you made the call. Secondly, you became a board member but, your records are clean.”

“So, my clean records raised suspicion?”

“Your hands on their corruption records and your clean record, gained you power didn’t it?”

Jaeha smiled amused by his words.

Seungho continued, “I wasn’t sure about it, until the call I made to you after Sohyun got kidnapped. I said she was missing, but you asked who kidnapped her.”

“That’s why, you told me that you submitted the evidence even though it was out of place and irrelevant to me?”

“Why are you doing this?”, Seungho asked.

“Hmm…”, Jaeha hummed while thinking hard and replied, “You know, it is complicated to explain the reason for one’s behaviour when you have no trauma to attach behind it? I was just going in my way removing the obstacles instead of evading it!”

“When everyone evades it, you want to collide with it head on? Being a whistle blower or exposing the corruption, won’t do you any good! While in Rome, do as Romans do… you have to follow the rules of the society, if you want to live in it… only then you can be happy like everyone else”, Seungho tried his best to knock some sense into him.

Jaeha laughed out loud on hearing him. Wiping the laughter of tears in the corner of his eyes, he said, “What is happiness in life? Is everyone happy? Can you be happy if you live by the rules of the society? What the society has taught you? It told you, don’t lie, do no wrong… DON’T QUESTION OTHERS, trust in karma… Can we be happy by following all this?”

Jaeha’s question left Seungho inarticulate.

Jaeha answered, “No, following them is not enough to be happy in this society. There is a much bigger responsibility! A family and kids, a content family, three meals a day, a salaried job, an own house, then there go accessories like Tv, after that a home theatre… A car or a bigger car if we already have one, then school for the kids and strictly a high result producing school…”, he paused for a smirk and continued, “For a happy family, once in a week you must take them to a restaurant or a shopping mall or an amusement park or a movie theatre. Apart from this, clothes, and shoes whenever required. You can buy how much ever you want…. Actually, you’re bound to buy them. You don’t have to think what you have to buy… Bcoz, wherever you are, you are surrounded by Tv, radio, newspaper, mobile, internet and roads full of shops with advertisements and exciting offers. All this is FOR MONEY! The society says that I will respect you if you’re rich. Simple! Work wherever you want, snatch from anyone’s plate, flatter anyone, be a slave, be corrupt, kill, coerce or exploit anyone, fool as many as you wish, run a multi-billion scam… no one will chastise you… because, there is only one rule in the society… it will respect you , if you have money. If you don’t have enough money, you’ll have problems with your family, your relatives won’t respect you, nor will your parents and siblings… I don’t want all these accessories, who needs all this? It is for some rich bosses in the world and his slave bosses that controls us… For all those bosses to prosper, they need a market… one such market is the pharmaceutical… We have no choices but to buy their products with so many ads around. We toil every day and buy unnecessary stuffs. We forget why we bought them for and keep toiling… To die fulfilling all the wants and need of the societal standards makes a family. Only then, this society will accept your family and you… If you accept all this, then you can live happily in the society….”

“So?”

Jaeha sighed in disbelief, “I just gave a long enlightening lecture and you’re asking me a one-word question?”

His intentions and his words intimidated Seungho, but burying every reaction inside him, “What’s the bottom-line?”, he asked wearing a straight face.

“Set a different standard of happiness and bring back the theme ‘Health is Wealth’ from ‘Wealthier is Healthier’… Isn’t it a glorious goal?”, Jaeha asked smiling.

“All the best!”, Seungho said with a straight face, “But, leave us out of it…”

Jaeha nodded saying, “I won’t involve her anymore but, I hope you stay out of my lane too”

“Nothing is going to change between us. But when you hear my voice, be certain that you’re doing something wrong”, Seungho warned.

“The louder your voice, the more I’ll grow”, Jaeha replied resolute.

Seungho sighed out aloud; got up from his seat and made his way towards Sohyun’s room to end the pointless conversation.

“I’ll give you one of my kidneys!”, Jaeha shouted making Seungho turn in bewilderment.

“What?”, Seungho questioned the absurdity.

“I heard that’s what friends do!”, Jaeha threw an innocent smile.

Seungho shook his head in disbelief and took his leave.

He stayed by her side till she woke up. When she opened her eyelids, her eyes fell on Seungho who looked at her contented. She smiled asking, “Didn’t I ask you to appear in front of me whenever I think of you?”

“Let’s go home now!”, he responded smiling. 

On reaching home, the mess and litters in the living room caught her eyes. She rolled her eyes and sighed out loud. Perplexed at her reaction, “Just a minute”, he said and made her sit on the sofa, while he started tidying up. “Since, you weren’t by my side, my consciousness wasn’t with me to even realize how much of a mess I’ve made!”, he gave excuses as he cleaned up. After the makeover, he brought her to the bedroom and adjusted the pillow for her to lie down.

She shook her head and whined, “I’m not sleepy…”

“You’ve been advised to take rest…”, he pronounced like an instructor.

“If I had my pillow on your lap, I’ll sleep peacefully!”, she said.

Her words hit him more like a confession on request rather than a cheeky string of flirty words. He immediately sat on the bed; positioned the pillow on his lap and tapped on it, signalling her to lie down. She laid her head on his lap and coiled down. As she fell into sleep, his hands her hair gently as if it had merged with the breeze.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's thoughts:

Hello readers! Thank you for reading :)

 I hope all the knots have been untied, if anything is left unsnswered please tell me :) And all the things mentioned in this chapter are fictious... and a few dialogues may sound familiar and cliche' (I don't remember where I heard them or read them or saw them. So, the credit goes to the respectful owners)

The last chapter is on the way... Just a few more hours or a day to to go! The chapter went too long, so I split it up. Thank you for the wait! Have a beautiful weekened:)

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Eunjihoonnim
#1
Chapter 27: I laughed so much, how can Seungho be so cheeky! ‘Why does everyone look so bloated’ I honestly had tears in my eyes. This was so beautiful, you made me smile, cry, laugh, anxious and all of the above! Chingu honestly I feel like I want to cry. Coming across this story and meeting you authornim was a blessing!! I really can’t belive this is it for FLTL. I logged in today after some free time only to see the green ‘completed’ sign and the squeal that came out of my mouth wasn’t normal - according to my neighbor... It’s a bittersweet feeling, and I’m definitely going to be re-reading this!! Thank you so much for sharing your talents with us and oh my gosh I’m so here for a thriller story!! Your style of writing and your creativity will really create something authentic - I’ll be waiting and supporting you chingu! Sorry for my absence, stay strong and take care! Don’t be a stranger :D love you lots!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

P.S. you’re amazing.
48ivy1 #2
Chapter 25: Hello dears! I hope you're doing well:) This is 48ivy1! I'm commenting here becoz, the feed has word limit and I have many things to say ;)
I got some clear break from thesis work, and was hyped about writing our ff , back on track. But it's already on the last chapter! I'll try my best to give an entertaining chapter:)
I received a request for a next story to be tagged under thriller! I'm really delighted by the request so, chingu don't fell burdened that you're forcing your opinion :) I'm really on the cloud nine on seeing the request :) It really motivates me to try a new story:) Thank you Chingu!
Thank you everyone for reading :) LOVE YOU ALL LOADS:)
Angel_Chunsas_2 #3
Chapter 24: Whats happen with sohyunnnnn
Eunjihoonnim
#4
Chapter 24: Wah! We updated on the same day at similar times haha. Wait whaaaaaat? Dr Oh you evil man!! Where is So-Hyun indeed?? I'll be asking that question for the next week!! Seung-Ho was so badass here, I was like yessss but then I would go soft whenever he turned to So-Hyun and pretended like he wasn't just beating up someone lol. Awh honestly each time I remember Mrs Kang, my heart breaks. You really blend in her illness with each situation :')
Jaeha's treadmill walk was hilarious, I honestly burst out laughing more than I should have maybe haha. This was a very thrilling and entertaining chapter chingu! So now we know the big project better and Dr Oh was involved in all this, huh he is so evil, I really am worried about SH. I hope she's okay, the evil shall not prosper so let's see how and if Seung-Ho will turn things around perhaps with the help of a handsome know it all by the name of Jaeha? ;)
Thank you for the beautiful chapter filled with impact! I can't wait to find out what's happened!! Take care and have a great week! Love you lots <3 <3
Eunjihoonnim
#5
Chapter 23: Chapter 23: Oh my gooooosh! First of all they are too cute!! Secondly, that kiss scene - ooft ?? I was like ah you shouldn’t open the door!! But when they did I was glad, because we got to see the fathers ㅠㅠ that was a precious moment chingu! I like how you’re going about with this story! And dun dun duuun, it’s those guys! I’m ready to fight in the next chapter, they better not mess with shyshy ;) thank you for the update chingu!! Fighting! With your thesis, can be stress huh?! You’ll pull through ❤️ Noo I don’t want this to end! But all good things they say, I’ll be with you each chapter! Lots of love x
tt_9800 #6
Yay, I’m happy to see you back! Do take your time of course. This was really cute and then it got serious towards the end!! I’m really curious as to what those men are going to do and how Seungho will react! You’ve managed to keep the suspense up till now authornim, very entertaining. Thank you for the update!
Eunjihoonnim
#7
Chapter 22: Yay update! First of all, I completely understand chingu I'm not even at thesis/PHD level yet and my brain is just a mess with all this research lol. Good luck to you and I wish you strength as you complete it!!

The sweetness was too cute here! Kind of unfortunate that they had to get to this position for them to come back together, but honestly that is sometimes what is needed and good thing they reacted in a positive way towards it - instead of running away they came back together and talked! Wow, the communication and revelation from Seung-Ho was just beautiful. I was like 'yes!! he told her!" Ugh, 'is there any place safer than that?' nope. There isn't Sohyun-ah, lean on him :') I really like how you brought things together in this chapter, you answered our questions and gave us more curiosities!
Again, it really seems like JH knows something that we all don't! I've still got my eyes on him, he's no ordinary second lead indeed ;) Thank you for the update chingu!! Have a great week!
tt_9800 #8
Chapter 22: Authornim! Ahh I’m so happy you updated, it was only a week and bit but I missed your writing already lol. Thank you for the update! I’m so glad that things were being revealed in this chapter and that they’re finally - COMMUNICATING! Yay for words haha, it was really cute and heartwarming yet you still brought the elements of seriousness with Seungho’s project- I’m intrigued. Looking forward to the next update, good luck with your thesis, take care. =)
addie15 #9
Chapter 21: Sniff!!!sniff!!! I am literally crying at the realization of Seungho on how lacking he was of a husband to her. I am also literally crying at sohyun’s reassuring words of I love you towards Seungho. How is it that you’re able to describe the scenarios so well and touching chingu. You are truly gifted and thank you for this lovely update.
Yes, I am saddened by the deaths of so many innocent lives caused by that disaster tsunami in Indonesia. My heart is heavy for those who lost their loved ones and those who are affected by this natural disaster. I pray to God to give them comfort at this time and hope everyone can come together to help rebuild these families lives so they can get back on their feet. Prayers to all for comfort and strength.
tt_9800 #10
Chapter 21: Emotional chapter authornim!! Loved it all! My my, JaeHa you are making quite the big insinuation! Like eunjihoonnim said, he’s looking to get some damage on his face done with Seungho’s temper lol. I do see what he means though, it’s easy to take it at face value as SH really wanting to break through with her parents but he’s not that evil... is he? ;)
But I’m glad that she is recovering now, I’m on the edge! What words will be said next? And what will the Kim’s say about this all? Thanks for the update! Take care!