I immediately pretended to be asleep when he got out of the shower. I made sure to breathe at a peaceful pace so I won't get caught.

I felt the bed dip on his weight. I feel him near me, he caressed my hair, and even with my eyes closed, I can feel him staring at me. It topk every will power from me not to open my eyes. And for what it seems like forever, he let go, but not before kissing my forehead.

I fake groan, scratched my neck and turned sideways, with my back on him. I carefully opened my eyes and felt my surroundings. When he snored softly I exhaled loudly. I took a peek over my shoulder but quickly looked back.

I bit my lips when memories of eralier flooded. Goodness! Just thinking of it makes me want to moan. I blushed and I fanned myself with my hands.

"Rosé-ah you've become a like your cousin." I whispered to myself.

"But wait... he saw all of me." I gasped and covered my mouth. Ok, fanning won't work anymore. I can feel my face heat up I feel like my all my blood is rushing up to my face. I laid down face up, and slapped my cheeks gently.

"Unfair." I glared at his sleeping face and focused my sight back to the ceiling. But then I remembered his size. I held up my hand and stared at it.

I turned over, facing down. My palms covered my face suppressing a squeal. Maybe I shouldn't complain not seeing all of him. Feeling him was enough for now. He's right, I don't think I'm ready for him yet...

"Kyaaaaaaah!" I screamed internally and started kicking the bed.

"We almost did it. Heck, we went third base." I can't believe it! Jisoo unnie will be so proud of me although I can already hear lisa saying I'm weak and jennie unnie saying I should have pounced on him. I shook my, they really are on a different level.

But I know why they don't hold back with their inhibitions, they have something that I don't when they did it. A label.

I sighed and put a hand on my chest. I tapped it to calm it down. I turned to my side when I met his eyes making me scream and move back.

"I'm hurt." He pouted.

"You scared me!" I panted.

"With this face?" He smirked and I rolled m