"Use to urge someone to make the most of the present time and give a little thought to the future"

One of the things you taught me, and one of the things that I have witnessed, you giving your all in the present and not give any thought of the future— 

You taught me that, to enjoy whatever I have right in front of me and not get stress about the upcoming future. 

I have witnessed how you lived your life, fulfilling your dream as an artist, growing up to be a kind hearted, selfless person you are. 

Behind every smile, behind every laugh, there was something that is the opposite, invisible to the eye. 

Yet, you continued on. 

You wished for us to tell you, 

"You did well." 

But, you did more than well my love, you achieved more than you can imagine, you are loved. And I hope you know that.

I'm sorry this cruel world has failed you, 

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