18/06/18

Its been 6 months since you left us, and it has been 6 months since you started to shine brightly up in the sky. 

6 months Jonghyun, and I still seek for you. 

I have so many things to tell you my love, so many.. Bad things and also good things, a lot has happened for only a month my love. It has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me — I just wish that you're still here with us for me to tell you all these.. I bet you'll laugh at me for crying over something so childish no? Comforting me when I face my downfall.. 

Gosh, I miss you so much my love, I thought I'm strong enough to face the reality but here I am still — stuck at the hour, the pain still hunts my broken soul. 

After facing another loss, here I am today facing another one; my love, please come to my rescue tonight.. 

I need you the most Jjong😢