A million thoughts raced through Suho's mind as he watched the scene unfold before him, feeling frozen. 

    Lay was the first to react. "We need to get him to the hospital. Now!" He was yelling. Yixing never yelled, but he could be scary when he wanted to. Hurrying forward, he hooked an arm behind Sehun's shoulders, and the other under his knees and lifted him up. It was a strange sight to see, one of the tallest members in the arms of his shorter hyung.

    "Let's call an ambulance!" Someone said.

    "No time. It's going to take forever for it to come, and our car is much faster than an ambulance."

    Suho watched blankly as the other members hurried out, grabbing the car keys and putting on shoes. He felt numb. "This is all my fault," he thought. "If I had paid more attention to Sehun, or taken him a doctor even if he didn't want to..." 

    Xiumin was in front of him, his eyes unreadable. 

    "Suho, come on."

    "Xiumin... If only I did something earlier.... the doctor said it could have already ruptured  by now..." He felt his voice crack and tears prickle at his eyes. 

    Xiumin gripped the leader's shoulders firmly and looked him directly in the eye. "Suho, it's no use beating yourself up over this. We all thought it was the flu or food poisoning. That little brat is better at hiding pain than we give him credit for. You need to get it together and be there for him right now, because this might