"Like a painting, all I can do is to stare

I can't go near 

I can't touch 

or else I'll ruin everything." ー c.j

Park Jimin

Prologue 

Two heavy breaths were breathing and sweats dripping from what happened earlier. 

A dark haired guy laying at the grassy ground as he panted heavily and the other guy who was standing in front of him is still fuming in anger from that exchanged blows.

It was near dusk, with the sky growing dark in the distance. Apparently they were the last one who stayed at the soccer field after school.

"What the is wrong with you, Jeon?"

He hissed in anger as he tightly balled his fist trying to make himself calm.

"What the is wrong with me? What the is wrong with you!! You suddenly punched me at the face man!"

The dark haired guy bitterly scoffed at his bestfriend. 

"It's because of your stupid behavior, Kook! You know very well, why I punched you. Stop making a blind eye to this."

The latter grabbed his collar in full force. Jaws clenching as they both look at each other with their mad eyes. 

"Or better yet? Stop ing with her damn feelings, Jeon!!!"

The light haired guy pushed him hard as he look at his best friend in disgust and full rage. 

But Jungkook mockingly laughed at him. 

"Jiminie, Can you clarify some things to me? Are you really mad because of what I did? Or are you mad because she chose me over you?"

Jungkook smirked at his best friend while shaking his head in amusement. 

" you, Kook."

Jimin's tired eyes look at his bestfriend who was smiling smugly at him.

"Do you think I won't find out? I can see how you looked at her, Jimin. How your mood abruptly changes when you see her, how you react by just hearing her name but unluckily she won't feel the same way for you."

He still keep mocking his bestfriend as he sprouted those words like a dagger, painfully stabbing Jimin's vulnerable heart.

After all, Jungkook was right.

She won't reciprocate what feelings he have for her and Jimin's knows that. 

He already knew,

But...

"I loved her first."

Jimin said those words almost a whisper but Jungkook clearly heard it. 

He smirked by hearing it from his bestfriend.

Those words that can ruined their most treasured friendship.

"But she chose me."

The bitter truth hurts him as he can't do anything about it. Jimin can only smile sadly.

This is the dilemma of liking the same girl with your bestfriend. One of you will end up broken and shattered.