After I finished my class today fighting the urge not to vomit and act all grumpy like a normal pregnant woman, I hurried home so I won't keep my father waiting because I told him we would be there today to have dinner with him, and he has medications to take. 

When we arrived at my now, old house we passed the garden that my mom spent half her life taking care of it, and I too tried creating the same one at my own house now but a lot of my plants seemed to die shortly after I bought them, I tried and tried, bought another one after another one, but still I never completed my own little piece of heaven. 

I knocked on the door twice, scanning Chanyeol who his eyes were fixed on the door looking lazy. 

The door opened to reveal my –a little chubby, two fluffy cheeks supported his glasses, which I've heard uncountable time that “I have my father's cheeks”– father who took me into his embrace and for a solid two minutes I forgot about everything, my aching body, my urge to vomit every minute, my idleness– feeling so worthless, the sharp burning feeling that is getting hold on my chest, the fact that I can't eat nor sleep, like I'm dead inside my own body and my husband who's irritating me instead of being my soothing sound of waves and my shoulder to lean on, and I felt really safe and secure, I just wanted to stay like that forever but I had to pull out of the embrace, giving a chance for my father to reach out his hands to Chanyeol, who shook him warmly smiling a little, he was never the kind to smile big and all, sometimes I really pity my father, he never got the typical son-in-law who would go fishing with him, fight over a baseball game or even get a beer together, but my father never seemed to be bothered by how Chanyeol was, he was always kind at heart and he was one of the few to accept Chanyeol right away, I really admire his serenity, but I never had the courage to love him more than my mother, my mother had the bigger part in my life, sure my father was great and all but as a teenager I grew up admiring my mother more and more even though her last l