[WONWOO'S POV]

It's been more than a week and I don't know how I have been able to survive this life without Mingyu by my side. I've heard my friends before saying 'I can't live without him/her'; I just laugh at them cause it's so nonsense. They lived many years already without those guys by their side so how come they suddenly became their life support? Suddenly their life depends on the presence of someone they love. It's so stupid, I thought; very stupid.

So am I.

I am so stupid for laughing at my friends being heartbroken and being so emotional. I am so stupid for calling them stupid. I am so stupid for thinking heartbreaks as a nonsense. And above all these, I am so stupid for treating Mingyu like this. I should have not distanced myself away from him. Now, my reason is the real nonsense; very stupid.

flashback..

"Mingyu-ah," he looks at me with his eyebrows raised. Ugh. Mingyu is so gorgeous. How can a man be this so beautiful? I believe that nobody's perfect but I think Mingyu is an exception. Just by looking at him makes me feel like a millionaire. To have him in my life is likewise winning the jackpot in the lottery. I guess, I am the luckiest man alive.

"You know what? If we're not here in cafeteria, I would have kissed you." he suddenly whispers with a blush on his face, "Wonwoo hyung, don't look at me like that! You look like a ."

"What?!" I suddenly get back on my trance and realized that my voice gets a little high making the students on the table next to us glance at me. I smile sheepishly to them and turn to glare at Mingyu who is busy with his notes again. "Mingyu! Did you just call me ?" I exclaimed while whispering in disbelief.

I saw his eyes move to the side along with his lips. He chuckles softly and shakes his head. Mingyu didn't spoke so I just slap his arms playfully.

Do I really look like a ? Did my smile look creepy when I stared at him? I scoffed. Mingyu's just probably making fun of me.

I rolled my eyes then went back to my phone, scrolling up and down again at my social media account. Everything in my news feed is about the stories of other people I barely know. I have a lot of mutuals in my SNS accounts but only a quarter of them is my real life