Jessica is sitting on the couch in the living room as night falls and there is still no sign of her two most precious people. She looks at the door and waits for them. As she is waiting for them, she starts thinking of things that happen in the last 2 years. She is so deep in thought that she doesn’t notice someone come and sit beside her. That person is looking at her and waits a few minutes. She puts her hand on her shoulder startling her making the other person chuckle. Jessica stares at her and slaps her hand away

“What are you thinking about that you didn’t even notice me coming?” The other person asks making Jessica sigh

“Just…” Jessica sighs as tears come to her eyes. Other person smiles and puts her hand on her shoulder “What happened to us? I still don’t understand what we did to deserve it” Jessica says as she looks at other person who also looks at her. Jessica holds her necklace making other person smile disappear. She looks at her “I don’t know what to do.”

“Sica I… I don’t really know the answer to that, but I can say this we are in this together. We will do everything to bring our maknaes back to the way they were.” The other person says making Jessica nod. The other person is about to leave when Jessica calls her

“Sunny” Sunny sits back and looks at her. “Are you ok?” Jessica asks making Sunny smile.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” Sunny says with a sad smile making Jessica tear up.

“Please stop lying,” Jessica says and hugs her. A tear escapes Sunny’s eyes and she hugs her back

“I will be,” Sunny says and moves a little back. She is about to say something when the front door opens, and Krystal comes in. They both get up and look at her

“Where were you Krys?” Jessica asks as startling her as she didn’t expect for anyone to wait for her.

“I was working on an assignment and didn’t notice the time Unnie,” Krystal says making Jessica tear up as she never calls her Unnie. She can feel there is some kind of wall between them. Krystal sees that and goes to her. She knows exactly what her sister is thinking. Jessica looks away and tries to busy herself with something

“Did you eat dinner?” She asks and looks at her “Wait I will warm food for you.” Jessica says and is about to leave when Krystal stops her. She makes her face her

“I’m sorry Jessi,” Krystal says making Jessica tear fall. She wipes her tears away and hugs her as Jessica cries more. She doesn’t make a sound, but tears don’t stop escaping her eyes. Today was tiring for her and she still have to go to the other office tomorrow. Everything came crashing in front of her little sister whom she thinks she lost.

“What’s wrong Jessi?” Krystal says as Jessica doesn’t stop crying. She looks at Sunny, but she also shakes her head. She moves a little back and makes her sit on the couch.

They both wait for Jessica to calm down as they sit beside her. Sunny sits on her right side hugging her from the side and Krystal kneels in front of her holding her hand. After a few minutes, Jessica calms down.

“Sorry,” Jessica says as she wipes her face with her free hand.

“What’s wrong Jess?” “What’s wrong Sica?” Both Sunny and Krystal ask at the same time and share a small smile

“Everything is wrong,” Jessica says and looks at them. “You don’t talk to anyone Krys. Most of the time even I don’t know what is going on with you or where you are” Jessica says and takes a deep breath “And you Sunny, you always say you’re fine when you’re not fine at all. You think lying will make us feel better, but it makes us feels worse.” Jessica says making them look at her “And Yoong, she’s hurting herself. I know she is not angry at me and Steph, she just doesn’t want to believe that there’s still hope.” Jessica takes a deep breath “And everything that’s happening is taking a toll on Hyo, Nic’s relationship. And Steph…” Jessica says as a tear escapes from her eyes “I know she is happy with me but there are times she’s sad. I know I can’t stop her from being sad or from thinking about our past, but I want her to at least share what she is going through. Just like all of you she also thinks it will hurt me but what hurts the most is you, all of you keeping things from me.” Jessica says as she looks at both. “I’m the eldest among all of you and I don’t know what to do anymore. It feels like I