A/N: EARLY UPDATE!!!

Heartbroken

When things don't go our way, most of us would choose to give up and take another course. Since plan A failed, there are 25 other letters to choose from. But why can't I do that? You, Jessica Jung, ruined my life.

When I met you on the first day of school, on the orientation day, something about you drawed me in. Maybe it was your cold aura when you were in an unfamiliar place. Maybe it was the way you opened up to me and that cold aura disappeared. Some part of me screamed for me to ignore you because you just seemed like someone who would make me regret being friends with you.

But being the dumb person I am, I just shrugged it off and followed my heart instead of my brain. That was the first mistake I made; following my heart. I was a fool for opening up to you, unknowingly, I started falling for you... slowly, but surely. At the start of the year, we were cloe friends, I came to you when I needed help and you did the same. You cared for me and every little action you did made me nervous because it made me fall for you even harder. But I knew we weren't meant to be when you told us one day that you decided to give that guy in tuition class a chance because he was so persistant. When i heard that, it seemed like my world fell apart. All my friends congradulated you and teased you about him. I tried to plaster a fake smile on but what's the use?

My best friend, Tiffany, gave me a small bitter smile and patted my back, letting me know that she's there for me. She's the only one I trusted my secret to, she didn't ditch me when i told her I liked Jessica. She understood me. She told me that she too liked someone in our class. I didn't try to ask her who it was because she seemed like she wanted to keep it a secret. After knowing that you are now dating some guy, soon, your smiles that used to warm my heart started to kill me. Blame it on my ability to attract dumb friends as even when they knew you were dating someone, they jokingly shipped you with people in our class. You didn't mind though... you found it funny when we did that because it showed how comfortable we were with