I’m now 7 months pregnant. 4 months have past since I last saw or heard from Sunghoon.

During those 4 months, I sold the bakery to Areum because I’ve been neglecting the business and I don’t want it to falter because of my issues. At least I know that Areum would take care of the bakery when I’m gone. Sunghoon and Miyoung got married last month. I didn’t get an invitation, not surprised.

No knows that my condition has gotten worse, not even Areum, and I plan for that to continue. I also sold the apartment and bought a smaller apartment. I couldn’t take all the memories that apartment had. I live off the money I’ve saved from my bakery.

I also found out that I’m having a daughter. I haven’t figured out a name yet, but Areum has been bugging me with so many names. She wants me to give my child a western name like Brittany and Sarah.

I spend most of my time in the park outside the bakery. I walk around the park always making sure I pass by the gazebo where Sunghoon confessed his love for me.

After my stroll around the park, I decided to walk into town for a change of scenery.

I walked past many clothing stores, accessory stores, and shoe stores. I kept walking until I saw a baby store. I stood in front of the store looking at the display of strollers, toys and books.

I was also looking at a couple. They were both looking at carseats with their hands intertwined. They were both laughing and would gently place a protective hand over the girl’s belly.

I imagined what it would be like going baby shopping with Sunghoon. Giggling and making jokes