Here is the next chapter.

Ps. If you guy read the previous chapter please go back to it, I add some parts to the letter I forgot to add before.

Youngmin couldn't believe what he heard from Anna.

"Are you sure?" He asked once more.

"Positive, I've even asked Alice to check for me" Anna said. Youngmin stood up but he didn't feel anything except anger and sadness. 

'Why Jun? Why did you have to go?' Youngmin kept on repeating in his mind over and over again. He went to the bathroom first to wash his face and brush his teeth. It was useless for him to go back to sleep since they were going to have a photo shoot later. After washing his face and brushing his teeth Youngmin went back to the bed room to get his clothes from the closet. When he opened it the not Jun wrote fell out. He recognized Jun's writing anywhere and immediately picked it up. He sat down on his bed and read the letter, Anna noticed this and sat down next to him. 

"What;s that Youngmin?" Anna asked

"I'm not sure, but Jun wrote it" Youngmin replied while opening the envelop. Anna stood up when Youngmin starter reading and went to look for Kwangmin. While reading Youngmin couldn't accept what Jun was saying, all of it were lies. The only reason he was able to do all the things he can do was because of Jun. She was his inspiration for being and idol and to follow his dreams. If it wasn't for her encouragements he wouldn't be where he is today. He crumpled the letter and stuffed it into his bag, he then stood up and got the paper bag in his cabinet. Just as the letter said inside the paper bag was a box that contained the lock and the key necklace. There was only one girl he would ever give this necklace to and that was Jun. 

"Hyung are you ready? I know you want to look for he but we'll be dead if we don't do this photo shoot" Kwangmin said. 

"Ya, I'm coming." Youngmin replied, he took and key and wore it around his neck hiding it in his shirt. He looked into the mirror once more before leaving.

'I love you Jun'

Jun  was sitting in her room, she just woke up and was still lazy to move. She looked outside of the window and noticed how dark the clouds were.

'Such a sad morning' She finally stood up and went to go change. She wanted to help her mom with some of the house work and she felt like baking some cookies. 

'Oppa~'Jun let out a sign once she reached the stairs. She misses her friends and Boyfriend as well, but she kept repeating to herself that it is for the best.

"Your up early! Still want breakfast or you'll wait till lunch?" Her mom asked.

"I'll just wait. Can I help you with anything?" Jun asked.

"Sure, you can water the plants and trim some of the bushes. "  Her mom said before leaving  to go the kitchen again. She tied her hair and brought down a spare shirt. Once she was down she went to the garden and started with t, once she was satisfied she started watering the plants. The flowers  that she and her mom planted before Youngmin and Kwangmin came back are now in full bloom. She still remembered when her mom told her she got new flowers for the garden, she was so happy to plant them. While cutting some of the flowers she didn't notice she was already crying until she felt some thing drop on her hand. When she realized that she was crying already she dropped everything she was holding and just let everything out. Ever since she got back she didn't let any of her tears fall, she wanted to put a strong exterior so no one would worry about her but she knew deep down inside she couldn't take it. Her parents were just watching her, they new they need to give her some space and she would approach them anytime she needs help. Once she was sure she was stable enough she continued with the gardening. She was very satisfied with her work since it's already been a while since she last did the gardening. She brought the flowers in and her mom prepared a vase for all of them. While waiting for Jun to finish with the garden her mom decided to watch some TV and she forgot all about Jun leaving Youngmin behind in Japan and left it on the channel of their live interview. Jun saw this and was stuck in her place, she saw Youngmin smiling and having a great time on TV. After a few more questions she saw her friends come out,Anna and Alice, they sat next to their respective boyfriends and had a smile on their faces as well. Jun felt really happy for them and couldn't help but smile. When her mom realized what she had done she immediately tried to look for the remote and turn it off but Jun stopped her.

"It's ok mom, I'm going to go up and change" Jun said with a smile as she made her way to the stairs. Her mom knew that what Jun sad broke her even more, sos he decided to call Youngmin and Kwanming's parents to come over. It only took them two mimutes till they got over to.

"Have you heard from any off them?" Jun's mom asked after the initial greeting. Both Kwangmin and Youngmin's parents replied with a simple no. 

"I see, thank you" Jun's mom replied looking away for a bit. Before any of them could say something Youngmin and Kwangmin's mom's phone rang.

"It's from Kwangming" She said.

"What does it say?" Jun's mom asked.

"It says' Hi  mom, Youngmin isn't himself right now. Jun leaving really took a toll on him, I have never seen him like. If you saw the interview a while ago that was all fake. We had to get all the questions before hand just so we could make sure hyung won't get to affected by it. Please mom if you know where Jun is please tell me, I really want to talk to her. I won't tell anyone I swear, I just want to know why she had to leave him so suddenly. I've got to go now, bye. I love you and say hi to dad and Jun's parents for me.'" their mom said. 

"I want to tell him I really do but can we wait a little while longer?" Jun's mom asked.

"I think we should tell him already" Jun's dad said.

"Can't we wait a little while longer?" Her mom asked.

"I'll leave the decision making to you but when I passed by Jun's room just a few moments ago I could here her sobbing again. " Her dad replied. Jun's mom kept quit for a bit before answering.

"Let's give it a week or so, I just really want to see how well she can bottle up everything before she cracks." That was the final decision, there was a reason for this decision as well because Jun got this attitude of hers from her mom. It took a while for her mom to stop bottling up everything and started to tell her dad. She could really see herself in Jun at her current situation.

Jun was on the floor next to her bed. She didn't feel the need to lye down at all. She thought she didn't have enough tears in her eyes anymore, well apparently she was wrong. After watching the interview she couldn't help but cry again. She knew she was being such a drama queen but she can't help it, she didn't know it would her this much. She held the teddy bear Youngmin gave her when they were still small and hugged it close, this was the only thing she had left. She knew after today the relationship even just the friendship she had with Youngmin was now gone, literally all gone. She won't be able to repair it anymore and if she was able to that would be a miracle. 

Back in Japan, the boys have their afternoons off but the girls had a photo shoot. Everyone went with the girls except Youngmin, he decided to go back to the hotel and have some alone time. Kwanming wanted to stop him but he knew his hyung wanted some time alone. Once he was sure he was gone he pulled out his phone and composed a text to his mom. He and the rest of the guys wanted to help Youngmin, they never have seen him like this at all. His text message went:

Hi Mom. Any luck? I know its to soon to ask but still. Everyone is really worried for hyung right now. He isn't really himself that much anymore. He almost got hit by a car because he wasn't looking at where he was going. Even Anna and Alice are scared with what he might do next. I'm pretty sure he won't try to kill himself but were giving him some space as of now. We just want what's best for him, which technically is Jun, but as of now we decided he will need some space as well. Love you mom, tell dad that to and please say hi to auntie and uncle as well. Miss you guys already. 

Instead of going to back to the hotel Youngmin decided to go walk around. He went into some shops and found something he wanted to give Jun if they saw each other again. He was hopeful that they would be able to fix their relationship even after what happened. He didn't want any other girl in his life except her just like how he was sure that Kwangmin and Minwoo wouldn't want any other girl in their life except for Anna and Alice. As he continued walking he couldn't help but pretend Jun was walking right beside him, he knew if he started talking it would look weird but the key he was wearing underneath his shirt was all he need just to be able to feel Jun's presence again. He may not know where she is right now but he will continue on praying and hoping that they would see each other again.

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