Side Story: Speechless
Personal SunshineThe moment Hyojong dragged away Hwitaek. I kind of just stood there wondering why he gave me that dirty look. Is he really that jealous of me? Damn. I slowly made my way back to the dorm because I really didn't want to face Yanan yet. My butterflies were trying to escape and I felt like if I saw him before they calmed down I would say something dangerous. I can't be any more pathetic than I already am. Considering that I did run away from him. Yanan was probably hurt when he couldn't find me around the dorm when he was finished.
As I dragged my to the front of the dorm. I couldn't help but hesitate when walking through the entrance of the building. After Yanan kiss me it felt as if my mental state went to complete mush. As I tripped up the stairs because the elevator was broken currently. I held my breath in surprise and darted back down all the flights of stairs I had just walked up. Almost collapsing to the ground as they made it outside. Yanan was waiting for me in the front over dorham and my legs kind of just happened to move on their own.
Now here I stood awkwardly panicking in front of the entrance looking around for a place to escape to. When suddenly I felt a weight on my shoulder. Breathing heavily, I slowly turned around. Yanan didn't seem too impressed with my actions just now, he grimaced letting out a sigh. The look he gave stung my heart like a wasp sting. I then soon trail behind him back up the staircase, which this time seemed as if it was a continuous cycle and I felt like I kept stepping on the same step, not making any progress. I looked up and examined Yanan who was only a few steps ahead of me. I was focused on his back the whole way up, finally reaching our floor in a deafening silence. Before he could open the stairway door. I latched on to his hand that was the closest to me and bit my lip as I blocked the exit. My heart started racing as his sour expression disappeared. I wanted to say something because it looked like he was expecting an answer or a question from me.
“Yanan” I spoke gently while keeping my eyes locked onto him. He raised his hands and shook them profusely.
“You can hate me all you want but I want you to know that,” he said inhaling “when I kissed you earlier, I kissed you because I wanted to” he went on so fast that I could just barely understand what he was saying.
I let out a small giggle of skepticism before laughing hysterically. His handsome face looked so worried over the fact that I was in a fit of laughter.
“Sorry are you playing some sort of sick joke on me?” I questioned as I slid down the exit door looking up at him.
“I’m not” He argued crouching down and I couldn’t help but cover my face with my hands in some sort of self defence.
“What I’m trying to say Changgu is that, I like you in a way that’s more than a friend” He finished off in a lower tone this time while trying to pry my hands away from my face.
I bitterly grit my teeth as he held my hands, I used his own force against him. I pushed back and he fell to his back side.
“Yanan” I called out nervously and since it was mostly quiet in the stairwell so his name echoed.
He started to tear up and by that my heart skipped a beat or two at the sight of him. Realizing after that once again my body had moved on it's own, I tackl
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