Dissatisfaction
Personal Sunshine
Our conversation over my particular issue didn't last long at all. To sum it up Changgu basically told me, that I'm a huge baby that has a wild imagination and that I need to stop thinking about the negatives. Ughhhhh. I slouched in my seat rereading over the unanswered text.
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I don't even know how I ended up falling asleep since I wasn't that tired to begin with. I woke up to Hyojong screaming about something and I could barely tell what he was trying to say between the random sounds he was making and the high-pitched over-the-top screaming. Sometimes I wonder how in the world did I wake up in the morning one day and recognize that I'm traveling down a one-sided street. Love isn't all perfect like something out of a fairy tale. Loving someone from a distance creates this barrier around yourself trying to keep yourself from getting hurt all the time. The whole process at first makes your mind a giant mess but after sorting through the mess it becomes less of a mess and more of an organized mess. My attention was grabbed by Hyunggu throwing a piece of garbage from the front of our van to the back aiming it at Shinwon. As I watched the two bicker, my right eye to water slightly as I yawned. I made myself into a perfect target. Hyojong decided to stick his finger in my mouth, since I was in the process of yawning. I chomped down as that would be anyone's reaction to someone doing that in the first place. I then playfully slapped his hand away and he smiled like the idiot that he tends to be.
Shortly after we arrived to our destination and met up with the other members. The bunch of us stretched in the parking lot. When Hyojong usually stretches, he tends to let out a little noise that makes him sound like a cat. When I went to listen for it, I heard my name being called in the other direction. And there Changgu was waving at me eagerly. I looked back to Hyojong, whose face was in pure bliss because I guess he felt better after stretching after the long ride car ride. Annoyed with Changgu’s existence I then walked over to him clinging onto Yanan’s arm.
“How was the drive?” Yanan asked politely.
“Yeah how was it?” Changgu playfully remarked and I imagined strangling him.
“It was tolerable” I said scratching my chest and cracking my neck to the left.
Yanan walker ahead of us when the manager called us over. Changgu grabbed onto my hand pulling me in.
“What happened yesterday after you ran over Hyojong?” he questioned with his eyes almost popping out of his head.
“He got mad because he thought I was replacing him with you as a best friend” Changgu slapped my shoulder with his free hand.
“So he's jealous of me?” Changgu said with a huge smile across his face and I rolled my eyes away from him.
Just then Hyojong sauntered over to Changgu and I. You can tell he wanted to say something because the corner of his lip was raised. Then he just proceeded to glare at Changgu without saying anything for a few moments then he ran off.
“What was that” I mumbled and Changgu let go of my hand and walked backwards in front of me.
“Jealousy” Changgu said waving his hands in front of my face, adding a slight touch of spirit fingers to emphasize what he had just said.
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