Junyoung~

Wah~~ It's already February! Count down until your birthday! Kekeke~ Anyways, it's so nice here in New Jersey. It's so nice and warm, it's weird. It's still winter, but it feels like spring.

And you know what else?

Matt is acting weird again. Now he's been keeping his distance a bit...Strange.

It's also strange how so many people can care when they don't know me. Nana is from another state, Sunny's from another state, Linda goes to my school, but I just met her this year, and they all care about me. What have I done to make them care?

I'm arrogant. Demanding. And I insult them with love. They laugh and they do the same to me. I know that's friendship...But how can we just be friends when I just met them?

The world is really strange.

It makes me smile, cry, get angry, and I just don't know anymore.

I think I'm emotionally unstable. Yeah, that's it.

Suicide? Not now.

Maybe after I meet you guys. ^^

Love Always,

Kristine