"It's not like I'm lazy because I choose to be. I tire easily. So while I rest up, I let my mind wander about in my imagination. I might look like I'm staring off into space without a care in the world, but I'm actually thinking."

I can not express myself. I do not talk well; speech-impairments, and my disliking to the tone and sound of my horrid voice. 
I can express my pent-up emotions by writing though; typing to be specific. I'm not good with spoken words or actions. But writing is the only way I am confident, in terms of communication.
In a way, you can say I'm reticent, not revealing my thoughts or feelings readily. But it's more like I don't have the ability to.

"Tea helps calm my mind. It can be bittersweet. But it's some times all I need to find myself again."

"I love tea and coffee." Some people are surprised to hear this from me. Haha, honestly, I like the semi-bitter taste of tea, and the bittersweet taste of coffee. The aroma of coffee is very nice too. Hm, bubble tea and mocha frappes are sweet too. I'd drink a lot more if I had the opportunity to. But that's even more bad for my health.

But I'd prefer things like Coca Cola. I love the taste of Coke, and my friends know that too. If you don't have a lot of money for a present or such, just buy me some cola, and it's still nice. It's bad for your health, but I've been drinking a lot of cola since I was little, so it's additive, and so far, there's no syndromes of anything bad.... haha.