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Shigatsu Wa Kimi No Uso 

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What's the reason that we're here right now, at this moment? Why do we live? What do we live for? Who do we live for? All these questions, nobody could answer them. The cries of babies, the tears of a mother and the happiness of a father. Is bringing a new life to the world a sin or a blessing? 

Is bringing me to this world, a sin? 

" Seul Min," Baekhyun called out, making me break away from my thoughts.

Everything that is happening right now, without any idea in my head why is all of these happening, I just went with the flow.

" Do you want me to tell you everthing or do you want to recall everything by yourself?" he asked.

I couldn't decide. I didn't know which I should choose. I really wanted to know what's happening but there's this thing holding back me. It's like, there's a bad memory that I might not want to remember. 

" Let's decide by flipping the coin shall we?" He smiled.

" We've always decide things by flipping the coin in the past when we couldn't decide," he said while taking a coin out of his pocket. 

" Now, head or tails?" 

The life that we're having, do we cont