I was at a loss of words what was he talking about and what thing and me being offended, I decided to let him finish first then would ask him about what actually happened yesterday for him to sound so serious. So as I was having my tea,"I know there was something there when we kissed last night..." I spilled my tea, "what?????" escaped my lips as I looked at him with wide eyes.

Jinyoung POV

Instantly upon hearing my not so quiet "what!!!" he abrutely stopped eating the toast half-eatten long forgotten, he was looking at me with surprise, embarresment and I guess a hint of pity since he might have gasped the situation he had put me in. As fast as he reacted ,he also gained his composure then smiled at me. (purple for jackson , blue for Jinyoung) "oh, I get it, I should have known you were really drunk last night that I had to carry you all the way home(his home). God! I was so stupid.oviously you don't remember, ! what was i thinking." He then looked at me with the look of hurt, sadness . betrayel. It really put me the spot since I felt sorry but the thing was I actually didn't know what for. "I'm sorry, I really really am." He kept starring at his beautiful golden proceline  cup filled with coffee as if it was the most interesting thing in the world. Those warm eyes from earlier long gone then shifted toward me. I gulped as the intensity in his stare was so intense that at this moment I really wanted the ground to sallow me whole. "It's nothing to feel sorry about, we were both drunk then had a moment of confusion where we kissed and I guess it's nothing, noone to be blamed. Just a drunken mistake." He seemed kind of sad and as if he himself didn't believe what he said. Freaking god!!! we kissed I gave my first ever kiss to Jackson, a guy and don't even remember it at all.  What the hell is going on. As my mind was filling with all those thoughts I hadn't noticed him getting up but his hand on my soulders were enough to break me out of my thoughts. "Hey no need to sweat i guess a drunken mistake is nothing to be troubled about. " with a little glint of longing he said,"you don't even remember it." That's when it hit me, he wasn't mad at me he was at himself for what I don't know but I really felt guilty even before I could say anything his looks took a 90degree shift, his warm brown orbs and sweet smile was nowhere to be seen, now there was only coldness and a wall created to shield himself from the world. "I'm gonna leave now, I've some work to do , my driver will drive you home as soon as you are done." He just left, not even turning back once, at that exact moment I felt my heart stop, it ached and the worst part is I don't know why?.

Jackson POV

As things were going after Bambam and Mark incident(will talk later about my past). That Jinyoung guy had seen me at the most cruisal moment of my life and it was embarresing though he seemed to have not babbled about it to anyone, I guess he was ok so I did't have to have a talk with him. Yugeom and I are buddies and as he is a scholarship student that guy had caught his attention so he keeps babbling and asking me to approach him and then to introduce them to eachother since I'm in same class as his. Though I actually am an outgoing guy, my conscience won't let me approach him as I didn't know what to tell him about the first time we met(my geomie doesn't know about it yet, that jinyoung was there that day.) As you might have guessed I come from one the wealthiest family here, I moved to Korea about 3 years ago from Hongkong. My parents had expanded their business here, so we moved here to have better relations with the other business personals. Though they are caring and really love me, they are  one of the public figures looked upto by most so they are pretty strict when it comes to my career so gonna have to bug up and do well otherwise bye bye freedom, bye bye luxury. So when professor wooyoung adviced to get help I did just that but what i didn't expect for me was to actually like ParkJinyoung. We would often meet up at the library and he would tutor me and the thing is he was really good at it. The way he put his all to make me understand, share his notes, then give me this satisfied sweet smile that blinded me whenever i caught on the lessons well was just so rewarding. Then we even startin hanging out in the cafe near our school which was not too crouded and the coffee there was a plus point. With daily nagging from gyeomie I invited him to one of our meeting and he was more than pleased. THree of us got along really well, so he would drop-by sometimes during our studying sessions. I started opening up to jinyoung more than I thought and it scared me, First Bamie than him. There were loads and loads going on in my head cause I knew I wasn't just playing friends with him but he seems oblivious. The way his lovely eye crinkles apper when he smiles that cute lovely laugh he has covering all the time with his hand. The concentrated look he has while teaching me, the way he on the end of the pen while thinking of answers to the questions seriously oblivious to my stare. All of which keep on distracting me, guess I had been