Dear Diary,

         You probably want to know what happened to me when I went to their house yesterday. Well at school everyone was saying, "I can't believe they would want to hang out with a girl like her.". I got so sad that I ran out of the school. Yep I said it. I ran out of the school. I know that you maybe thinking that I was crazy for running out of the school building but I just can't face everyone if they hate me. I want to go back to the person I want to be. Quiet. Lonely. Has no friends. Doesn't get noticed that much. Well maybe not all of them.... Just the quiet part.... Well maybe not any of them. I just want to be the person that no one talks about or hates. Yep that's it. I just want that. Nothing else... Maybe.... Anyways let's get back to the story. I ran out of the school and then I bumped into Kwangmin!!!! Yep I bumped into Kwangmin!!!! He said, "Whoa!!! Watch where you're going. Kay?" "S- S- Sorry." I started to walk away but then he said something. "Hey. You're coming to hang out with us today. Right?" I turned around to face him. "Umm.... Ok." Then guess what he did!!!!! Guess!!!! Oh yeah you can't talk. He smiled at me!!!!!!! Yep he smiled at me!!!!!! And then I did something so stupid!!!!! I started to blush and started running away from him!!!! Yes, I ran away from him! I think that if you were really, Diary, you would kill me for doing that. Well on to the story right. "Hey!!! Did I say something wrong?!?!" he yelled. Then he started running after me. Yep. He was running after me!!!! But that didn't last very long. Why? Because the girls stopped him.  They were saying, "Where are you going Kwangmin?" or "Can I come with you Kwangmin?". I felt relieved but at the same time kind of sad. I felt relieved because he wasn't following me and sad because he wasn't following me. I started to run out to the garden. Why did I run out to the garden? Because that place is my favorite. Why is it my favorite? Because I like to see the flowers and roses blooming. I walked over the the roses and bent down to smell them. I took a deep breathe in and it smelled so good!!!! And then I started to talk to myself. Stupid right? Well it's not stupid if I don't have any friends to talk to. "You smell so good!!! I wish I could be like you. I mean you already bloomed and I'm just.... Just a seed not even growing yet..." Then I started to cry like a five year old. Then someone said something. "Why are you crying?" I turned around to see who said that and it was..... Mi-Cha!!!! Yes it was Mi-Cha!!! Anyways back to the story. "I- I- I have something in my eyes." I started to wipe away the tears on my face. "It doesn't look like it to me." She came over and bent down besides me. "Tell me why you're crying." I didn't want to tell her the reason why I was crying, so I came up with a little lie. "I wasn't crying. Really." I stood up. "I just got some dirt into my eyes. That's all." "Whatever you say, you." Then she stood up. "Well let's get to class or else we'll be late." She grabbed my hand and led me to the classroom. I was so touched when she did that, I started to cry. Yes I started crying. Then Mi-Cha stopped and turned around. "Why are you crying? And don't tell me that you have dirt in your eyes because there is no dirt around here." "Well b- b- b- because you knew my name-" "Of course I know your name!!! Why wouldn't I???" "B- because no one notices me-" "What?!?! I notice you!!! You're the girl that never talks!!!" "...." Well at lease she notices me. Then I wiped up my tears cause no one likes a 16 year old girl crying. "Well let's get to class." "Yep!!!" And then we went to class. Then the rest of the day was normal but when I was about to go home cause I kinda forgot about hanging out with them that day, I got stopped by Youngmin. Yep I said it, Youngmin!!!!! I was so nervous because I forgot about them that I started to pretend I didn't see him. Well it didn't work that well at lease for awhile it did. "Hey. You ready yet?" I pretend that I didn't hear him and I started to walk away from him. "Hey. Did you hear me?" He started to walk towards me. I stared to walk faster but then I bumped into Kwangmin. Again. "Whoa. You should really watch where you're going instead of looking at the ground." "Hey! Did you hear me? I asked you if you were ready yet." "Hey! Don't be mean to her!!!" "I  wasn't being mean. I asked her if she was ready yet and she just didn't answer me." "Whatever Hyung. So are you ready yet?" "Uh..... Why do you want me to go to your house?" Yes Diary I said that. I wished that I didn't because I know that this is a once in a life time chance to be you know.... Popular!!!!!! But let's go back to the story. "What do you mean?" "I mean why do you guys want to hang out with me? I'm just a girl that no one notices a lot." "Do you really want us to tell you why we want to hang out with you?" When he said that, I felt chills run down my back. I was scared why they wanted to hang out with me. I'm guessing they wanted to hang out with me because they are going to play a trick on me because lots of people play tricks on me. I took in a deep breathe and said, "O- Ok." Then she started to walk around me. "We want to hang out with you because...." "We want to have a new person in the group." "Wh- What group?" "It's not actually a group but those idiots just call it a group." "Hey!! We're not idiots... We just like to call it a group." "Yeah. What would we call it other than a group? Buddies? Friends? Family?" "Ok. I get it!! We'll just be called a group." Then I started laughing. Then they turned around to face me. "Oh. Ah. Sorry." Then they started laughing and then I started laughing too. Well, Diary, I think that yesterday was the best day ever. Why? Because I finally laughed with someone in school for the first time since middle school. I know you think that I may be lame but I have a very hard time making friends because no one really notice me. Well back to the story. Then I stopped laughing. "But why do you want me to be part of your group?" Then Youngmin and Kwangmin stared at Mi-Cha and they pointed at her. "Because she wanted to have a girl in the group." "Oh." "Well do you want to go to our house and hang out now?" "Sure." And then they started walking away. I followed them and then we were at the pick up place. "Is someone picking us up?" "Yes. They would be here in about....." "It's here." "Whatever." And then I saw a limousine. It was so long!!!!!! If you asked why I was surprised, Diary, I was surprised because I never seen a limousine before!!!!! I was staring at it while the other's were going in the limousine. "Are you coming?" "Oh. Yea." And then I went into the limousine quickly. "So. Uh. Where are we going?" "Where do you want to go?" I thought about for a moment cause I never really go anywhere. I just usually go home and do my homework and help Umma make dinner for the family. I thought some more on the question but nothing comes to my mind. "I don't really care where I go." "Well how about.... the park!" "What we always go to the park." "Yeah. Choose some other place to go to, Mi-Cha." "See!!! This is the reason why I wanted to have a girl to be a part of this group cause you guys always do what I hate!!!!!" "Well the last time we did something and it wasn't your idea, we had a great time." "Yeah." "Whatever. Anyways let's ask you where she wants to go." They turned to me. "I... uh.... I want to go to the park too." "YAY!!!!!!! We're going to the park!!!!!!!!" "Fine." Then he lowered the glass between us and the driver and said, "Take us to the park." "Yes sir." Then we went to the park. I just sat on the bench an watch them played or whatever they're doing. I just sat there for like 20 minutes and I was so bored!!!!!! "Hahahaha!!!! That was fun." She came over to me and then she handed me a ice cream cone. "Here you go you." I took the ice cream from here. "Thank you..." "You're welcome. Come on. They're waiting in the limo." She grabbed my hand and dragged me to the limousine. "Finally!!!" Then he held out his hand to Mi-Cha. "Where's my ice cream?" "Don't worry I didn't forget you guys. Here." She gave Youngmin a chocolate ice cream and Kwangmin vanilla ice cream. "Thank you." "Hey you. We'll drive you home so don't worry about it."  "Where do you live you?" Then I did something stupid again. I started crying. Yes I cried. Well let's get back to the story it's almost done. "Where do you live.... Why are you crying you????" "Did you say something to her, Mi-Cha?" "No. No she d- didn't. I'm j- just crying because you guys know my n- n- name." "Of course we know your name. Why wouldn't we?" "B- b- because no one notices me a lot and n- no one knows my name too." "We know everyone's name." "But-" "Well if you want to get noticed more then you should eat lunch with us tomorrow at school. Ok?" "O- O- Ok." Then I stopped crying and told them where I live. When we got there I said good-bye to them and went inside. Then I went into my room and wrote about. Well that's all Diary. Wish me luck at school tomorrow. 

                                                                                               Love,

                                                                                                 you