(flaw)

Joy has a disease of the century that all girls have for themselves when puberty hits them, and that is her weight. Sooyoung forces down three of her fingers down to make all the upcoming fat up, three fingers as a form of prove that some grams of fat won't rest in all the wrong places of her body.

Her, all of her insides being flushed to the toilet's bowl like all her dreams that fade easily into her head. She doesn't really know what to do  even when she just entered high school.

Perhaps Ten was excusing himself that he just wanted to escape from their old habits because how she is more full and not as skinny as she used to. Every parts of her begin to be filled and Sooyoung loathes every bit of it. 

Ten always listens even though he doesn't want to. The midnight cries, the sound of lurching food from someone's stomach from upstairs as he is eating his lunch. He misses the empty space in the rocking chair that is filled with folded body of a girl who saved him once upon a winter that wouldn't have been if he wasn't saved by her.

It's enough.

Ten opens the door of her bathroom and sees Sooyoung, kneeling by the floor as her face is down the bowl, her making heartwrenching gargling sounds to push the food inside her stomach out from getting digested. 

Ten wants to step closer but she puts her hand out weakly, trembling as she does so. 

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