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remember (when we were young)
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a/n: just a heads up that i'll be travelling from tomorrow, so updates may not be as frequent, but they'll be ready for whenever I have internet <3 six more chapters to go! :D also!!! omg thank you for 250+ subs and 4k+ views T______T im so overwhelmed by the love and support thank you thank you thank youuuuuu

 

When Jihoon wakes again, it’s to Seungcheol humming softly as he plays with Jihoon’s hair. Jihoon blinks twice and then Seungcheol is smiling warmly at him as he murmurs as soft “Good morning,”

It takes him a moment, but eventually Jihoon’s lips quirk into a smile too, as he whispers a barely audible “Good morning,” in return.

They lie in bed until midday, talking quietly. Seungcheol’s arms don’t move from around Jihoon’s waist. Every now and again, Jihoon just smiles to himself and tries to memorise the warmth of Seungcheol’s arms around him.

Eventually, Seungcheol’s stomach growls, interrupting their soft, whispered conversation.

Jihoon laughs gently, and Seungcheol can feel his whole body shake in his arms.

“We should get up and eat something,” Jihoon says, trying to extract himself from Seungcheol’s embrace, but Seungcheol doesn’t let go. The older makes a face, lips jutting out in a pout, and Jihoon pinches his cheek, cooing, before laughing again.

“Come on, you big puppy,” he says, and this time he manages to get free as he sits up.

They make some fried noodles, sharing it over their little kitchen table as Jihoon recounts a story the lady at the fruit shop told him about her son’s friend. Seungcheol listens intently, chewing noodles and playing with Jihoon’s feet under the table.

When they’re done, they clean up and do some more laundry. Jihoon irons all their shirts that have been piling up over the weeks while Seungcheol vacuums.

Jihoon has never seen the apartment so organised since they first moved in, and that realisation brings about giddy happiness, as well as sadness. Because Jihoon is reminded how well they work together, but also remembers it’s only like this because it’s their last days together, before they divorce and go their own ways, for good.

It’s late afternoon when Seungcheol sits up from where he’s flopped on the couch.

“We have to start getting ready soon,” he says. It takes Jihoon a moment to remember that the work function that Seungcheol has to attend is tonight.

“Oh,” he says, “I hope my suit isn’t too creased.”

Seungcheol grins, as Jihoon disappears to go find his suit. He showers first while Jihoon irons out his suit. He hasn’t had to wear one for years - being a music producer doesn’t require him to wear a suit often. Seungcheol, on the other hand, wears one every day.

“Do you still have your bowtie?” Seungcheol asks as Jihoon comes out of the bathroom, towelling his hair dry.

Jihoon looks scared. “We need to be in a tux?” he asks.

“Not really. It says formal, but it doesn’t matter that much. I just thought you look better with a bow tie,” Seungcheol answers. “If not, I can lend you mine.”

Jihoon makes a face. “If I’m wearing a bowtie, you are too,” he huffs. “I don’t want to be the odd one out or anything,”

Seungcheol laughs a little. “Okay, well, go find your bowtie then.”

Jihoon finds it eventually, under a pile of scarves and gloves. But Seungcheol is the one who has to tie it for him, because Jihoon can’t remember the last time he wore a bowtie. Part of him thinks it might have been the wedding.

Seungcheol’s face is close as he deftly does Jihoon’s bowtie, and the younger determinedly looks away. He pushes away the butterflies that flutter around his stomach.

He’s not leaning in to kiss you, idiot, he scolds himself, because that’s the kind of memories that surface. The nervousness of first kisses, of second kisses, of every kiss that Seungcheol ever gave him, because Jihoon never stopped feeling the butterflies before a kiss, nor the happy warmth after.

“You clean up pretty good,” Seungcheol teases when he gives Jihoon a once over, when they’re both ready. Jihoon flushes, but covers it by pinching Seungcheol’s arm. The older yelps at that and Jihoon grins, satisfied.

Seungcheol glances at the clock and si

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Elizabeth67 #1
Chapter 15: Ok moça só para avisar, você me fez chorar MT hj sua fic é ótima parabéns
Ngocthao81097 #2
Chapter 17: still my most favorite jicheol fic~~~ I binge reading for a whole dayyyyyyy
Shionhamaguchi #3
Every years im come here for reread this masterpiece jicheol au ♡´・ᴗ・`♡
nina_b2uty #4
Chapter 2: revisiting this story after years <3 and it is still as good as I remembered it to be
Babematsu #5
Chapter 15: I came back to this story after so long and still made me cry and made me laugh and made my heart feel so many things like the first time. Such a lovely work. Thanks again for writing it
sungminator
#6
suddenly missing this fic so here I am :-)
sungminator
#7
Chapter 7: still pains me all the same after rereading this multiple times :"))) love it
Aoseiasagi
#8
Chapter 17: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1122652/17'>epilogue</a></span>
I don't know where to start commenting but I HAVE TO. I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS IS A WHOLE MASTERPIECE. Enough people have probably told you that but I can't just leave without commenting after that whole art presented itself before me.

I haven't read SVT fics in over a year. And even back when I did, I didn't like Jicheol fics. GUESS I WASN'T LOOKING HARD ENOUGH

I'm so glad my twt mutual recommended this to me because hell yes tHIS SHOULD BE RECOMMENDED TO EVERYONE

I love how much emotion was in this.
I love how you cage the story in a perspective, leaving me itching when the next perspective change will happen just so I can know how the other is feeling.

I love the happy happy ending and the epilogue.

I cried actual tears over this one. Especially the first time Jihoon cried. It was just d e s p e r a t e. And then I decided I won't be sleeping until I read the rest

I'm excited to check the sequel shot you prepared too!!! I love family fics aaaa and after this art? I know it's going to be really beautiful too!

Thank you so much for writing this!
I hope you enjoyed writing it as much as I loved reading it!

Edit: ALSO!! THE 7 YEAR DETAIL!! It makes me think you know and applied the idea that marriages do have a statistical proof of having the tendency to break at the 7 year mark!
nina_b2uty #9
Chapter 18: This is still easily the best story i've ever read... I really love it so much... its so perfect
nina_b2uty #10
Chapter 17: This is still the best fanfic I've ever read