Tiger JK ft. Jinsil of Mad Soul Child - Reset (School 2015 OST)

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“Reset"

Eun Joo

How can I not think that it’s them when they’ve been all showing me care and knows all what I love? How can I not think that it’s him when my heart is screaming his name?

I want to clear everything, I want to know everything. That’s why I am here again, waiting for Baekhyun outside the cafe where he told me he wants to talk. I’m feeling positive about this talk. I check on my wrist watch and it’s almost 6pm. I still need to go to my part-time work by 7pm and he’s still not here. Don’t tell me he’s not going anymore because he met with his girl or something, I don’t even want to think about it anymore. And... I haven’t seen Leo since I yelled at him a while ago at the infirmary and at the music room. I should apologize. I wasn’t really feeling well. I was harsh on him.

The cool wind blew brushing across my cheeks, winter is a season that I hate the most and soon the roads will be filled with white snow. I hate winter. Despite the fact that it’s really cold, it’s the season when Baekhyun left me.

“Sorry to keep you waiting.” I turn my head and my heart skip a beat at the way he looks at me and he’s catching his breath. He walks towards the cafe’s door then opens it. “Let’s go?”

“Yeah, sure.” I start walking towards the cafe then steps inside. He waited for me to before closing it behind me.

Oddly, the smell of the caffeine calms me. I take my seat and he did just right across the table. There was an awkward and suffocating silence before I decided to break the silence. “I’ll buy us some drinks. What would you want?” I stand up when he quickly take a grasp of my wrist to stop me. His touch is so warm it sends electricity down my spine and blood rushes through my cheeks. It’s….different. Baekhyun’s hands are cold. He noticed the touch I wanted and quickly let go.

“Take a seat. I’m the one who’s going to buy the drinks.” He walks towards the counter and he didn’t even ask for the drink I want. Maybe he really want this talk to go fast.

I sigh in disappointment before looking outside the cafe. I should stop sounding like a crazy girl who keeps on talking about it. This is isn’t really me. But I miss him so bad it hurts. Every time I see him I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want him to wrap his long and warm arms around me. Pull me to his chest then my hair.

With those thoughts I didn’t notice I’ve been gripping on my skirt too tight and that he’s already in front of me. “Here.” he placed a cup of iced mocha in front of me. “I kind of forgot to ask the drink you wanted.” he then takes the seat in front of me again.

“Its fine, thanks.” I replied curtly.

There is that suffocating silence again and I it’s so hard for me to find the right words to say. I take a sip of my drink and he does too. “I guess. You saw it? A while ago?” he asked, obviously asking about him and that girl who just pecked him. “We’ve been together for as long as I can remember. We are childhood friends and we’re dating.”

I swallowed hard. The sweet iced mocha tasted bitter in my tongue I want to vomit. He’s telling me everything and doesn’t care if I get hurt. He really want to make it clear that he’s not the Baekhyun I’ve been telling him. “Can you come with me?”

“Where to?”

I stand up then gestured him to follow me. We started walking to my apartment and right when he noticed, he hesitated at him. “I just want to show you something. Follow me, please.” the word please worked on him too. That’s Byun Baekhyun’s weakness. He hates it when I say the word please. I started walking towards my unit and I could feel that Baekhyun is uneasy. I just want to show him the painting. Maybe it’ll help him remember.

After stepping inside my unit, it’s clean and almost empty. I only come here to sleep and take a bath. I do mostly everything outside because staying here makes me remember him and it really hurts. “Can you remember this?” I carefully pulled him towards the wall where the black wings was painted by him or not him. “Baekhyun... My Baekhyun painted that before he left.”

He takes a step closer then carefully touches the words written at the middle. He carefully turns around and he fits perfectly at the painting as if he’s here again. My heart scrunches in great pain. “Baekhyun!” I ran to him then wrap my arms around his waist. His scent, this is the scent that I’ve been longing for. I cried... I cried to so hard I could only hear myself. It hurts so much because the Baekhyun in front of me is not really my Baekhyun. I felt him wrap his arms back around me and that made me cry even more. He’s gently rubbing my back and waited for me to calm down.

As soon as my cries becomes sobs, he takes in a deep breath. “I am so sorry for your lost. But I’m really not him. I hope you’ll be okay.” He gives me one last squeeze before looking at