I Don't Know Anymore..........
Autumn is here...As Hyunjoong aka. Justin walked towards C Block he looked in front of him and remembered Autumn.
She reminded him of her.
Her......
He stopped himself from thinking about the past.
About that past that had hurt him so much.
The past that had hurt him so much that he had nearly ended his life.
He shook his head and continued to walk towards the place where his friends were.
"HYUNJOONG!"
Hyunjoong looked up and smiled brightly.
"Hey!" Hyunjoong said to his friend Jungmin.
"How was you're weekend Min?"
Jungmin pouted.
"How many times have I told you to not call me that?!"
Hyunjoong and another laughed.
Hyunjoong turned his head left wards and say his quiet friend Young Saeng.
"Yo." Hyunjoong said to Young Saeng.
Young Saeng nodded.
"Hyunjoong!"
Hyunjoong turned around, while his hands were still pinching Jungmin's cheeks, making his face looked cutely distorted.
"Jun!" Hyunjoong let go of Jungmin making Jungmin wince.
"Where's Kyu Jong?"
"He said that he's not coming to school today because he's got a fever..." Hyungjun said.
"How did you know?" Jungmin pipped in.
Hyungjun held up his 3G iPhone and smiled.
"How else?"
Everyone laughed, even the quiet one, Young Saeng.
"Sort of sad but...SS501 is a whole!"
They all high-5'ed each other but they knew that something, no, someone, was missing.
Hyunjoong sighed and began to talk to his friends.
*RING DING DONG RING DING DONG*
The school bell rang.
Double S 501 got up and began to walk to their home group but not before bumping into Autumn.
Hyunjoong had noticed that she was with another three girls and this made hims smile thinking that he wouldn't need to help her anymore.
Autumn laughed at what this girl with a round face said.
Hyunjoong stopped walked and starred at her laugh.
Suddenly, Autumn noticed him.
She turned around and caught the blushing Hyunjoong stare at her.
She waved.
Hyunjoong blushed and gave her a quick wave before disappearing into the crowd.
"Oooohh~" Jungmin teased having seen his reaction.
"Does our leader like someone already?" Young Saeng said.
Hyunjoong and Hyungjun said nothing.
Hyungjun said nothing because he knew that his fellow leader still hasn't forgotten about her yet.
Hyunjoong said nothing because he didn't want to confirm or deny anything.
He had gotten used to this kind of teasing since she left because only Hyungjun, his best friend, knew what happened that night and none other the others knew about it.
Hyunjoong walked into D Block and parted with Jungmin and Young Saeng.
He and Hyungjun walked up the stairs and towards their home group class room D11.
"You..."
Hyungjun said.
Hyunjoong stood at the door way and shoke he head sadly.
Hyungjun stopped talking.
They both knew what Hyungjun was going to ask.
Hyunjoong and Hyungjun walked into the classroom.
Hyungjun silent.
Hyunjoong silent and thinking...
Thinking about a past that was long gone...
Thinking about the things that he should have thought about a long, long time ago...
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