DAY 24

7:03 pm

d.okyungsoomyeyes: So you and Chanyeol are not yet good?

baekondhouse04: We decided to be like what we used to before

d.okyungsoomyeyes: WE? Or is it just only you.

baekondhouse04: Well, he’s not chatting me then he also agreed to that

baekondhouse04: are you chatting him?

d.okyungsoomyeyes: yes

baekondhouse04: okay

d.okyungsoomyeyes: he’s asking if you’re still mad at him

baekondhouse04: No, I’m not

d.okyungsoomyeyes: he wants you two to be friends

baekondhouse04: But we’re different

d.okyungsoomyeyes: huh?

baekondhouse04: we’re different

baekondhouse04: we’re opposite, he likes to have fun, I don’t

baekondhouse04: he always smiles, I don’t

baekondhouse04: he’s true to what he’s feeling, I am not

baekondhouse04: he has many friends, I don’t

baekondhouse04: we’re different in many ways

d.okyungsoomyeyes: but… you could still be friends because of that

baekondhouse04: you know I am not that kind of person Kyungsoo

baekondhouse04: I became friends with you because we can understand each other because we are so much alike in many ways, but yeah, we also have differences, and I accepted that

d.okyungsoomyeyes: so why won’t you accept Chanyeol?

baekondhouse04: he doesn’t need me to play with him

baekondhouse04: my routine, it changed Kyungsoo

baekondhouse04: it’s because of him

baekondhouse04: but I hate changes

baekondhouse04: And you know that Kyungsoo

d.okyungsoomyeyes: Then be used to it

baekondhouse04: No. I don’t want to have my hopes up

d.okyungsoomyeyes: so you like him

baekondhouse04: I do. But I don’t want to

d.okyungsoomyeyes: but why?

baekondhouse04: because US having that kind of relationship won’t work

d.okyungsoomyeyes: how can you be so sure of that?!

baekondhouse04: You know me Kyungsoo, and I’ll just hurt him

baekondhouse04: you know I always want to be in control

baekondhouse04: I can’t control Chanyeol and I hate it

d.okyungsoomyeyes: So you are throwing away your feelings for him

baekondhouse04: Yes

d.okyungsoomyeyes: why are you giving up without even trying?

d.okyungsoomyeyes: That’s not you Baekhyun

baekondhouse04: That’s why I hate changes

baekondhouse04: I hate myself because I changed

baekondhouse04: Chanyeol changed me

baekondhouse04: But I want to go back to who I am before

d.okyungsoomyeyes: but Chanyeol…

baekondhouse04: I don’t want to care for him

baekondhouse04: I care for myself

d.okyungsoomyeyes: really?

baekondhouse04: Really!

d.okyungsoomyeyes: hahahhahahhhahah

baekondhouse04: huh?

d.okyungsoomyeyes: you’re telling me you care for yourself but…

d.okyungsoomyeyes: hhhahhahahahaha

baekondhouse04: I can’t understand you

d.okyungsoomyeyes: but you avoid him because you don’t want to hurt him!

d.okyungsoomyeyes: you care for him! not for yourself!

d.okyungsoomyeyes: you’re so dumb!

baekondhouse04: I’m smart

baekondhouse04: because I preventing this before it gets worse

d.okyungsoomyeyes: why would it get worse?

d.okyungsoomyeyes: you like him! then you’ll go out with him!

baekondhouse04: I know it won’t work out

d.okyungsoomyeyes: how did you know?!

baekondhouse04: because I hurt people!

baekondhouse04: with my words!

baekondhouse04: I’m saving him from me!

d.okyungsoomyeyes: you’re not a monster

baekondhouse04: oh yeah! but I’m a murderer

d.okyungsoomyeyes: huh?

baekondhouse04: I killed my mother!

baekondhouse04: hahahahhahah

baekondhouse04: she hates me now!

baekondhouse04: that’s why I want to go back to who I am before

d.okyungsoomyeyes: oh, the slave

baekondhouse04: hey

d.okyungsoomyeyes: you’re doing this because you’re a slave, aren’t you?!

baekondhouse04: hey Kyungsooo!

d.okyungsoomyeyes: YOU’RE A SLAVE!!

baekondhouse04: STOP!

d.okyungsoomyeyes: YOU’RE A SLAVE! You just do whatever your mom tells you!

baekondhouse04 has gone offline . 9:34 pm

d.okyungsoomyeyes is typing ( And you’re just like your mom. You are leaving your problems. But Baekhyun it will always haunt you! YOU ARE A COWARD!! )