DAY 455

5:03 pm

kkamjongintohyung: Hi hyung!!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Hi Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah, Jongin

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah hyung?

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ve been thinking

byunisbaekkaebsong: Uhm, by any chance

byunisbaekkaebsong: Well these past few days

byunisbaekkaebsong: You’ve been with me all around

byunisbaekkaebsong: Not that I’m saying that I hate alright?

kkamjongintohyung: Ahhh

kkamjongintohyung: Well because I don’t want you to be alone

kkamjongintohyung: Your best friends aren’t around

kkamjongintohyung: So here I am!

byunisbaekkaebsong: But you don’t have to do that

byunisbaekkaebsong: I mean, what about your friends?

byunisbaekkaebsong: I know they’ve been missing you

kkamjongintohyung: I know they understand

kkamjongintohyung: And nah~

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t have that many friends too

kkamjongintohyung: Since I’ve been close to Kyungsoo hyung these past weeks

kkamjongintohyung: They already know that I won’t be around

kkamjongintohyung: And since you need my help

kkamjongintohyung: I’ll be with you until the end

byunisbaekkaebsong: Really Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: You don’t have to get that far for me

kkamjongintohyung: Yah hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Just think of yourself

kkamjongintohyung: And don’t worry

kkamjongintohyung: Because I also want to do this

byunisbaekkaebsong: Really?

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah!

byunisbaekkaebsong: You’re not forcing yourself, aren’t you?

kkamjongintohyung: Wah! I hate you for saying that hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Of course not! I’m not!!

kkamjongintohyung: We’re also friends, you know that hyung

kkamjongintohyung: You’re my hyung, I’m your dongsaeng, alright?

byunisbaekkaebsong: Haha, alright alright

byunisbaekkaebsong: Thank you Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: for staying

byunisbaekkaebsong: And I think I really need some company

byunisbaekkaebsong: So I can forget the pain it brought me

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah

kkamjongintohyung: Well hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Since I’m helping you move on

kkamjongintohyung: As long as possible

kkamjongintohyung: Can’t you ignore Chanyeol this time?

kkamjongintohyung: I mean, don’t mention his name anymore

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll try Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll try

kkamjongintohyung: That’s the start

kkamjongintohyung: Good night hyung!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Good night Jongin!!

DAY 461

4:30 pm

kkamjongintohyung: Ohh by the way hyung

kkamjongintohyung: You once told me to scold you, right?

byunisbaekkaebsong: Ah, haha, yes

kkamjongintohyung: Well, you mentioned a younger one who scolded you

kkamjongintohyung: Who is that?

kkamjongintohyung: HAHA, my hyung has been scolded by a younger one lol

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah, don’t make fun of me

byunisbaekkaebsong: Well, it’s Oh Sehun

kkamjongintohyung: Is he one of the students in our school?

kkamjongintohyung: Is he the one you’re talking to earlier?

kkamjongintohyung: You two seems close hehe

kkamjongintohyung is typing (closer than us)

byunisbaekkaebsong: What? Haha No

byunisbaekkaebsong: It’s not Sehun

byunisbaekkaebsong: The one you saw earlier was Zhang Yixing

byunisbaekkaebsong: We’re not that close

byunisbaekkaebsong: He’s just new here in our school

byunisbaekkaebsong: And he’s a Chinese

byunisbaekkaebsong: So he asked me for help

kkamjongintohyung: Ohhh, that explains why you’re together all day

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yeah, but he’s so cute

byunisbaekkaebsong: he keeps on having mistakes talking in English

byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHAHA

kkamjongintohyung: Oohhh, seems like hyung likes Zhang Yixing

byunisbaekkaebsong: What? No! HAHA

kkamjongintohyung: Well, that’s step two hyung

kkamjongintohyung: You should start seeing other men

kkamjongintohyung: But I don’t mean that you should date him already in order to forget

kkamjongintohyung: I mean, you two can be friends then after forgiving yourself

kkamjongintohyung: You can love him eventually

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah yah Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: You do know it’s hard to fall out of love

byunisbaekkaebsong: And you’ve been talking like you got over Kyungsoo yourself HAHA

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

5:00 pm

byunisbaekkaebsong: What?

byunisbaekkaebsong: Really Jongin?

byunisbaekkaebsong: You’ve forgotten about Kyungsoo already?

kkamjongintohyung: Well, maybe he’s not really the one I like

byunisbaekkaebsong: huh?

kkamjongintohyung: I mean

kkamjongintohyung: You told me to get over him before I fall deeper

kkamjongintohyung: I did that hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Maybe I hadn’t fallen deeper in love with Kyungsoo hyung yet

kkamjongintohyung: That’s why it’s easier for me to do that

kkamjongintohyung: Sorry hyung

kkamjongintohyung: I know that I told you that I’ll love Kyungsoo with all my heart

byunisbaekkaebsong: No, nothing to be sorry about

byunisbaekkaebsong: I think it’s better

byunisbaekkaebsong: You can easily love another man

byunisbaekkaebsong: You can date someone now

byunisbaekkaebsong: Awww, my dongsaeng won’t be able to be with me everyday

byunisbaekkaebsong: He’ll be busy finding some other guy to like

kkamjongintohyung: Yah hyung

kkamjongintohyung: I think you’re just mocking me

byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHA

byunisbaekkaebsong: Ohh, maybe I’ll just befriend Zhang Yixing

byunisbaekkaebsong: He’ll be my hyung from now on

kkamjongintohyung: Yah hyung!

kkamjongintohyung: I won’t leave you, you know that!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Someday you have to

kkamjongintohyung: What?

kkamjongintohyung: I can always date when we’re together

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah don’t tell me you’ve forgotten what I’ve been doing in the past

byunisbaekkaebsong: I definitely cannot do that from now on Jongin

kkamjongintohyung: I’m sorry hyung

kkamjongintohyung: But what I mean is that we can have double date or yeah

kkamjongintohyung: HAHA

byunisbaekkaebsong: wtf Jongin

kkamjongintohyung: HAHA, yah

kkamjongintohyung: Why are we talking about this?

kkamjongintohyung: I won’t date anytime sooner

kkamjongintohyung: I’ll make sure this time that he doesn’t love anyone

kkamjongintohyung: one-sided love sure hurts

byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHA

kkamjongintohyung: but it’s also a wonderful kind of love

kkamjongintohyung: because even though you’re hurting

kkamjongintohyung: you still loved unconditionally

kkamjongintohyung: you still loved him knowing the fact that you can’t be loved by him

kkamjongintohyung: you still loved him

byunisbaekkaebsong: because it’s the best thing I can do for him

kkamjongintohyung: that’s why you’re wonderful