31. I Am Always Here
A Broken Heart is Typing...DAY 450
9:34 pm
bubbleteaislife: May I know what the hell happened?
byunisbaekkaebsong: We, three, are through
bubbleteaislife: huh?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I avoided the two of them, just like what you said, then Kyungsoo asked me why, I told him because we’re just best friends but he and Chanyeol were lovers. Kyungsoo broke up with Chanyeol. Chanyeol hates me. I died.
bubbleteaislife: what do you mean I said?
byunisbaekkaebsong: well you told me to avoid them
bubbleteaislife: what?
byunisbaekkaebsong: what do you mean by what?
bubbleteaislife: I didn’t tell you to avoid them suddenly
byunisbaekkaebsong: huh?
bubbleteaislife: I told you to confess your true feelings for Chanyeol to either one of them, then stay away
bubbleteaislife: so that explains why you three end up getting hurt
bubbleteaislife: well that’s really your fault
byunisbaekkaebsong: what the Sehun
bubbleteaislife: if you’ve been only true to what you’re feeling then you tell them already, you won’t be hurt this bad
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’M SO CONFUSED
byunisbaekkaebsong: I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW!!!
bubbleteaislife: I’m sorry
bubbleteaislife: but don’t kill yourself yet
byunisbaekkaebsong: IT’S MY ENTIRE FAULT!
byunisbaekkaebsong: IF I AM NOT STUPID TO GO WITH MY MOM IN AMERICA THIS WOUDLN’T HAPPEN AT ALL!!
bubbleteaislife: you’re a child first before you became a friend
byunisbaekkaebsong: tell me bad things about me like you always do Sehun
byunisbaekkaebsong: I want to feel guilty
bubbleteaislife: then tell them the truth
byunisbaekkaebsong: you know I can’t it’s not easy
bubbleteaislife: but you have to
bubbleteaislife: nothing is easy in this life
bubbleteaislife: you just have to be strong
bubbleteaislife: you have been strong for them...
bubbleteaislife: but be stronger now for yourself
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10:32 pm
kkamjongintohyung: Are you alright hyung?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I never was
kkamjongintohyung: I’m sorry
byunisbaekkaebsong: That’s never your fault
byunisbaekkaebsong: It is mine
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry Jongin
byunisbaekkaebsong: For not letting you live the way you wanted
byunisbaekkaebsong: For not letting you love Kyungsoo anymore
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m just afraid
kkamjongintohyung: Yeah I know hyung
kkamjongintohyung: And I’m thankful for that
kkamjongintohyung: For making me realize what it is like to be hurt by your own self
kkamjongintohyung: But I won’t do this again
byunisbaekkaebsong: Do what?
kkamjongintohyung: just standing right here, even though I know that you’re already committing suicide
kkamjongintohyung: Okay? Baekhyun? I won’t let you experience these things again I swear
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry Jongin
byunisbaekkaebsong: hyung is so stupid
kkamjongintohyung: But still, you’re wonderful hyung
byunisbaekkaebsong: yah stop telling lies
kkamjongintohyung: No that’s true
kkamjongintohyung: Loving someone who doesn’t love you
kkamjongintohyung: takes so much strength
kkamjongintohyung: so much courage
kkamjongintohyung: so much perseverance
kkamjongintohyung: to do hyung
kkamjongintohyung: I’ve always admired you for that
kkamjongintohyung: And I admire myself for that too
byunisbaekkaebsong: you’re flattering me
byunisbaekkaebsong: so thanks
kkamjongintohyung: I’m sorry
byunisbaekkaebsong: Nah~ I will be fine, I think
kkamjongintohyung: I really wish
kkamjongintohyung: So you can move on
kkamjongintohyung: and love someone else
kkamjongintohyung: who will take good care of you
kkamjongintohyung: he will be the one to take care of you this time
kkamjongintohyung: he will be the one to love you wholly this time
kkamjongintohyung: he will be the one to save you this time
byunisbaekkaebsong: I don’t need that anymore Jongin
byunisbaekkaebsong: because you’re here
byunisbaekkaebsong: haha
byunisbaekkaebsong: my dongsaeng is here
kkamjongintohyung: Yes
kkamjongintohyung: I was always here
kkamjongintohyung: I am always here
kkamjongintohyung: I will always be here
kkamjongintohyung: haahah
kkamjongintohyung: I will wait for you
kkamjongintohyung: hyung
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A little peek for something about KaiBaek!!~ wiiiiii
I know, nothing much has happened, but I'll update earlier!!!
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