18. You love him so much... (And I wish I don't see that)
A Broken Heart is Typing...DAY 397
6:06 pm
happyvirusyeol61: hey Baekhyun
happyvirusyeol61: oh you’re not online
8:07 pm
happyvirusyeol61: don’t you have internet now?
9:23 pm
happyvirusyeol61: Well then I guess I should be telling you this
happyvirusyeol61: I asked Kyungsoo what brand of chocolate does he like, and it’s m&m
happyvirusyeol61: Also, he told me he likes chocolate cakes
happyvirusyeol61: and he really likes Pororo
happyvirusyeol61: and he likes Red Velvet cupcake
happyvirusyeol61: I’ll be counting on you
happyvirusyeol61: :D
11:23 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: ohhhhh okay
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DAY 398
7:08 pm
happyvirusyeol61: so you gave him m&m hahahahhaa
happyvirusyeol61: what will you give him next, tomorrow?
happyvirusyeol61: eheheh I want to know
9:57 pm
happyvirusyeol61: yah, where are you?
happyvirusyeol61: you’re not online
happyvirusyeol61: don’t tell me you’ll leave me hanging once again?
happyvirusyeol61: well that’s so you
happyvirusyeol61: fine
11:43 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong is typing (oh you really have the guts to tell me that)
byunisbaekkaebsong: past is past
byunisbaekkaebsong: hahahahha
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll give him Red Velvet cupcake tomorrow
byunisbaekkaebsong: but hey, can you be the one to give him something on Friday?
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DAY 399
5:54 pm
happyvirusyeol61: hahaha it seems like the cupcake was delicious
happyvirusyeol61: I wish you’ll give me some too
happyvirusyeol61: hhahahhahahaha
happyvirusyeol61: But can you give him chocolate cake in Thursday?
11:34 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Okay
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DAY 400
6:04 pm
happyvirusyeol61: hahah thanks for the red velvet! It’s really delicious!
happyvirusyeol61: Can you give him Pororo tomorrow?
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DAY 401
6:24 pm
happyvirusyeol61: WHAT THE HELL BAEKHYUN?!
happyvirusyeol61: YOU DIDN’T GIVE KYUNGSOO PORORO?!!
happyvirusyeol61: I TOLD YOU TO GIVE HIM BUT YOU DIDN’T
happyvirusyeol61: HAVEN’T YOU SEEN THE LOOK IN HIS FACE?!
happyvirusyeol61: HE’S SO DISAPPOINTED!!!
happyvirusyeol61: AND YOU’RE NOT ONLINE ONCE AGAIN?!
happyvirusyeol61: OR YOU’RE JUST HIDING!
happyvirusyeol61: BECAUSE YOU’RE GUILTY!
happyvirusyeol61: OR MAYBE YOU DON’T REALLY WANT TO HELP ME!!
11:56 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: No, it’s not that
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll do it next time
happyvirusyeol61: You should be!!!!
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry
happyvirusyeol61: You should be!!!
happyvirusyeol61 has gone offline . 12:00 am
byunisbaekkaebsong is typing (Give me thanks?)
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DAY 403
5:04 pm
kyungiepoo12: You’re working?
byunisbaekkaebsong: chatting me now?
kyungiepoo12: You’re working in a cafe?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I need to
byunisbaekkaebsong is typing (because of Chanyeol, but hell, its for you)
5:10 pm
kyungiepoo12: Your mom’s abroad, right?
kyungiepoo12: why isn’t she providing you your needs!
kyungiepoo12: Did she tell you to do that?!
kyungiepoo12: my gosh Baekhyun!
kyungiepoo12: YOU REALLY ARE A SLAVE!!!
byunisbaekkaebsong: STOP SAYING THAT!!!
kyungiepoo12: YOU ARE YOUR MOTHER’S SLAVE!
byunisbaekkaebsong: NOOOO!
byunisbaekkaebsong: YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING SO SHUT YOUR ING MOUTH UP!
byunisbaekkaebsong: YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING WHAT I’M DOING!
byunisbaekkaebsong: PAST IS PAST
byunisbaekkaebsong: YOU’VE ALREADY CHANGED
byunisbaekkaebsong: BUT I LIKE WHO YOU ARE IN THE PAST!
byunisbaekkaebsong: MEMORY IS A MEMORY
byunisbaekkaebsong: AND THAT’S ONLY A MEMORY
byunisbaekkaebsong: IT HURTS ME
kyungiepoo12: NO
byunisbaekkaebsong: FACT IS FACT
byunisbaekkaebsong: THE FACT THAT I’M WORKING....
byunisbaekkaebsong is typing (just for you is s very very stupid idea just to help Chanyeol to date you. It ing hurts me!!)
5:26 pm
kyungiepoo12: so you really are working
byunisbaekkaebsong: so what?
kyungiepoo12: because you’re your mother’s slave
byunisbaekkaebsong: my mom is dead
byunisbaekkaebsong: PAST IS PAST, MEMORY IS A MEMORY, A FACT IS A FACT
byunisbaekkaebsong: BECAUSE IN THE PAST, I STILL HAVE MY MOTHER TAKING GOOD CARE OF ME, BUT I DON’T WANT HER TO BE A MEMORY RIGHT NOW SHE’S DEAD, AND THE FACT THAT SHE WILL NEVER RETURN KILLS ME
byunisbaekkaebsong: IT ING KILLS ME…
byunisbaekkaebsong has gone offline . 5:30 pm
What does Kyungsoo have that you don’t see in me? I make you smile, I give you an advice, I can give you notes, I can give you flowers, Pororo, Red Velvet, everything! And ! I can love you even more than Kyungsoo can! Please look at me too. I hate seeing or hearing you cry because of Kyungsoo. I can’t help but to get angry when you feel alone when Kyungsoo and you had a fight, because Chanyeol, can’t you see I’m here as your best friend. Why can’t you look at me again? Because I will never turn my back again to you. I’m always looking at you.
I can’t help but to love you more because you never leave me. And I don’t want you to leave me too. But then Kyungsoo is there too, with us... And you love him more everyday. But I want to see you everyday, I want to see your smile and eyes turning to me... But I know that you already closed that, because you choose to close your heart for me and open it for Kyungsoo. Can you try opening it for me? I will never make you cry, I will never hurt you again. You will not cry again if you’ll choose to love me, because Chanyeol I’m giving you the full control over me.
And I will keep on hoping that your heart can open to me. I’m here with you and for you, even forever.... Or not because you will always love him. You love him so much and I can see that. And it is..... Unfair. I also love you so much.... But nobody can see that. Am I not enough?
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