DAY 416

 

12:30 pm

kkamjongintohyung: hyung TAT

 

kyungiepoo12: you know what?

kyungiepoo12: confess, just confess

kyungiepoo12: that’s all

 

kkamjongintohyung: wtf

kkamjongintohyung: I’m in a dilemma here hyung!

kkamjongintohyung: confessing to someone you like isn’t that easy!

 

kyungiepoo12: then don’t if you don’t want to

 

kkamjongintohyung: wtf

 

kyungiepoo12: stop being a baby so go go

kyungiepoo12: chat him now!!

 

kkamjongintohyung: I am!

kkamjongintohyung: I am now chatting Baekhyun!!

 

kyungiepoo12: Good

 

kkamjongintohyung: oh my gosh

kkamjongintohyung: I can die anytime

kkamjongintohyung: huhuhuh he’s so cold TAT

kkamjongintohyung: I hate you

kkamjongintohyung: you Kyungsoo

kkamjongintohyung: Byun Baekhyun likes you!

kkamjongintohyung: I’m so done!!

 

kyungiepoo12: wtf

kyungiepoo12: that dork doesn’t like me

kyungiepoo12: I’m sure of that at least

 

kkamjongintohyung: but he just told me!!

 

kyungiepoo12: he’s just playing around

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

 

1:13 PM

kkamjongintohyung: Oooh

kkamjongintohyung: hahha

 

kyungiepoo12: See? Told yah

kyungiepoo12:

kyungiepoo12: so confess NOW

 

kkamjongintohyung: I am!!

kkamjongintohyung: I AM

kkamjongintohyung: WAIT

kkamjongintohyung: I’m nervous

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t think I can do this

 

kyungiepoo12: wtf? BUT WAIT

kyungiepoo12: WAIT WAIT WAIT JONGIN

 

kkamjongintohyung: why?

 

kyungiepoo12: YAH YAH! ARE YOU SURE YOU’RE GOING TO LOVE MY BEST FRIEND?!

kyungiepoo12: ARE YOU SURE YOU’RE NOT GOING TO MAKE HIM CRY?!

kyungiepoo12: IF YOU’RE NOT SURE, THEN DON’T CONFESS!

kyungiepoo12: DON’T EVEN TRY!!!

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

 

kkamjongintohyung:

kkamjongintohyung:

kkamjongintohyung: FUUUUUCCKKKKK TAT

kkamjongintohyung: I’m dead

 

kyungiepoo12: why?

kyungiepoo12: what happened?

kyungiepoo12: you got rejected

 

kkamjongintohyung: hyung…

 

kyungiepoo12: why?

 

kkamjongintohyung: I’ve sent my messages for you to Baekhyun hyung

 

kyungiepoo12: what?!

 

kkamjongintohyung: I’m so doomed TAT

kkamjongintohyung: he now thinks that you’re the one I like

kkamjongintohyung: huhhuhuh

 

kyungiepoo12: yuck Jongin

kyungiepoo12: yuck

 

kkamjongintohyung: I know right!

 

kyungiepoo12:

 

kkamjongintohyung: but what am I going to do?!! Huhuuhu

kkamjongintohyung: I have no chance rn!!

 

kyungiepoo12: pretend

kyungiepoo12: For now, pretend that you like me

 

kkamjongintohyung: how am I supposed to do that when I don’t like you a bit

 

kyungiepoo12: your sarcasm will eat you

kyungiepoo12: but hey, this is wonderful now

kyungiepoo12: let’s keep that a secret you know

kyungiepoo12: You can be closer to Baekhyun

kyungiepoo12: ask him what he likes if a guy asks him out

kyungiepoo12: then you’ll do everything he said when you ask him out!

 

kkamjongintohyung: not a bad idea!

kkamjongintohyung: hahahaa

kkamjongintohyung: thanks hyung!~

 

kyungiepoo12: Yeah, take care of Baekhyunnie

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

 

4:32 pm

kkamjongintohyung: hyung

 

kyungiepoo12: what’s up?

kyungiepoo12: still chatting Baekhyunnie?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Does Baekhyun hyung like someone else?

 

kyungiepoo12: No

kyungiepoo12: If I know that he likes someone else, then I wouldn’t be helping you to be with him

 

kkamjongintohyung: Ahh I see

 

kyungiepoo12: why, does he like someone else?

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (Yes… I think it’s Chanyeol)

 

kkamjongintohyung: No, hyung.

kkamjongintohyung: None

kkamjongintohyung: I guess I’m just nervous haha

kyungiepoo12: Okay!

kyungiepoo12: Hwaiting!

 

kkamjongintohyung: Thanks hyung

 

11:12 pm

kkamjongintohyung: hyung

kkamjongintohyung: still awake?

kkamjongintohyung: No?

kkamjongintohyung: Okay

kkamjongintohyung: but I’ll say this anyway

kkamjongintohyung: Baekhyun hyung likes someone else

kkamjongintohyung: but I am not the one to tell you that

kkamjongintohyung: and he is hurting so much

kkamjongintohyung: I wish that he should forget about that guy now

kkamjongintohyung: so that I can be with him

kkamjongintohyung: because if he cannot forget about him

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t think I can confess

kkamjongintohyung: Sorry hyung

 

/

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: So tell me Jongin…

byunisbaekkaebsong: Am I in the right to break that smile again?

byunisbaekkaebsong: I don’t think so

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (Tell me Baekhyun… am I in the right to make you smile again? I’d like to think I am…)

 

DAY 417

 

8:04 am

kyungiepoo12: omo

kyungiepoo12: Really?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah

kkamjongintohyung: But I know what to do

kkamjongintohyung: I’m going to stay with him still

 

kyungiepoo12: I don’t know that much

kyungiepoo12: I’m sorry Baekhyun

 

kkamjongintohyung: But hey hyung

kkamjongintohyung: act like you don’t know a thing

kkamjongintohyung: Just be friendly to him for now on

 

kyungiepoo12: Okay I will

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

 

8:30 am

kyungiepoo12: but hey Jongin

kyungiepoo12: are you sure about this?

 

kkamjongintohyung: yeah, why?

 

kyungiepoo12: Well, if it hurts Baekhyun so much

kyungiepoo12: Then it really is painful

kyungiepoo12: he’s suffering

 

kkamjongintohyung: then I’ll suffer with him

kkamjongintohyung: For all the things that I’ve discovered

kkamjongintohyung: I think it’s inhumane if I’ll leave him just like that

kkamjongintohyung: and no, that never crossed my mind

kkamjongintohyung: I won’t leave him

kkamjongintohyung: I will wait for him

kkamjongintohyung: until he forgets that person

 

kyungiepoo12: can you confess to him already?

 

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t stand a chance yet

kkamjongintohyung: Just like what he said…

kkamjongintohyung: it will hurt me more

kkamjongintohyung: I myself know that he’ll reject me yet I will still ask

kkamjongintohyung: It’s already painful yet I will kill myself again hearing words of rejection

kkamjongintohyung: He said that it can hunt me every night

 

kyungiepoo12: but it’s not the end yet

kyungiepoo12: maybe if you confess to him, he can think things over

kyungiepoo12: and give you a chance

 

kkamjongintohyung: hyung, he suffered so much because of this

kkamjongintohyung: he has persevered so much because of his love

kkamjongintohyung: So I don’t think that he will just throw those efforts away just for me whom he talked to just yesterday

 

kyungiepoo12: it’s an unrequited love

 

kkamjongintohyung: obviously hyung

kkamjongintohyung: he never confessed either

 

kyungiepoo12: eh why?

 

kkamjongintohyung: because he knows he doesn’t stand a chance

kkamjongintohyung: he already has a lover

 

kyungiepoo12: oh my gosh

kyungiepoo12: my poor baekhyunnie

 

kkamjongintohyung: I cannot be mad with them too

kkamjongintohyung: because they never know what he’s feeling

 

kyungiepoo12: it’s his fault

 

kkamjongintohyung: huh?

 

kyungiepoo12: it’s Baekhyun’s fault that’s why he’s suffering

 

kkamjongintohyung: how dare you hyung TAT

 

kyungiepoo12: Well if he has taken courage to confess, things will never be like that for him

 

kkamjongintohyung: No

kkamjongintohyung: It’s not his fault

kkamjongintohyung: people just have to be sensitive

kkamjongintohyung: just because he’s all smile and all

kkamjongintohyung: it doesn’t mean he’s not hurting at all

kkamjongintohyung: it takes so much courage to smile at the ones who hurt him

 

kyungiepoo12: No Jongin

kyungiepoo12: if only he confessed, then everything will never be the same

kyungiepoo12: he has to know that

kyungiepoo12: just because he knows he doesn’t stand a chance

kyungiepoo12: he won’t make a move?

kyungiepoo12: Nah~ that’s cowardice

 

kkamjongintohyung: I hate you hyung

 

kyungiepoo12: But that’s the truth

kyungiepoo12: Sorry Jongin

kyungiepoo12: Please take care of Baekhyun

 

kkamjongintohyung: You don’t need to tell me that

 

kyungiepoo12: I mean, don’t let him fool you because of his pain

kyungiepoo12: think not as the guy who loves him

kyungiepoo12: think as his friend, a true friend, telling him his wrongs and rights, not merely agreeing to everything he says

 

kkamjongintohyung: but it will hurt him more

 

kyungiepoo12: well, do it nicely

kyungiepoo12: alright?

kyungiepoo12: since I should act like I don’t know a thing

kyungiepoo12: you should be the one to do that, for me, for him

kyungiepoo12: alright, Jonginnie?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Okay hyung

 

- - -

10:32 pm

 

kyungiepoo12: Chanyeol and I are through

 

kkamjongintohyung: huh? What happened?

 

kyungiepoo12: you know much Jongin! Yah!

 

kkamjongintohyung: haha sorry for your loss

 

kyungiepoo12: wtf Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: you should get a trusting boyfriend

 

kyungiepoo12: he has trust issues

 

kkamjongintohyung: you’re his best friend

kkamjongintohyung: and now a lover

 

kyungiepoo12: well because you’re there

 

kkamjongintohyung: well, I’m sorry for being so handsome that your boyfriend is insecure!

 

kyungiepoo12: he’s so much wonderful than you are

 

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t care

 

kyungiepoo12: Ohhhh

kyungiepoo12: Ohhhh

 

kkamjongintohyung: ????

 

kyungiepoo12: I get it

 

kkamjongintohyung: what?

 

kyungiepoo12: Baekhyun’s not chatting you!

Seen by kyungiepoo12

 

11:02 pm

kyungiepoo12: I knew it!! AHAH

kyungiepoo12: that’s why you’re being extra mean to me

kyungiepoo12: should I tell him?

 

kkamjongintohyung: wtf no!!

 

kyungiepoo12: But he will soon, I know that

kyungiepoo12: just you wait

 

kkamjongintohyung: I can always wait

 

kyungiepoo12: whatever

kyungiepoo12: good night!!

 

 

12:23 am

byunisbaekkaebsong: Hey Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: What’s up, hyung! You finally chat me again!

kkamjongintohyung: I missed you

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Kyungsoo and Chanyeol broke up

 

kkamjongintohyung: Eeh, really? Why?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Did you confess to Kyungsoo?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Uhm, no

kkamjongintohyung: And I think I will never do that

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Even now that they are through?

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (yeah, because the one I like is you)

 

12:30 am

kkamjongintohyung: Maybe Kyungsoo hyung has a reason

kkamjongintohyung: But hating Chanyeol is an exception

kkamjongintohyung: you know what I realized Baekhyun hyung?

kkamjongintohyung: I think you’re really right

kkamjongintohyung: When you can see your loved one’s smile on their face

kkamjongintohyung: you will be happy too

kkamjongintohyung: even if you’re not the reason behind it

kkamjongintohyung: but what’s important to me now is

kkamjongintohyung: I can also put that smile on Kyungsoo hyung’s face

kkamjongintohyung: as his friend

kkamjongintohyung: I think I will be contented with that

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yeah, I told you Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah, it’s fine for me hyung

kkamjongintohyung: It’s fine…

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (for now… but I wish I can plant a smile on your face, not on Kyungsoo’s, because you’re the one who needed it the most.)

 

DAY 442

 

9:45 pm

kyungiepoo12: I don’t know but there’s something going on between Baek and Chanyeol

 

kkamjongintohyung: why do you say so?

 

kyungiepoo12: I don’t know

kyungiepoo12: But I don’t think that Chanyeol hates Baekhyun

 

kkamjongintohyung: He does?

kkamjongintohyung: oh my gosh that boyfriend of yours

 

kyungiepoo12: Yah wait

kyungiepoo12: But, it’s like there’s a competition between the two of them

kyungiepoo12: especially with Chanyeol

kyungiepoo12: do you think…

 

kkamjongintohyung: No

kkamjongintohyung: Baekhyun hyung doesn’t like you

 

kyungiepoo12: Okay, wtf that’s so sudden

 

kkamjongintohyung: Well I know that’s what you’re thinking

 

kyungiepoo12: Well yeah

kyungiepoo12: but you know the guy Baekhyun likes so I believe you

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah

Seen by kyungiepoo12

 

10:32 pm

kkamjongintohyung: Baekhyun hyung is chatting me right now

 

kyungiepoo12: Ohh congrats

 

kkamjongintohyung: yah I’m serious

kkamjongintohyung: Is he drunk?

 

kyungiepoo12: Baekhyun never drinks

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

 

10:43 pm

kkamjongintohyung: “The cure is to forget…”

kyungiepoo12: huh?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Baekhyun hyung wants me to forget about him

kkamjongintohyung: Well, he knows that I like you so he’s giving me advice to just forget the one-sided love, but since he’s truly the one I like so he tells me to forget about him

 

kyungiepoo12: yeah yeah I get you

kyungiepoo12: that’s what I told you Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: But I won’t hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Seeing him miserable like this

kkamjongintohyung: how can I leave someone who definitely needs somebody to be with him

 

kyungiepoo12: we can do that Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: but that’s not enough

kkamjongintohyung: Chanyeol needs you too

kkamjongintohyung: He always always needs you

 

kyungiepoo12: Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: Do you love Chanyeol hyung?

 

kyungiepoo12: what’s with your question Jongin?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Just answer it

 

kyungiepoo12: Of course I do

 

kkamjongintohyung: Then why did you break up with him?

 

kyungiepoo12: It is for him

kyungiepoo12: I want him to learn a lesson

kyungiepoo12: and he will only learn that if I’m not around

 

kkamjongintohyung: how can you leave someone you love?

 

kyungiepoo12: it’s for their sake

kyungiepoo12: sometimes it’s giving up

kyungiepoo12: sometimes it’s just getting tired

 

kkamjongintohyung: Can you tire on loving someone?

Seen by kyungiepoo12

 

kyungiepoo12: love is a choice, not just an emotion

kyungiepoo12: Jongin, if you’re tired, you can just leave him

kyungiepoo12: But make it clear of what you’re feeling towards Baekhyun

kyungiepoo12: I know he will understand

 

kkamjongintohyung: he will

kkamjongintohyung: And that’s what he wants

kkamjongintohyung: But I don’t

 

kyungiepoo12: Learn from Baekhyun

kyungiepoo12: I cannot give you much advice because I haven’t gone through with it

kyungiepoo12: But just know that I’m always here, alright?

 

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t want to forget hyung

kkamjongintohyung: especially Baekhyun

kkamjongintohyung: But I’m afraid…

kkamjongintohyung: what if he cannot forget about that someone

kkamjongintohyung: and what if someday…

kkamjongintohyung: I experience the same thing

kkamjongintohyung: I don’t know Kyungsoo hyung

 

kyungiepoo12: it’s okay to be afraid

kyungiepoo12: it’s okay to take the risk

kyungiepoo12: I told you love is a choice

kyungiepoo12: the decision is yours

kyungiepoo12: and learn from it

kyungiepoo12: Baekhyun should forget

kyungiepoo12: I know he can

kyungiepoo12: he should

kyungiepoo12: he’s just being stubborn

kyungiepoo12: because he never looks at anyone else but that guy he loves

kyungiepoo12: he will soon learn

kyungiepoo12: he’s smart

kyungiepoo12: and I trust him

kyungiepoo12: and I trust you too.

Seen by kkamjongintohyung

 

-

 

kkamjongintohyung: Hyung…

kkamjongintohyung: I will

kkamjongintohyung: I will forget about Kyungsoo

kkamjongintohyung: Can you forget about Chanyeol?

kkamjongintohyung: Try it one more time please

kkamjongintohyung: If you cannot afford to see me hurting like you are now

kkamjongintohyung: I, too

kkamjongintohyung: I won’t let you hurt yourself more

kkamjongintohyung: just for the person who doesn’t even appreciate the things you are doing

kkamjongintohyung: Please let me be your light hyung

kkamjongintohyung: I will save you hyung

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (I will love you)

 

~ ~ ~

DAY 450

 

9:34 pm

kyungiepoo12: Jongin…

kyungiepoo12: I know already

kyungiepoo12: the one Baekhyun loves

kyungiepoo12: and it hurts me Jongin

kyungiepoo12:

kyungiepoo12: I don’t know!!

kyungiepoo12: I swear I have no clue!!

kyungiepoo12: how can I be so blind?!

kyungiepoo12: I’ve hurt my best friend all the time!!

 

kkamjongintohyung: Calm down hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Calm down

 

kyungiepoo12: I never made Baekhyun happy

 

kkamjongintohyung: He loves his best friend so much

 

kyungiepoo12: I’m sorry Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: It’s not your fault

kkamjongintohyung: he never told you anyways

kkamjongintohyung: And I’m sorry too

kkamjongintohyung: for not telling you

kkamjongintohyung: what I thought is that he should be the one to tell you these

kkamjongintohyung: so he can be more honest

kkamjongintohyung: I’m sorry I know it surprised you

 

kyungiepoo12: I understand

kyungiepoo12: I’m not mad at you

kyungiepoo12: I’m mad at myself

kyungiepoo12:

kyungiepoo12: how can I be so happy when my best friend is suffering so so much!

kyungiepoo12: I know that he’s suffering yet I never asked him!

kyungiepoo12: I don’t deserve to be his best friend! Jongin! I’m sorry

 

kkamjongintohyung: No hyung

kkamjongintohyung: he is not that honest you know

kkamjongintohyung: none of you became a good best friend, nor bad

kkamjongintohyung: all that you can do for him is give him what he wants

 

kyungiepoo12: forget Jongin

kyungiepoo12: how can I forget?

 

kkamjongintohyung: No

kkamjongintohyung: It’s forgiving

kkamjongintohyung: forgive yourself

kkamjongintohyung: forgive Baekhyun

kkamjongintohyung: forgive Chanyeol

kkamjongintohyung: give Baekhyun space and time, just like what he wanted

kkamjongintohyung: he will come back

kkamjongintohyung: I know that much

 

kyungiepoo12: take care of him Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: you know I always do hyung

 

kyungiepoo12: Thank you

 

 

~ ~ ~

DAY 503

 

7:20 pm

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah Jongin!

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah hyung?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Oh Sehun

 

kkamjongintohyung: huh?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: You know Oh Sehun right?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Why?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Well Sehun knows who you are?

byunisbaekkaebsong: How are you related to each other?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Why?

kkamjongintohyung: Did he do something wrong?

kkamjongintohyung: Did he tell you something about me?

kkamjongintohyung: Oh my gosh, I’m gonna kill you Oh Sehun!!

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Oh so you really know him!!

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah, why?

kkamjongintohyung: Did he do something to you?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: No

 

kkamjongintohyung: Did he tell something about me?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Not yet

byunisbaekkaebsong: because he suddenly didn’t reply to me

byunisbaekkaebsong: when I caught him about knowing you

byunisbaekkaebsong: how do you know Oh Sehun?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Well, he’s my cousin

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Really?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Well, yes

kkamjongintohyung: But we’re not that close so yeah

kkamjongintohyung: We barely see each other

kkamjongintohyung: I guess I haven’t seen him since we’re 15?

kkamjongintohyung: They live far away from us

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: really?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Wait

kkamjongintohyung: Hey, how do you know Sehun by the way?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Well, he reads my blogs

byunisbaekkaebsong: The suddenly chatted me like that

 

kkamjongintohyung: Are you two close?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Uhm, well not really I think

byunisbaekkaebsong: But he also helped me about the problem I had

 

kkamjongintohyung: Ohh, that’s good

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yeah, he’s really kind

 

kkamjongintohyung: No he’s not

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHA

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yeah, you’ve got a point

byunisbaekkaebsong: He’s just being realistic

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yes, and surely he just always talks about that boyfriend of his

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Oh yeah Luhan!

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah, they’re the same I tell you

kkamjongintohyung: Don’t be too friendly to those two alright?

kkamjongintohyung: They’ll take advantage the kindness you have and will blackmail you for later use

kkamjongintohyung: Don’t let them do you a favour

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah yah!

byunisbaekkaebsong: You’re telling me that you really close to Sehun and Luhan!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Are you really not close?

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing ( you Sehun)

 

kkamjongintohyung: Well, we used to be best friends when we’re young

kkamjongintohyung: And also Luhan hyung

kkamjongintohyung: And you told me right?

kkamjongintohyung: He scolded the out of you

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHA you’re right

byunisbaekkaebsong: But he’s also right anyways

 

kkamjongintohyung: He has extremely opposite attitude

kkamjongintohyung: he is kind

kkamjongintohyung: but also mysterious and stubborn and evil!

kkamjongintohyung: oh my gosh

kkamjongintohyung: wait hyung

kkamjongintohyung: I need to go

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: ooh, alright!

byunisbaekkaebsong: see you in school!

 

/

 

kkamjongintohyung: YAH OH SEHUN

 

bubbleteaislife: Oh you found out

 

kkamjongintohyung: What did you tell Baekhyun?!!

 

bubbleteaislife: Nothing!

bubbleteaislife: He told you right?

 

kkamjongintohyung: But how did he know that we know each other?

 

bubbleteaislife: Yah Kim Jongin!

bubbleteaislife: You like Kyungsoo?!!!

bubbleteaislife: wtf?!

bubbleteaislife: I thought Baekhyun is the one you like?!

bubbleteaislife: That’s why you told us to chat him right?

 

kkamjongintohyung: YAH!

 

bubbleteaislife: you even begged us to chat him

bubbleteaislife: just because you’ve learned that we’ve been following his tumblr account since he’s in America

 

kkamjongintohyung: but you scolded him!

 

bubbleteaislife: Well it’s for his sake!

bubbleteaislife: he’s getting better right?

 

kkamjongintohyung: I’d like to think that way

 

bubbleteaislife: so yeah

bubbleteaislife: now that you’re close to him

bubbleteaislife: don’t get any further from now on

 

kkamjongintohyung: like I’ll do that

 

bubbleteaislife: well, you’re a coward so that can happen

 

kkamjongintohyung: YAH

 

bubbleteaislife: Oh yeah!

bubbleteaislife: you’ve been liking him since forever

bubbleteaislife: yet you haven’t asked him out

 

kkamjongintohyung: because he doesn’t know me

 

bubbleteaislife: and now he knows you

bubbleteaislife: as his best friend’s secret admirer

bubbleteaislife: seriously Jongin

bubbleteaislife: I pity you

 

kkamjongintohyung: I’m sorry

kkamjongintohyung: That’s really an accident

 

bubbleteaislife: until when do you plan on hiding that

bubbleteaislife: you can’t take forever

bubbleteaislife: look at Baekhyun

bubbleteaislife: forget Jongin

bubbleteaislife: just forget it

 

kkamjongintohyung: No I won’t

kkamjongintohyung: because I know that he’s smart enough to go on with life

kkamjongintohyung: he has been through rough years ever since

kkamjongintohyung: with his mother, Kyungsoo, and Chanyeol

kkamjongintohyung: I know he will realize that there’s a right time for him to be happy in someone’s arms who love him

 

bubbleteaislife: And you think it’s you

 

kkamjongintohyung: It’s really me

kkamjongintohyung: I’ll make that happen

 

bubbleteaislife: Good luck with that

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yah, that’s half-hearted

 

bubbleteaislife: at least I cheered you

 

kkamjongintohyung: seriously Sehun

kkamjongintohyung: but thanks

 

bubbleteaislife: haha, take care alright?

 

DAY 520

8:45 pm

kkamjongintohyung: Hey hyung

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yeah Jongin!

 

kkamjongintohyung: How are you?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m doing fine haha

byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah, why are you asking like you haven’t seen me for days?

byunisbaekkaebsong: I just saw you this morning

 

kkamjongintohyung: Do you have a problem?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: huh?

 

kkamjongintohyung: Well, even if we’re together, it’s like your whole feelings is not with us

kkamjongintohyung: It’s on somewhere else

Seen by byunisbaekkaebsong

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (Do you, by chance, want to go back to Chanyeol?)

9:00 pm

kkamjongintohyung: like, early this morning

kkamjongintohyung: you bumped into almost everybody I think haha

kkamjongintohyung: and your grades… hyung

kkamjongintohyung: I know that I’m not in the position to say this because I myself am dumb, but you’re smart yet…

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m not really in myself lately

byunisbaekkaebsong: something’s really bothering me

 

kkamjongintohyung: what is it hyung?

Seen by byunisbaekkaebsong

 

9:10 pm

kkamjongintohyung: Yah hyung

kkamjongintohyung: Tell me

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry Jongin

 

kkamjongintohyung: Why?

kkamjongintohyung: What’s bothering you?

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: It’s been 3 weeks

byunisbaekkaebsong: That Kyungsoo and Chanyeol broke up until now

 

kkamjongintohyung: I know that

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: I

 

byunisbaekkaebsong is typing (I’d like to try to go to Chanyeol again)

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: maybe this time

byunisbaekkaebsong: He can turn his eyes to me

 

kkamjongintohyung: hyung

kkamjongintohyung: no

kkamjongintohyung: you know who Chanyeol is

kkamjongintohyung: he really loves Kyungsoo

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: But they’re not together anymore!

byunisbaekkaebsong: It has been three weeks

byunisbaekkaebsong: Chanyeol cannot afford that long

byunisbaekkaebsong: That’s why I really think that they really don’t love each other anymore

 

kkamjongintohyung: hyung

kkamjongintohyung: please

kkamjongintohyung: stop

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: but Jongin

byunisbaekkaebsong: we can try again!!

byunisbaekkaebsong: maybe, this is the right time that we should be happy!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Kyungsoo in your arms

byunisbaekkaebsong: and Chanyeol in mine

 

kkamjongintohyung: Stop Baekhyun!!

kkamjongintohyung: Stop!!

kkamjongintohyung: Are you really that naïve?!!

kkamjongintohyung: Stop!

kkamjongintohyung: ing stop please

 

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (Please… please look at me. this time)

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: How Jongin?!

byunisbaekkaebsong: HOW?!

byunisbaekkaebsong: How can you easily forget someone who has been precious to you!!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Tell me how Jongin!!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Did you really love Kyungsoo?!

byunisbaekkaebsong: Maybe you didn’t!

byunisbaekkaebsong: That’s why you easily forgotten the love you have for him!

 

kkamjongintohyung: I STILL DO

kkamjongintohyung: I ING DO!

kkamjongintohyung: I STILL LIVE IN THIS ONE-SIDED LOVE WORLD

kkamjongintohyung: And it still hurts that nothing has changed!!

kkamjongintohyung: It has been months hyung!!

kkamjongintohyung: why can’t you leave Chanyeol?!!

kkamjongintohyung: WHY?!

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (why can’t it be me?!)

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Because I love him!!

byunisbaekkaebsong: I ing loved him with all my life!!

 

kkamjongintohyung: but it doesn’t make any sense when you’re the only one giving it

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: Say that to yourself

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (But I love you)

DAY 522

10:32 pm

 

kkamjongintohyung: That won’t happen again

kkamjongintohyung: but if it will happen

kkamjongintohyung: then I’ll be the one to tell Kyungsoo all of your advice

kkamjongintohyung: that they shouldn’t worry because I’m here for you

kkamjongintohyung: I will give you company

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: you’re really sweet Jonginnie

 

kkamjongintohyung: yuck Jonginnie

 

byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHAHA

byunisbaekkaebsong: Ne~ from now on, you’re my Jonginnie

 

kkamjongintohyung: Yeah

 

kkamjongintohyung is typing (I’m yours)

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iambaekforreal04: what the hell did I just read?!!

 

happiervirusyeol61: told you he’d freak out

happiervirusyeol61: HAHAHA

 

kyungiepoo12: you read what you read

kyungiepoo12: blushing?

 

iambaekforreal04: you

 

happiervirusyeol61: free advice

happiervirusyeol61: grab it

 

kyungiepoo12: or better hold him

 

iambaekforreal04: I don’t know what I will say

iambaekforreal04: that kid!!

 

happiervirusyeol61: awww you two are sweet you know.

 

iambaekforreal04: Yah yah, just last year, you’re cursing him and all!!

 

happiervirusyeol61: But it’s different now

 

kyungiepoo12: past is past

kyungiepoo12: a fact is a fact

kyungiepoo12: and the fact that your dongsaeng likes you…

kyungiepoo12: may give you another chance to be the happiest

 

/

 

iambaekforreal04: Jongin

 

jonginnietohyung: Oh yeah, hyung

jonginnietohyung: is there a problem?

jonginnietohyung: oh right, how did your date go?

jonginnietohyung: is he something like Chanyeol? Or nothing like him? Ahahhaha

jonginnietohyung: is he kind? Or grumpy?

jonginnietohyung: are you two going out now?

 

iambaekforreal04: hey Jongin

 

jonginnietohyung: oh yeah ahaha why?

 

iambaekforreal04: Yes, there is a problem

iambaekforreal04: The date is really amazing

iambaekforreal04: He is really like Chanyeol and also, nothing like him

iambaekforreal04: he is also grumpy. And also, he is kind

iambaekforreal04: but no, we aren’t going out. But they are.

 

jonginnietohyung: huh?

jonginnietohyung: wtf? I can’t understand a thing

 

iambaekforreal04: HAHA

iambaekforreal04: Chanyeol, Kyungsoo, and I had a date

 

jonginnietohyung: FOR REAL?!!

jonginnietohyung: omo, so you three are fine now?!

jonginnietohyung: that’s amazing omo

 

iambaekforreal04: yeah, oh

iambaekforreal04: and thank you

 

jonginnietohyung: for what?

 

iambaekforreal04: for loving me all this time

 

jonginnietohyung is typing (oh )

 

jonginnietohyung: huh?

 

iambaekforreal04: you’re quite a liar huh

iambaekforreal04: how can you hold it for such a long time?

iambaekforreal04: yah!

iambaekforreal04: I know everything now!

iambaekforreal04: Kyungsoo told me!

 

jonginnietohyung: Ahh seriously Kyungsoo

jonginnietohyung: Well

jonginnietohyung: uhm…

jonginnietohyung: Haha

jonginnietohyung: So

jonginnietohyung: I don’t really know what to say

jonginnietohyung: But

jonginnietohyung: I just did it

jonginnietohyung: not because I’m hoping that you can love me too

jonginnietohyung: well maybe that’s a little part of it but

jonginnietohyung: the real thing is

jonginnietohyung: I want to be the one whom you lean on to

jonginnietohyung: especially when you need it that time

jonginnietohyung: you really needed it

 

iambaekforreal04: Yeah, thanks

 

jonginnietohyung: and you’ve been strong and kind

jonginnietohyung: I just can’t leave you like that

jonginnietohyung: because you’ve been there for me too

jonginnietohyung: even though the thing that you know isn’t the truth

jonginnietohyung: but promise!

jonginnietohyung: it’s true

jonginnietohyung: everything that we did and talked about is true!

jonginnietohyung: except for the Kyungsoo’s name

jonginnietohyung: It should be your name in there haha

 

iambaekforreal04: I’m sorry Jongin

 

jonginnietohyung: Yeah, I know

jonginnietohyung: I know that this is sudden

jonginnietohyung: Sorry for lying

jonginnietohyung: but I’m happy

jonginnietohyung: that you’ve totally moved on

jonginnietohyung: that’s the best thing I can do for you

jonginnietohyung: if you’re mad it’s fine

jonginnietohyung: It’s my fault

 

iambaekforreal04: what?

iambaekforreal04: I’m not mad

iambaekforreal04: I don’t know

iambaekforreal04: but

iambaekforreal04: I’m really happy

 

jonginnietohyung: really?

 

iambaekforreal04: haha

iambaekforreal04: yeah

iambaekforreal04: knowing that someone loves me even though I was loving someone else

iambaekforreal04: I’m sorry for being insensitive Jongin

 

jonginnietohyung: No, it’s not your fault

jonginnietohyung: I don’t plan on telling you the truth too haha

jonginnietohyung: I guess I was afraid

 

iambaekforreal04: then you should thank Kyungsoo!

iambaekforreal04: if he hadn’t tell me

iambaekforreal04: you won’t tell it to me, right?

 

jonginnietohyung: I guess? Haha

jonginnietohyung: Yeah, I will thank him

 

iambaekforreal04: Thanks Jongin

 

jonginnietohyung: Yeah, it’s nothing

jonginnietohyung: I’m also happy that I’m by your side when you’re suffering

jonginnietohyung: I’m happier that still, I’m with you now that you’re happy

 

iambaekforreal04: yeah

iambaekforreal04: thank you really

iambaekforreal04: stay with me, alright?

 

jonginnietohyung: of course I will

 

iambaekforreal04: Stay with me

iambaekforreal04: Don’t leave me

iambaekforreal04: Let’s be together forever, alright?

iambaekforreal04: My Jonginnie?

 

jonginnietohyung: yes

jonginnietohyung: hyung

 

iambaekforreal04: Yeah, I am that ‘hyung’ in your username

 

jonginnietohyung: you’re really smart

jonginnietohyung: and dumb at the same time

jonginnietohyung: that’s why I love you