35. I Will Give You Company
A Broken Heart is Typing...
DAY 521
11:02 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: Hi
kyungiepoo12: Oh Baekhyun!!
kyungiepoo12: uhm, hi
kyungiepoo12: how are you?
byunisbaekkaebsong: Still the same I guess
kyungiepoo12: I’m sorry Baek
byunisbaekkaebsong: It’s fine
byunisbaekkaebsong: It’s my fault anyways
byunisbaekkaebsong: How about you?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I heard that you two broke up
kyungiepoo12: Ahh yeah…
kyungiepoo12: we’ve decided that we should break up for the mean time
byunisbaekkaebsong: Reason?
kyungiepoo12: I…
kyungiepoo12: I was the one who broke up with him
kyungiepoo12: but Baekhyun I still love Chanyeol alright?
kyungiepoo12: we just decided to do this
kyungiepoo12: for your sake
byunisbaekkaebsong: what?
byunisbaekkaebsong: what do you mean by for my sake?
kyungiepoo12: Don’t take this the wrong way
kyungiepoo12: But we thought that you can move on easier
kyungiepoo12: if you can’t see us together anymore
byunisbaekkaebsong: what the is that reason Kyungsoo?
kyungiepoo12: we thought that you can be happier knowing that we aren’t together anymore
byunisbaekkaebsong: what the hell?
byunisbaekkaebsong: do you really think lowly of me?
byunisbaekkaebsong: my gosh Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: I told you the truth for the two of you!!
byunisbaekkaebsong: Yet you’re doing this!!
byunisbaekkaebsong: Breaking up for me?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I told you the truth so that you can be together
byunisbaekkaebsong: yet you broke up like this
kyungiepoo12: I’m sorry
kyungiepoo12: but we too can’t focus on ourselves
kyungiepoo12: because we’re aware if you are still watching or have your heart breaking
byunisbaekkaebsong: I always have my heart breaking Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: But I have to accept this
byunisbaekkaebsong: you can’t do this Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: I can handle myself
kyungiepoo12: But you’re really precious to us
byunisbaekkaebsong: we cannot go back just like that Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: we all know that
byunisbaekkaebsong: I told you the truth also to know if you can handle people like me…
byunisbaekkaebsong: I mean, the ones who like either one of you
byunisbaekkaebsong: it’s for your sake too
byunisbaekkaebsong: yet you’re giving up like this
kyungiepoo12: we’re not giving up
byunisbaekkaebsong: you still love Chanyeol
byunisbaekkaebsong: Chanyeol still loves you
byunisbaekkaebsong: be strong for that
kyungiepoo12: but…
byunisbaekkaebsong: don’t let that chance pass
byunisbaekkaebsong: I love Chanyeol then
byunisbaekkaebsong: Chanyeol loved me before
byunisbaekkaebsong: but I was a coward
byunisbaekkaebsong: look at what happened
byunisbaekkaebsong: go back to Chanyeol
Seen by kyungiepoo12
11:30 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: okay?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll be fine
byunisbaekkaebsong: besides
byunisbaekkaebsong: Jongin is here with me
kyungiepoo12: I’m sorry Baekhyun
kyungiepoo12: Okay yeah, I will
kyungiepoo12: Thank you very much
kyungiepoo12: for making me realize this
kyungiepoo12: You’re really my best friend
kyungiepoo12: I love you Baekhyun
byunisbaekkaebsong: Yuck Kyungsoo yuck
kyungiepoo12: HAHA
kyungiepoo12: anyways
kyungiepoo12: take care
kyungiepoo12: Take care of Jongin too HAHA
kyungiepoo12: that kid
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11:30 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Hey Chanyeol
happyvirusyeol61: Baekhyun
byunisbaekkaebsong: Please go back to Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: I already know the truth so please go back to him
happyvirusyeol61: I'm sorry Baekhyun
happyvirusyeol61: For all the things that I have done
happyvirusyeol61: After realizing the things that you did for me
happyvirusyeol61: It made me feel guiltier every time I am with Kyungsoo
happyvirusyeol61: Because you're right, the effort is yours, just the feeling is mine
happyvirusyeol61: That's why I accepted when Kyungsoo wants to breakup
happyvirusyeol61: Because I don't deserve him
byunisbaekkaebsong: Chanyeol, hearing you two broke up because of me
byunisbaekkaebsong: Do you think that will make me any happier?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I did this for you two
byunisbaekkaebsong: I know you really love Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: And you're lucky that he loves you too
byunisbaekkaebsong: So treasure that
happyvirusyeol61: Baekhyun
happyvirusyeol61: I don't know how can I make you happy
byunisbaekkaebsong: Me too Chanyeol, me too
byunisbaekkaebsong: I don't have any idea how I can be happy again
happyvirusyeol61: I'm sorry
byunisbaekkaebsong: I don't know Chanyeol but you're already forgiven
byunisbaekkaebsong: Maybe because you're precious to me
happyvirusyeol61: You're important to me too
happyvirusyeol61: I want you to know that
happyvirusyeol61: Even though I hadn't shown you this past year
happyvirusyeol61: I'm really sorry, I'm so selfish
byunisbaekkaebsong: What's done is done
byunisbaekkaebsong: We cannot turn back anymore
byunisbaekkaebsong: So, let's just move on forward okay?
happyvirusyeol61: How about you Baekhyun?
happyvirusyeol61: How about the three of us?
byunisbaekkaebsong: Please give me time Chanyeol
byunisbaekkaebsong: I will return
byunisbaekkaebsong: I promise
happyvirusyeol61: Take care Baekhyun
happyvirusyeol61: I hope you can return to us immediately
happyvirusyeol61: So that I can show you how much I care for you this time
byunisbaekkaebsong: Thank you Chanyeol
happyvirusyeol61: Be happy Baekhyun
byunisbaekkaebsong: I will...
DAY 522
10:32 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Yah Jongin
Seen by kkamjongintohyung
10:32 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’m sorry already
byunisbaekkaebsong: I didn’t mean to say it that way
Seen by kkamjongintohyung
10:35 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Alright
byunisbaekkaebsong: I guess I should tell you this
byunisbaekkaebsong: Chanyeol and I are together
byunisbaekkaebsong: We are going out now!!
kkamjongintohyung: what?
kkamjongintohyung: urgh
kkamjongintohyung: really
kkamjongintohyung: why bother?
kkamjongintohyung: okay
kkamjongintohyung: CONGRATS!
Seen by kkamjongintohyung
10:38 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Got yah
byunisbaekkaebsong: Dummy!!
kkamjongintohyung: what?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I am kidding
byunisbaekkaebsong: Do you really believe that?
byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHAHA
kkamjongintohyung: It’s not funny Baekhyun
byunisbaekkaebsong: Call me hyung!
Seen by kkamjongintohyung
10:43 pm
byunisbaekkaebsong: Really
byunisbaekkaebsong: Okay okay
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll tell you the truth
byunisbaekkaebsong: Kyungsoo and Chanyeol are together again
kkamjongintohyung: huh
byunisbaekkaebsong: It’s true!
byunisbaekkaebsong: They’re going out again!
byunisbaekkaebsong: yehet~
kkamjongintohyung: What did you do?
byunisbaekkaebsong: me and Kyungsoo, we talked about it
kkamjongintohyung: what?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I was offended that they broke up for my sake
byunisbaekkaebsong: It’s like I hurt myself and gave up for nothing when they should be happy and together
kkamjongintohyung: but I thought
kkamjongintohyung: you want to go back to Chanyeol
byunisbaekkaebsong: Well, that’s my initial reason why I’ve been bothered
byunisbaekkaebsong: but when I talked to you
byunisbaekkaebsong: I thought that you are right
byunisbaekkaebsong: they truly love each other
byunisbaekkaebsong: so there must be a reason to it
byunisbaekkaebsong: so I asked Kyungsoo about it
byunisbaekkaebsong: so I already know the reason behind it
kkamjongintohyung: you’re not hurt?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I’ll be lying if I say I’m not
byunisbaekkaebsong: but what’s more important between us three is
byunisbaekkaebsong: two is better than one
byunisbaekkaebsong: two people are happy
byunisbaekkaebsong: instead of no one is happy
byunisbaekkaebsong: because if they’re not together
byunisbaekkaebsong: I think I’m not happy too
byunisbaekkaebsong: Chanyeol will never love me
byunisbaekkaebsong: I finally learn that
kkamjongintohyung: Don’t be hard on yourself hyung
kkamjongintohyung: you can just ask me to ask Kyungsoo about it
byunisbaekkaebsong: But you still love him
byunisbaekkaebsong: so I had to do it myself
kkamjongintohyung: Hyung, the truth is that it's not Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: Huh? What do you mean?
kkamjongintohyung: I mean
kkamjongintohyung: Right from the start it's not Kyungsoo
byunisbaekkaebsong: What?
byunisbaekkaebsong: But you said you liked him
kkamjongintohyung: Well the thing is that you misunderstood it
byunisbaekkaebsong: Well then, who is it?
kkamjongintohyung: huh?
byunisbaekkaebsong: you said you still live in this one-sided love world
byunisbaekkaebsong: Then who is it?
kkamjongintohyung: No, you'll just get mad at me
kkamjongintohyung: And it will be awkward for us
byunisbaekkaebsong: Is it me?
byunisbaekkaebsong: I'm ridiculous, right? ahaha, that's not gonna happen
byunisbaekkaebsong: holy oh my gosh
byunisbaekkaebsong: IT'S CHANYEOOLLL!!
byunisbaekkaebsong: WTF JONGIN
kkamjongintohyung: Can I log out now?
kkamjongintohyung: I'm getting goosebumps
byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA IT'S FINE JONGIN, IT'S FINE
byunisbaekkaebsong: Now we can really relate to each other now
kkamjongintohyung: Thank you
byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHA, for what?
kkamjongintohyung: Well, because you’re finally learning
kkamjongintohyung: You’re really a strong person hyung
kkamjongintohyung: doing that for their sake
kkamjongintohyung: STILL doing that for their sake
kkamjongintohyung: I hope this will be the last time
byunisbaekkaebsong: what do you mean by the last time?
kkamjongintohyung: The last time you talk to either of the two
kkamjongintohyung: When you still love Chanyeol
kkamjongintohyung: promise me hyung
byunisbaekkaebsong: but Jongin
byunisbaekkaebsong: Don't be jealous
kkamjongintohyung: YAH please hyung
byunisbaekkaebsong: Haha, kidding aside. But what if they broke up again because of me
kkamjongintohyung: That won’t happen again
kkamjongintohyung: but if it will happen
kkamjongintohyung: then I’ll be the one to tell Kyungsoo all of your advice
kkamjongintohyung: that they shouldn’t worry because I’m here for you
kkamjongintohyung: I will give you company
byunisbaekkaebsong: you’re really sweet Jonginnie
kkamjongintohyung: yuck Jonginnie
byunisbaekkaebsong: HAHAHA
byunisbaekkaebsong: Ne~ from now on, you’re my Jonginnie
kkamjongintohyung: Yeah
kkamjongintohyung: I love you hyung
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I don't know what I'm writing anymore, sorry
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