" This cake is so good .. Right Luna .. " Victoria said to Luna while ate the chocolate cake that she just made .

" Luna .. Luna .. " Victoria waved her hand in front of Luna's face .

" HuH ? Unni .. You said something ? "

" What's wrong ? You look like you're in your own world just now .. You didn't even touch your cake .. "

" Hmm .. Nothing unni .. " She simply answered .

" Hey .. Tell me .. Something botthering you right ? Jonghyun ? " Victoria just make a quick guess and Luna just nodded to it .

" Did you have a fight with Jjong ? "

" No .. "

" Then .. What is it ? "

" Nothing went wrong in our relationship .. But lately he doesn't look like he used to .. "

" What u mean by that ? "

" He's not the cheerful, talkative Jonghyun oppa like he used to ... "

" It's that all ? Aigoo Luna .. He might have tired due to their packed schedule .. That's how Onew are nowdays also .. "

" Hmm .. I guess you are right ... I'm thinking too much .. " Luna gave her faked smile to Victoria .

" Yeah .. Now eat your cake fast before Amber and Sulli snatch it from you .. "

Luna just ate her cake silently while thinking about Jonghyun .

[Flashback]

Luna's POV

" Oppa .. Over here .. "

" Hey !! "

" You've made it oppa . "

" Yup .. What's that ? "

" Hehe .. I've made some food for you .. "

" KIMBAP.. Egg rolls !! Thanx . "

I watched Jonghyun oppa ate the food .

* Isn't me or Jonghyun oppa looks a bit skinny than before . *

" Oppa .. Have you loss weight ? "

" Huh ? "

" You look skinny . "

" Hmm .. maybe because I spend my time more at the gym .. "

" Are the food ok ? " He just nodded to my question .

" But oppa .. You didn't look like you enjoying eating those .. " He keep on playing with the foods .

" No the food are really delicious .. "

We didn't met each other for about two weeks because of our tight schedule

but not even once I heard him asking about me today .

" Err .. Oppa .. How's your promotions going ? "

" Great . " He simply answered . Then the atmosphere become silence once again .

I tried to break the silence after that .

" Oppa I got caught by manager oppa and unni again today when I was sneakly going to watch you practice .. hehe ..

They said I should practice more rather than watch other people practicing .. And did you know how I get myself free .. ? "

He looked at me .

" I said I have stomach ache and need to go to the bathroom .. Hehe ..

I'm a dead meat if they know I was here with you .. hehe "

He just smiled at me then continue to eat his foods .

* Wait .. What's wrong with him today ? Is oppa sick ? *

" Oppa .. Is something wrong ? "

" No .. "

Then I placed my palm on his forehead . " You don't have temperature .. "

" Luna I'm fine . "

" But .. You .. "

" Don't worry I'm fine .. "

* He's not even feed me the foods .. So are not like him. *

" Ermm .. I have to go now .. They must be looking for me .. You should go also . "

He start to packing up the foods and get up .

" I'll call you later ok .. " Then he leaved .

* Is that it ? He's not even mention about missing me or something ? *

[End of Flashback]

I've waited and waited on that night for Jonghyun oppa's call until I fell asleep on the couch .

That morning, " Park Sunyoung .. Wake up !! "

" Huh ? "

I saw a figure in front of my face . " Unni .. What time is it? "

" Almost 9 o'clock .. What made you sleep here anyway ? "

" Oh I think I fell asleep last night .. "

" Aigoo .. You gonna hurt your back Luna . " As usual Vic umma will nag at us every morning .

" Go take your bath .. I've prepared your breakfast already .. "

" Arasso . "

I looked at my phone on my way to the room .

*He's not calling me last night .. There's not even a message from him also . *

" Coming .. " I said as soon as the house bell rang .

" Hi Luna. "

" Key oppa .. Minho oppa .. "

" Hey .. Can we come in ? "

" Sure ."

" Who's that Luna ? "

" Key oppa and Minho oppa .. "

" Annyeong f(x) ! " Both of them said to Vic unni and the rest .

" Where are the rest oppa ? " Amber unni asked .

" Yah !! Your boyfriend are here why would you ask about others ? " Key oppa sat himself next to Amber unni .

" We are here .. " Just then Taemin and Onew hyung come to our house .

" Don't you guys have schedule today ? " Vic unni asked Onew oppa .

" Nope .. It's cancelled .. So we decide to hang out with you girls today . "

" COOL !! " Sulli cheered happyliy.

" Err .. But Where's Jjong oppa ? "

" Oh .. I don't know .. He disappered early in the morning . " Key oppa answered .

" Eh ? Where to ? " The boys just shook their head .

Shinee had their lunch at our house after that . " Onew oppa .. Can I ask something ? "

" Sure "

" Jonghyung oppa .. Is he alright ? I mean .. "

" You also noticed that huh Luna ? "

" What do you mean oppa ? "

" I don't know what's bothering him but he surely don't look ok to me ..

even the maknae said that he become so silent recently . "

" He become like this after he received that call don't you think ? " Key oppa said to Onew oppa .

" What call ? " I asked .

" I don't know who's the caller but he look a bit down after that . "

" Oppa .. I'm worried about him .. "

" He's gonna be fine .. Maybe he just too tired .. " Minho oppa tried to calm me down .

Jonghyun's POV

" I shouldn't be here right now .. I shouldn't agreed to meet her today .. "

But my feet just cannot move away from that cafe .

" Jonghyun .. "

I turned my back to look for the owner of the voice . " Juyeon noona "

" Hey .. It's been awhile huh .. " She sat herself infront of me .

" Yeah .. How are you noona ? "

" Fine .. What about you ? You've become a singer at last .. "

" Hehe .. Thanks to you for encouraging me to follow my dream . "

" So .. "

" So .. What chu been doing lately ? "

" I'm an interior designer now and I worked for a company at Taiwan . "

" Wow .. that's great .. So why did you comeback to Korea ? "

* Why did I still feel angry whenever I look at her face . *

" I don't know .. Maybe I want to meet you . "

" Me ? You've got to be kidding me . "

She looked shocked after I said those .

*Jjong .. Control yourself .. It's a past already *

" Hmm .. Sorry noona . "

" No .. I'm the one who should be blame .. It's all my fault .. I'm sorry Jonghyun . " I just listen to her silently .

" You know what noona .. I thought I can let it pass but I guess I'm not .. It's still hurt to think about it . "

" I'm sorry .. I didn't mean to hurt you in such way .. But I think that's the best solution for us . "

" For you .. "

" Huh ? "

" You only think about yourself don't you think ? "

" Jonghyun-ah .. "

" I don't think we should meet anymore noona .. " I get myself up .

" But don't worry noona .. I've already forgive you .. " I bowed and about to walked away from her .

But then .. " I'm sick .. "

I stopped myself from walking and turned to look at her.

" I had a tumor .. " Her eyes become watery .

* Did I heard it right? Tumor ?? *

" I can only live for about a year ... "

[Flashback]

" Break up ? But why ? Did I done something ? "

She just stand there froze looking at me . " No .. Just I don't think I can be with you anymore . "

" Wait .. Why did you said that ? "

" I don't think we can work on our relationship Jonghyun .. "

" No .. Whatever the problem is .. Let us try to solve it noona .. " I hold onto her arm .

" No.. Jjong .. I've decided .. This is the best way for both of us .. "

" What's wrong with you ? You don't even tell me what's the problem that we are having ..

and now you said that we should break up ? "

" Yes Jjong .. Just think it this way .. We are not meant to be together .. But please remember this .. I do love you . "

She was about to walked away but quickly grab her hand and pulled her into a hug .

" Please .. Don't do this to me .. I love you so much .. "

" I'm sorry .. " She pulled away and walked away .

" Juyeon noona !!! Juyeon noona !! " I keep on calling her name but she just continue to walk .

I ran as fast as I can after I know that Juyeon noona gonna leave to Taiwan today .

As I reached to her house I saw Juyeon noona with a guy helping her with the luguagge .

" Noona !! " I called her .

" Jonghyun-ah "

" Why didn't you tell me ? I'm not gonna let you leave like that . Don't go anywhere noona. I love you . "

" Yah Kim Jonghyun .. Are you gonna act like this now ? "

" Noona .. "

" I told you already .. Things are not gonna work between us .. "

Suddenly noona hold that guy's hand .

" This is Hyun Joong .. My .. Fiancee . "

Tears starting to fall from my eyes . " Noona.. "

" We are gonna be married by the end of this month .. "

" Is that why you wanna break up with me .. Is it because of him ? "

" You've got the answer already .. " She's not even looking at me after that .

" Goodbye Jonghyun .. "

" How could you did this to me Juyeon noona ... "

[End of flashback]

" He's only your cousin? So .. after all these years you've been lying to me ? "

" Mian Jonghyun-ah .. I didn't mean to .. "

" But why ? Don't you trust me ? Do you think I'm gonna run away after knowing that you had this disease ?? "

" It's not that .. I just want you to move on .. easily .. "

" What the heck are you talking about ? You know I won't ever do that .. "

" Yes I know and that's why I had to hurt your feeling .. So that, you will move on . "

I don't know what else to say after that and just staring at the coffee that I've drank .

" I'm glad that I've met you today Jjong .. "

" I wish .. I wish I can turned back the time noona .. "

* I can't believe I said those .. *

" Me either .. But we both know that it's impossible right ? Anyway .. I'll be back to Taiwan next week .. "

" Really ? So fast ? "

" So when will you gonna let me meet Shinee ? hehe "

" Haha .. I will make an appointment for you later .. "

I've been spending my days a lot with Juyeon noona these days. And today she's gonna meet with my bandmates at my house .

" Yah Kim Jonghyun .. tell me once again .. Who is gonna be here again ? "

" Hyung I've told you already .. She's our old friend .. "

" Who could it be hyung ? "

" I don't know Minho .. This Dino won't tell us anything .. " Onew hyung said to Minho .

Just then the door bell rang .

" I get it .. " I said .

" Hey .. You're here .. Hehe they waiting for you .. Come in . "

" Shinee .. Annyeong !! " She said smilingly to my bandmates .

" OMG !! " Key started to scream .

" Ju .. Juyeon noona ??? "

All of them said that or more like yelling to me which make Juyeon noona to covered her ears .

" I still can't believe it's you noona . " Taemin said smilingly .

" Yah Taemin stop staring at her like that . " I smacked his back .

" We miss you noona . " Key said after that .

" Hehe I know .. That's why I asked Jjong about it so that we can meet . "

We had a dinner together with Juyeon noona on that night .

After having our dinner we sat in front of the TV and chit chatting about our old times together.

Suddenly my phone vibrated and shows an incoming message .

I looked at the caller ID and it's Luna .

LUNA : Jonghyun oppa ... How's your day today ? Bogoshippeo ^^

" Who's that ? "

" Err .. Nobody . "

* Why did I lied to her ? *

" Ermm Ok .. I guess I'm gonna leave now . "

" Aww so fast ? " The maknae pouted at her .

" Well actually I had some other thing to do today .. But I made some time for you guys "

" Hehe Thanks noona . " Minho thanked her .

I walked her to the park after that before she's going back to her house .

" Jonghyun-ah .. thanks once again for everything . "

" Hehe welcome .."

" Here .. "

" What is it ? " I looked at the paper bag that she gave me .

" Wow .. This is so nice .. Thanks . "

" Here .. let me put that for you . " She put the scarf around my neck .

" I knitted it myself .. hehe "

I just smiled looking at her . * She is beautiful as always .. But still I can see her tired face . *

* Why I had this feeling when looking at her face ? The feeling that I used had for her .. *

" Jonghyun-ah ... I think I should tell when I had the chance .. "

" What is it ? "

" Till now .. I .. I still .. " She looked straight into my eyes . " Love you .. "

" Juyeon noona .. I .. I .. don't know what to say "

" It's ok .. I just want you to know that .. hehe "

Just then I had this courage to do it . I pulled her into a hug .

" I'm sorry for not staying by your side when you need me .. I'm sorry for let you suffered alone these years .. "

" Jonghyun-ah .. "

" Shhh ... Just stay like this for a while .. I .. Miss you Noona "

" I miss you too Jjong . "

After awhile .. " I'll better get going .. It's late already .. "

" Ok .. "

Just the time I turned my back I saw a figure looking at me with a shocked face .

" Sunyoung ... "

" Op .. Oppa .. "

" Who is this Jonghyun ? "

" She's my .. my .. "

" I'm his friend .. Annyeonghaesaeyeo .. I'm Sunyoung or you can call me Luna . "

" Oh Hi Luna-sshi .. "

I just frozen looking at Luna . I know what I just did is wrong .

" Ok Jjong .. See you tomorrow .. Bye Jjong .. Luna-sshi . " Juyeon noona walked away to her car and leaved .

After that I looked at Luna who were about to walked away from the park . " Luna .. "

" Oppa .. I don't think I can talk to you now .. " She ran to her house . 

A/N

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