I shakingly plugged the USB into my MAC laptop. My body was weak due to long hours of crying. It was a music clip. I doubled click to open it and Amber's singing voice with some light background filled the whole room as if  the sunlight had penetrated through my black out curtain.
 

Fx – Déjà vu’s Déjà vu (written by authornim)

(I could not find the English translation of fx Déjà vu so I wrote my own version and named it Déjà vu’s Déjà vu, dedicate to you all.)

Ooh Every time I look at you
Ooh It’s like a deja Vu

The first time I saw you, you were like an ancient princess

and I’m stunned by your beauty.
Your eyes sparkled like stars in the night.
So captivating.

Ooh Every time I look at you
Ooh It’s like a deja Vu

The second time I met you, you were under spotlight.

Unaffected by it, you glazed at me icily and made my stomach frizzled.
Your hands on mine just felt
So right.

Ooh Every time I look at you
Ooh It’s like a deja Vu

The third time I was with you, I knew you are the one to complete me.
I proposed to you with my composed song and you agreed.
I felt everything was
So blissful

Whoo hoo Every time I look at you
Whoo hoo It’s like a deja Vu
Whoo hoo Every time I look at you
Whoo hoo It’s like a deja Vu

If I’m given a wish, I hope we will meet again,
If we can’t meet in this life,

I prayed that we can meet in our next life
Let this song be the token of love,

Let our love continue till the sun cannot emit light.
I love you.
 

-----Back to reality------

f(x) Amber and f(x) I looked at one another intensively eye to eye.

We are now in the 4 walls of my bed room listening to the demo that we are going to pick for their latest 4 walls album. Amber croaked, "Soojung ah~, you saw what happen? Did you see the images that I saw when we are listening to this song?"

I nodded my head slowly and I held the paper that reveal the title of the song, it is called " Déjà vu’s Déjà vu".

When both of us looked into each other eyes again, we suddenly feel the overwhelming love that we have never feel it before. Amber is sweating and she scratches the back of her neck to release some of the unknown high heat that is emitted from her body. I am pulling my body hugging t-shirt