Krystal’s Pov

Fx - All of a sudden

All of a sudden, on days I miss you
All of a sudden, when I can’t do as my heart wants
All of a sudden, tears fall down
All day, I hold onto you

All of a sudden, with my falling tears
All of a sudden, I comfort myself, saying it’s okay
I know that you won’t come now
So I’ll deal with it on my own

Goodbye
 

There will be still moment that I missed you, I felt so helpless without you. I will still continue to cry out for you. I know you will not like me to continue to be like this and so I decide to be strong for you.

I was picking my broken heart when Suzy came to visit me. When she saw my mess up face, she cried as well. She apologised and shared that she knew about Amber protecting me in the dark and Amber practically begged her for this. It was all done because of me so that I would not be in a dilemma position to go against my only kin, my Appa to sustain our relationship. This relationship was not fond of in today standards especially in Korea.

She had intended to keep this a secret but when she saw me mourning over Amber again. She could not bear it and decided to tell me the truth and passed an USB that Amber had left for me. I was again so touched by Amber's love, broke down again and howled. I cried till I was left with no tears and decided to see the content of the USB.