EPISODE 27 // FINAL EPISODE   JUNG SOO JUNG   There is no greatest news other than knowing surgery of my sister went well. I’m so proud of her and I know she can do it.   “ Thank you Soo Young-ah”   Kring Kring Kring   I put on the earphone on left ear and slide the green button at my iPhone 5s. Less than 15 minutes, I’ll arrived at the hospital and meet my sister.   “Hello” I pick up the phone without knowing the caller.   “Soo Jung-ah” It’s my dad   “What?”   “How Soo Young?The surgery went well?” The surgery has passed 5 hours ago and now only he asked me?   “Why bother?”I want to reply this but I can’t.   “Yes”   “Good then. It is not pointless I paid Jong Min to donate her daughter’s kidney” what the hell? Don’t tell me…   “Appa!!! Did you force the donor to donate…”   “No I’m not. I’m not force him to do it but he is the one who wants to sacrifice his daughter. Yah, Jong Min has a lot of debt to settle with me and this is the only way for him to repay back” I grab the car steering tightly because I’m too mad. Can’t he stop doing dirty job?   “Appa. Just die!!!”   “What?!! How can you be so rude???How you mother raised you??”   “Don’t mention about my mother!!! Tell me what you have done to her huh? Appa, I will never forget about it. I just want you to know that I hate you. I hate you and I swear you’ll ….”   “Jung Soo Jung!!!! You  …”   Horned Horned Horned   The sounds caught me off guard. I’m sure it’s from motorcycle bike in front of me but I’m not sure what he horned for. Maybe…   “OMO!!” I step on the brake pedal immediately after …..   After I hit a person?   I hit a person am I ?   I hit someone? Really?   Is he dead?   I breather heavily after I realized people starts to surrounds my car . I’m certain that I hit a person so that’s why I’m started to cry. I’m afraid. Without thinking much , I get out from the car to see the real situation.   “Omo, is he dead?” one of civilian said.   “Pity him”   “Someone call ambulance” I can’t see his face but I can see his body. The blood keep flowing out from his head and I can’t help myself to feel scared. I hope he is not dead and if he is , I will put the guilty on my shoulders for the rest of my life. Then, one of the civilian checks his pulse and I keep hoping that he still alive.   “He’s not dead!!” I sigh deeply when I heard that. Ambulance, please be faster !   I can’t do much but keep praying in my heart.   God, please help him. Please save him.   +++   My mother is the most beautiful woman in the world. Well, everyone will said their mother is the most beautiful person in the world. Rather than she physically beautiful, she has a high level of manner and the way she thinks. She is affectionate and love people around her than herself. I love that side of her but unfortunately my father takes the advantage from it. Unable to pay debt , he ‘sells’ my mother. He forced my mother to be e so that he can earn money from that. I have saw multiple time on how she refused to do it but my father keep beat her if she didn’t do what he wants. My father also threatens to kill me if my mother didn’t want fulfill his request. At last, she committed suicide.   “Jung Soo Jung-shi” a police officer called my name.   “Yes”   “You can go home now. Our investigation proved that you’re not liable for the victim injuries. The pedestrian said that the man was in trance when he tried to across the road” I nod on everything he said. I’m still in shocked you know.   “Thank you” I grab strap of my handbag but he managed to stop me.   “By the way. Miss Jung, you probably recognized the victim”   “What do you mean?” I didn’t look at the face of the victim because I’m afraid he will haunt me.   “The victim is the son of the company that you merge with. Nam Woo Hyun”   “What???!!!!”   “Yes he is..don’t be so..”   “Woohyun-shi” I cut him and ran from the police station as fast as I  can. I can’t believe that I actually hit him. I can’t forgive myself if something bad happened to him.   “Hello, aunt” I called his mother.   “Yes,oh , Soo Jung-ah”   “Which hospital that Woohyun admitted to?”   +++   It has been 5 minutes I stood in front of his room. I’m scared to get in because I’m scared to see his condition.   “Excuse me Miss” a nurse get into the room  and about 30 seconds later Mrs.Nam merge from the door.   “Omo, Soo Jung-ah” aunt open his arm wide so that I can embrace her.   “You want to visit him?” she asked me and I nod.   “How is he?”   “He’s still critical . The doctor told me that his head experience massive shock and waiting for him to conscious may take a lot of time” the news makes me regret for being here. I’m the one who caused this , yet I’m brave enough to face him.   “Pity my son. After lost his son, now he have to undergo his life with difficults” wait, lost his son?   “Aunt, what do you mean by that ? Minguk..”   “Late Minguk. He died in the hospital this evening because of egg allergy . This is because of that Ya Na. Act like knowing everything and yet she killed her own son” I don’t understand on what she is saying but it is true then that Minguk already passed away.   “I’m sorry for your lost”   “It’s okay, I just don’t know what will happen to him when he gain back his consciousness. He just loved his son too much” I can’t reply anything she said because I’m still bewildered with what happened.   “Who is the person who hit him? I should settle this matter to police later so that the wrong doer can take responsibility” I swear, my heart is throbbing like crazy when she said that. I’m done after she knew who the wrong doer is.   “Nurse” Mrs.Nam called one of the nurse.   “She is my son’s fiancée , so she needs to visit him” I send a sharp glare at Mrs.Nam when she mentioned a word ‘fiancée’ .   “Oh yes, wash your hand first , then only you can enter the room .  Please limit your time to 10 minutes and any electronic devices is not allowed” I follow her instructions and enter the room nervously. Mrs.Nam will visit him again next morning.    I hardly lifted my eyes to Woohyun and my heart crushed when I see his condition. I can’t tell whether this is Woohyun that I know from the looks in his face. His head was fully bandage except for his face , his right eye was swollen , his pink lips turn into pale color and got few cuts , oxygen mask and neck support collar that he wears makes my heart ache more. I believed his right leg was broken after I saw cast covered from his thigh until his sole.  Not to mention various machine that surrounds him.   “Woohyun-ah , I’m sorry” LEE HA NA   My only sister, Ya Na remain unnamed for a month after she was born. My parents want to have only a child so that’s why they named me with Ha Na means one. They looking for a name that suits with me means a name that begin with Ha or end with Na. Ya Na comes up after I tried everything possible for example , Ba Na , Sa Na , Ta Na and then Ya Na. I found myself that , her name is adorable and I’m proud of it. I’m always proud of my little sister.   “ Yeobo, why you wake up so early?” my husband shocked me with his question. For about an hour I look at the scenery of Seoul from level 12 of the hotel that I stayed in. The breeze was pure and it calms my broken heart somehow.   “ Still thinking about her?”   “I’ve never stop thinking about her at the first place” he chuckles.   “Woah, Ya Na makes me kind of jealous you know” well, he is jealous about everything.   “Stop it” he hugs me from the back and moves slowly from left and right.   “If you think what you have done is right ,no need to think about it further” he said.   “I can’t help to think about her  . I really hope she will consider my request” I know she will. No matter what decisions she made, at the end, she will follow my advice and that’s my sister that I know.   “I don’t think it is easy for her” he was right.   “I know. I just wanted her to live happily that’s all. If she leave the town , at least she can be a doctor somewhere else you know? Mrs.Nam will sue her for negligence and it will destroyed her career forever and I don’t want that” I turn around and hug my husband tightly.   “ What happened to Minguk is accident. Ya Na is not a murderer” I add more.   “I know” he released his hugs and kissed my head. There is one story that I want to tell him but I kept it for myself. I think this is the right time to tell him.   “She always wanted to be a doctor when she was child because she said she want children to keep alive so that they will achieve their ambition. Her ambition starts to grow when she has friends that she loved so much when she was 9” I walk and sit at the edge of the bed.After that, my husband joins me.   “The friends were a twin, boy and girl who keep trailing Ya Na and play together. One day, the girl fall sick and she was diagnosed with AML. Then, the other twin helps his twin by donating his bone marrow but the surgery was failed and both of them died. I still remember, Ya Na was incredibly sad and keep put the blame on her shoulders because the girl collapsed in front of her and yet she can’t do anything to saved her” I shed tears when I remember those days.   “ I feel sorry for her because I can’t do much. I feel sorry when she has to witnessed so many dead scene in her life” first is her twin friends, then our parents and yesterday , Minguk. If she knows Woohyun’s condition, I’m afraid she can’t stand on her own anymore.   “That’s why I want her to change her name so that no one can bother her anymore and let she live a whole new life” I meant it.   “Ya Na was lucky to have a sister like you” he said while pulling my head and lean on his left shoulder.   “No, you’re wrong. I’m weak. I can’t protect my sister when everyone put on blame on her shoulders. Look at her head injuries. That’s mean she’s knocking her head against the wall. Ya Na is not going to do that unless she gave up with her life” when our mother dead , she’s knocking her head against the wall and cause her to lose some memories but luckily she regain everything back. I’m scared on that time because I’m afraid Ya Na will leave me too.   “Yeobo, what should I do? Ya Na don’t have anyone anymore. Minguk is gone and Woohyun still critical. Who is going to hug her and comfort her? Who is going to say that everything is okay? Who? Who is going to stay on her side? ” I cried again on his chest. I can’t stop thinking about what probably that she is doing now. Is she sleep well or not ? Where is she live in? Can she move on ? God, please protect her.     LEE YA NA The first thing I saw the moment I open my eyes is our picture frame that sticks on the wall. “Ouch, my neck” reading from my surrounding , I’m certain that I’m fall asleep after drink 6 to 7 can of beer. The floor was full of photo album that Woohyun kept since Minguk was child. I thought I’ll awake if Woohyun come to our house but apparently he is not. I cried. Again. I don’t think I can stand this kind of pressure anymore. My sister is right. I should leave this place. I should leave Seoul. Everytime I look at our house , none of the things failed to make me remind of Minguk and Woohyun. Well, this is their house at the first place. Hospital is another place that slowly created a new fear for myself.Every boy that has less hair , chubby cheek , cute eyes , always makes me remind of him. Dr.Cho has advised me last night to take a rest for three to four months but I said no. I have to keep my promise to Minguk. The beer can, I throw it one by one , the liquor that was spilled on the floor , I mopped it and the photo album , I put it back on the shelves and arrange like the way Woohyun do. After taking a bath, I do house chores for the last time. It is stressful that everything I do always remind me of Minguk and Woohyun as if they are watching me doing house chores. Usually, around this time Woohyun and Minguk will chasing each other around or playing hide and seek. Then, I packed half of my clothes into medium size of bag. I don’t know where I have to go and I will follow my legs I guess. My plan is I will go to the hospital to send resignation letter , take some of things , then attend Minguk’s funeral , then come home back to take my bag and then I leave.   +++   Again , none of the people who I passed by that can’t stop looking at me. They are asking themselves , why I’m still here. You can said anything about me but you can’t said things about the hospital. “ Aishhh, I should change the hospital when Dr.Lee is still here. The hospital is so stupid for keeping her…” “Excuse me” I raised my voice a bit so that I can catch some attention from the patients’ guidance. “ You can talk anything bad about me but not about this hospital. My doctors, I mean the doctors here are committed to give their services to save your children’s life and keep your child healthy. Do you think our life here that easy ? While you cared about your children’s healthiness, the doctors here cared about all patients here. You don’t have any idea that we faced everyday as a doctor. So, please appreciate the doctor here” Silent. “ But before that, I am not servicing this hospital anymore or any hospital in the world. So, please don’t give up on Seoul National Children University Hospital ” I bow slightly and left. The only thing I left at the hospital is Minguk’s lollipop.   +++ “I’m sorry but I won’t accept your resignation letter” Dr.Cho said while pushed back the resignation letter.   “Why ? This is what the hospital wants right?”   “I’m sorry but you’re wrong and I know you’ll made this decision Dr.Lee”   Silent.   “Here”   “What is this?” I ask him first before I took the letter.   “This is 1 year rest letter. In short, you’ll be suspended for a year and then you’ll come and give service to this hospital back” he told me. I don’t know whether I should accept or not but…   “Ya Na-ah, you once told