What happen to hae????

Wondering what happen to him that he was hiding himself  from the other!!

We will see what he had.....!!!

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hae pov.

 

After two to three hours the other members take a rest some of them go to sleep and some of them eating, but i go out to hide; i was worry of something, and its making me worry cause i don't want the other members worry about me i need to hide the feeling.

i know what u think u think what I'm worry to not let the members know and make them worry about me I'm feeling heavy in my body and I'm feeling that might i got a sick but i will try to be strong for them.

 

no one pov.

 

hae get back and he was coming from the restroom "toilet", and he go in like nothing happen to him he feel that he will be sick soon, but he hide it from everyone to not being worry about him. they start again dancing and when the time is finish that the time to go to there home "dorm". hae was going to wash himself and ready to sleep, and he skip his dinner with the other members , the members was wondering what happen to hae ?! they was asking each other  but the was so positive thinking about him and they go all to sleep after few hours .

 

hyuk pov.

 

i was thinking of hae earlier that i cannot sleep well, as usual he will set with us but maybe he work very hard and he didn't rest with us, what wrong with him?

i was thinking and i didn't realize that i sleep deep sleep. when i thing of him!!!

 

hae pov.

 

i feel that hyuk was feeling this that i'm not myself sometime i was setting with them playing and have a midnight snacks or cup of tea and chatting &playing , but i feel so heavy that i take a bath and sleep  that i forget to go for them and say goodnight to everyone. i was crying silently and i sleep so deep .

 

no one pov. 

 

all of the members was in there deep sleeping; that next day they have to go to work again but this time , hae wake up very early and he go t the bathroom and he see his eyes and he was afraid someone see it, he take some  stuff from his cloth and he take his car key and he went out in early morning m and he write a message to the members that ,,,

msg..

To super junior members....

I'd like to say sorry about yesterday i didn't say for u sorry 

and I'm also sorry to left the dorm like this i had some work to do in this early morning

and don't worry I'm okay i need to finish some work i have and i will go after to work , 

i like to say this I'm so sorry that i didn't mean anything yesterday

we work yesterday  very hard and i was so sleepy that i forget to say goodnight

hope u understand this and u accept my sorry to u!!

from 

hae

 

hae pov.

i wrote a msg to the members and i get out using my car i was going to my mom and hyung house and set a little with them .

i go my hyung he was sleeping , i see him sleeping i go to my mom and she was sleeping but i go to her and hug her, after a few second she wake and i feel that she wake already ...and she see me and she ask me ,,,,

what happen my son?- mom

i say to her,,,,

mom please i bag u don’t say for someone and also the member and also the managers please please please don't say for someone cause i was hiding this to them to don't worry about me and u know what they will do plz i bag u!!*crying*-hae

so why you are crying ? - mom

mom i feel that i will get sick and i don't want them to worry about me do u have something to be healthy please mom !-hae

son what u feel now ? do u feel heavy?-mom

yes mom i feel this from yesterday-*crying hard*-hae

oh son u was worry that they will be worry and they didn't focus to their work ?! - mom 

yes mom i was worry and feeling sorry at the same time. -hae

i stay with here and my hyung he wake up and he come to mom room and was he will greeting my mom.

mom good morning - hyung

good morning son- mom

i was hearing them greeting each other and i was feeling my mom moving to go out to make us breakfast. i hold her and i don't want her to go away from me.

mom please stay i need u.- hae

son what happen for u I'm her i want to make for u both breakfast!-mom

MOM!!-*crying hard and shout her name*

what son? - mom *mad* son why u r acting like this?- mom *she move away from my hug*

i cry hard and take my stuff and my key and go out the house leaving them*hurt by my mom*

i was sad and angry at the same time i drive till i stop behind the sea and i sat there till the sun come out  and i was sending msg for the manger the he come to me and alone and i was angry*with angry sound*

hyung plz come now in the place(*****) and I'm in this sea called (*****).- hae 

hyung make sure u r alone *very angry tone*- hae

ok hae - manger

after one hour my manger come and he set i was still angry, and he can see that I'm super angry!

manger hyung can u cancel my work today I'm not feeling well us u see?-hae

why what happen? do u want to say what is bothering u hae?- manger

sorry but no i don't want to speak!- hae

ok tan wait i will do a call to the work to cancel your work for today ok!-manger

ok hyung , thank u!-hae

it's nothing hae but u welcome always , hae if u have something u want to say u can speak with me , and if u r ready to say come to me and u can speak what u have .- manger

ok! thanks hyung-hae

the manger was setting with me ... and i cat the silent's that between us , 

hyung?!-hae

yes hae?

hyung don't say for the other that u see me like this... please!*crying* hyung I'm sorry i be so angry of u and u didn't do anything to me!!

hae what happen to u it's not the first time i saw u like this but i hide it from the other i see you go out from the dancing room and your face was written all the worry on it ? hae please say for me someone hurt u from the members ? d u feel well? and why u are crying? what bothering you? hae please say to me what u fell I'm here for u and not just u for all of u !! and i wake up after u and i see the msg that u right ! where u go  in the early morning ha?

hae please don't be silent like this!

manger hyung was seeing me crying silently and he hug me in his arm , and i didn't know that he was watching me !!

i cry so hard and i say...

hyung i was feeling worry earlier! he cut me why? im still in his hug 

hyung i feel i will be sick soon and i cry cause i was worry the other might worry about me that u know how i be sick right?

yes hae make it out for me.

I'm worry that the other member fours hyuk to stay with me and i don't want him to be sick after me ...please help me hyung if i be sick i don't want hyuk knows about it please!!! i bag u !!

hae do u  have fear that if hyuk stay with u and take care of u when u are sick he be sick also or the other member ??

yes hyung i am . 

i stand up and i want to go away from manger hyung but i feel heavy in my head that all the sudden everything turn black. 

 

manger pov

i was fear of hae's angry face and i was saying to him to say for me what he bothering him, when he say to me that he was worry a but the member will be sick after him when they take care of him and more is hyuk .... after all the sudden he stand up and i see him trying to woke away from me and i stand up us well

and all the sudden i see him standing there he didn't move any more step but all the sudden i see him turning facing me and i see his face that happen something to him,,,

HAEEEE * i scream * i saw him he faint and i go to him faster and carry him to my car and bring him to the hospital of course i take his things with me.

i stay with him in the hospital and he was inside the room with the doctor and he didn't go out still what happen to hae?

i was waiting the doctor i was worry of donghae, when the doctor go out he see me and ask me what I'm for hae

i say to him I'm his manger and he is one member of super junior .

aha you are his manger i will say to u , donghae he is sick and he had high fever and he didn't have vitamin and had a less of rest.- doc

i ask him can i see him ?  and he say yes but he say also don't worry he is sleeping he is ok we give him everything and he will stay here in the hospital to be well faster ok!! *smiling*

i smile back and i run t him in the room i was tearing that why he do this donghae to his self maybe he not wakeup anyone to go out and have a relax ..

after a few minute donghae's mm call me and she greeting me and i greeting her back and she say to me does donghae with u , and from here sound she was crying and worry , i ask her

donghae's mom what's wrong? - hae mom

my son was this early morning with me but i got mad at him and i..i...i hurt my baby son ... does my son with u ? *crying* - hae mom

yes mom he is with me and he is fine he is sleeping!!

oh thanks son ,-hae mom............ i cut here ,,,,

mom please can u come u and his real brother please?

why son?- hae mom

mom your son in the hospital and do some his favorite food that he love and come in this hospital i will be with him don't worry he is fine !!

ok son  i will come.- hae mom

 

no one pov.

was donghae still at the hospital and his manger was waiting him to wake up and he heard the door of the room open and he saw his mom tearing . he go greeting her and greeting his hyung , and he they set all of them and i say to her he is ok that no need to cry he just need to get more rest and he get high fever and he need someone with him. but the manger was saying for donghaes mom and his brother  what happen to him before he faint and she cry and  he can see his brother was worry about his young brother.

donghae was slowly waking up and he call the manger , and the manger he say that his mom and brother here for him, he say to help him to go the toilet.

 

hae pov.

i wake up and called manger hyung and he say to  me that my mom and my brother was here, and i say to manger hyung to help me to bring me to the toilet and i lock the door and i was crying hard but silently cause i was mad at me mom and she come and i saw her face she seemed crying when I'm sleeping .

and i open the shower and ready to take a shower and i cry very hard to make them worry about me it's my fault to make them worry a but me , i was hurting my hand from my stupid faint i been on it i was angry or this fever that i had and i saw the blood goes out of my hand and i cry so hard and i set down the running shower and i was crying till i stop i was in the bathroom i called manger to give me my new and clean cloth's , and he give it to me . i say to manger hyung to bring my mom to the garden she and my brother i was planning to skip to the hospital. i can't see them like this.

he say okay! and i wait they all go out. i go to talk to  the doctor please make me out from the hospital and he ask if i feel good or still bad i lie to him and say I'm fine and i go out of the hospital and leave  the hospital

and go far away to get rest . and i switch off my phone to no one call me!

 

manger pov.

we go back to the room that hae was there and i  see the nurse was cleaning the bad and i ask her that where hae and his mom and brother with me i call donghae phone and was switch off his phone i run to the doctor and ask about donghae if he go to him and he say to me everything what he do to donghae , why hae u are doing this ?

 i go to his mom act that nothing happen i drive them to there home and go to search of hae and all the suddenly i resaved a msg

and the msg from hae said but it's a sound msg

hyung I'm sorry i left like this but i can't see u all like this worry about me i can't see this I'm fine now

just give me a time alone i need a space and i will come back don't worry hyung okay i will come back!

don't worry please, i will be sad if u r like this! and don't worry i take the food that mom make it.

thank u hyun.

i feel happy that he send me this msg but i will respect his choice and i will give him time, i know everyone need this time alone.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

why hae want a time by himself?

and where he will go?

but does his hand well??