Short short one yea?

I think this chapter goes well with THIS song or THIS song.

Take your pick...

Try it and tell me how it is and which is better yea? :)

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L.JOE'S POV

Watching them from the side, I couldn't help but to feel uneasy.

She was the first girl to know the real me, to trust me wholeheartedly & to make me smile even when i didn't want to.

How can I just let her go so easily?

*Aish~This is not going well..*

Time and time again I would try to approach her, hoping to be able to at least talk to her but every single time, the same idiot would appear and snatch her away from me.

Occasionally we got into staring competitions and some bashing but it usually ended as quickly as it had started.

The anger in me had cooled down quite abit and Jealousy soon turned into worry.

There was something different about that Kwangmin guy...

*Maybe because he isn't a jerk like me...*

I was losing her, day by day, to a guy who she had only met a few days ago.

*Was I so easy to replace?!*

Punching the wall, I looked at them.

Her words a few days back kept replaying in my head.

"Because you don't have sincerity. It comes from the heart Byung hun, not just from the mouth."

Closing my eyes, I sighed.

"Till now I still wonder, L.Joe-ah...Have you ever loved me..."

"Yes, I have and I still do ~~~~ yah..." I whispered.

Looking at the now beaming ~~~, I soften my heart.

*~~~~ ah... I miss your smile... Why isn't it for me anymore?...*

Sighing, I reluctantly made my final decision.

*I'll let go... Okay? I don't know what to do anymore...*

This is the first time I, Lee Byung Hun, felt so pathetic & helpless.

This wasn't what I want, I never wanted to admit defeat or to let go but what else can I do?

I didn't treasure her when I had her..

Knocking my head with my fist, I thought 

*I derserve this... *

Looking at their back view, I sighed,  "~~~ ah, be happy with him. You two are a match made in heaven.."

With that, a tear escaped my eye and rolled down my cheek.

END OF POV

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Aww... so L.Joe's not a complete jerk yea?

keke, he's finally letting go (y)

My heart hurt a little when I wrote this...

Did I succeed in making yours hurt too?

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