Before I start this chapter, I want to apologize for didn’t update in a very very longggggggggg time. I’m really really really sorry. I’m sorry for making you guys keep waiting! I’m sorry for being such and irresponsible author. I’m really sorry. And this chapter will be quite long. Hope you didn’t get boring to read it. Ok I stop babbling. Enjoy reading~

Jimin’s POV

That guy again…So, I’m in my dream now for sure. We’re on our way to somewhere that I didn’t know myself where. And my fingers is intertwines nicely with his. It feel warm..and nice. I turn my head to look at his face…But like always, his face get blur. Why? Why I can’t see his face? Who’s he?

I feel bright sunlight hits my face. That makes me realise I just waking from sleep. Since I woke up from coma 6 days ago, I keep dreaming this mystery guy that just slightly taller than me. We did many things together. But I don’t know who he is since his face got blur.

I breathe the good scent of my room. It’s nice to be here. My eyes still close. It feels so nice to fully wake up. And this warm thing that wrap around my body didn’t want to let me go.

Wait…Warm thing?

This doesn’t feel like my blanket at all! With that thought, I immediately open my eyes before slowly, turn my body around.

Dud dab

Then I freeze. It’s Jungkook, the son of the owner of this house. Our body are so close. And my face now just some inches away from his.

H-How it turns this way?

I look around me. Now I’m lying on Jungkook’s bed, with him.

W-what happened? As I remember..last night he asked me to sleep on the bed. But I insisted to sleep on the couch. He finally gave in and let me be. So why…Or…Am I walking while sleeping to my bed? I mean it is Jungkook’s now but….

“Erghh…I used to this bed so I came here without I realise? Stupid Jimin!” I didn’t realise I said those words out loud until my eyes meet Jungkook’s big round one. Then he smiles to me.

“Good morning, Jiminie…”

Dud dab dud dab dud dab

‘He called me Jiminie…and smile to me…’

After some seconds just stun with wide eyes, I snap to reality. I come to my sense and realise how close we are now. I can feel blood is rushing to my ears. My heart is racing. I feel weird. Maybe because I didn’t used to be this close with someone. That’s why I’m feeling this way.

“I-I’m…I’m sorry..” I look down, avert his gaze. I feel bad to jump to his bed and sleep with him like this.

“Why are you apologizing?” He asks, look confused.

“I’m sorry, jungkook-shi…for intruded your bed and sleep with you..” I just keep looking down, didn’t dare to look at him in the face. I feel scared and guilty at the same time.

I’ve to keep in mind that this house isn’t mine anymore…same goes to this room and this bed…

“Jimin ah…” he calls me with his soft voice.

“Jimin ah…Look at me, please?” He asks again. I hesitate before lift up my face to look at him. When I see he raises his hand, I immediately close my eyes in fear.

H-He will hit me!

It’s like some kind of habit to me. To think everyone hate me, want to abuse me, I got hit almost the whole time I’m living so it impossible if that didn’t affect me.

As I wait for his hand to punch me, suddenly I feel something warm on my cheek. I open my eyes timidly to look what is actually happen.

He now is caressing my cheeks with his hand that on my waist earlier. I just freeze there with my wide eyes, confused and shocked at the same time. He caresses my cheeks and stare into my eyes with…sad eyes? I’m not sure. After a while, he starts to clear his throat.

“You didn’t come to me. I’m the one that brought you here, to sleep with me.” I can feel my face is burning up now.

“And..I already told you, just call me Jungkook. Just Jungkook!” He continues while palm still on my cheek.

Why he being like this to me? Is he normally like this? With everyone?

“Jimin ah…Are you scared of me?” I don’t know how to reply to that. It’s not like I specifically scared of him. I just scared of everyone, everything. I scared to the whole world to be exact.

My thought gets interrupt when his face becomes closer to mine.

 What? What? What?

When his face just an inch away from mine, my mind go blank. My heart is pumping so fast in my chest. I can’t think straight. Our face is so close.

He cuts the little distance between us and places his lips on my forehead. My eyes go even wider than before. I feel like time is stopping for a while. I feel so much mix feeling right now, even I’m not sure what it is.

My heart is running so fast right now. But, this feeling feel nice. I feel warm and protected. I never feel this way before. I out from my thought when he pulls away.

“Don’t scared of me…or anyone anymore..I’ll protect you..”

W-Why he’s saying this? And how did he know about my feeling? Just why…

“W-Who are you? How you know..”

“Jungkookie? Jiminie? Are you guys already awake?” The knock and voice of Jungkook’s mother from outside of the room cut my words off. And Jungkook look relieved, like he just escape from answering something he doesn’t want to.

“Yeahh omma!” Jungkook shouts.

“Let’s go downstairs and have breakfast…Come on”

“Ok omma…Will be there in a minute!” Jungkook’s mother shout an ‘okay then’ before everything go silent again.

“Hurry and wash your face! Let’s have breakfast together!” He shouts happily before gets up from the bed.

“I-It is okay..? Err..I..”

Jimin’s POV

When I’m reading my comic on the couch, suddenly I get interrupt by someone snatches the comic from my hands.

“W-What?” I ask the culprit timidly.

“Do you want to just read this comic the whole day and doing nothing? Let’s do something!”

“Like…what?” I ask him curiously.

“Let’s hang out, Jimin ah.” He says excitedly.

“I’m….hurm…” Well, I didn’t go out from my house except for a very important thing. I scared of outsider, the world. I feel like the whole world hates me and wish for my dead.

“You don’t want to?” He asks, I just nod to him.

“Then…How about…” He didn’t finish his word. Instead he grabs my hand and forces me to follow him.

Without release the grip on my hand, he sits on the bed. Then he pulls me to sit between his legs. This position is a little bit…uncomfortable.

We’re too close!

“W-what are you doing..?” I ask nervously.

“Here, continue read your comic.” He gives me back my comic. I take back my comic before open it to the page I read earlier.

When I about to flip the page to the next one, suddenly he wraps his arms around my waist before nuzzles into my neck.

W-What? What he’s doing?!!!

Now my body begin to sweat. This is just too much. I didn’t used to people being close like this to me. I didn’t used to skinship at all. My heart’s pounding so fast. I feel like want to pass out.

“You smell really nice, Jiminie…” He whispers into my ear, sending shiver down to my spine.

H-He smells me? Oh my god…I can feel his hot breathe on my neck. W-What is..Why he…

I just freeze like a dead body now. I feel like my soul already out from my body.

I snap to reality when the warm around me suddenly disappear. Then I hear Jungkook’s voice.

“D-Do you..hate it that much? You’re trembling…” His voice sound disappointed, and sad.

“N-No..I’m just..Not used to this..” I reply with low voice.

“So, you need to get used by this from now on.” He doesn’t give me time to reply as he throws again his arms around my waist.

I haven’t felt this kind of treatment for a long time. This warmness makes me feel safe. I feel needed. I feel loved. I feel like want to cry right now, because I feel so happy. But I don’t want to cry in front of Jungkook, so I find something to distract me.

“J-Jungkook, can I ask something?”

“Yeahh..What it is, Jimin?”

“Why this room, didn’t change much? Except for that long couch, everything else is just the same when I lived here. How long you’ve stay here?”

Yeahh…It’s weird that this room didn’t change at all. It’s just a couch being adds in. Anything else is just the same. All my stuffs are still here. Even my spongebob pattern sheets and the bear are still here.

“I-I just..feel like keep it this way. And I just move in about 2 month ago.”

“Jungkook…can I ask..Why you being so nice to me? Are you like this with everyone?” I finally ask him the question that I want to know the answer the most. Suddenly I feel his arms that wrap around me become tighter. It makes me hard to breathe.

“If you want the answer, kiss me!” He smirks before pointing his cheek.

“W-What? N-No..” I can feel blood’s rushing to my face.

“Hahaha..I don’t wanna tell you then” He laughs in victory.

This is unfair….

It’s already night. Like a habit, I go to the window before staring at the playground.

Playground boy…how are you doing? Where are you? Is the person that always in my dream recently is you? So, you already grown up huh? Taller than me now…I’m glad you still appear, although it’s just in dream….I’m happy…

“What are you staring at” Jungkook’s voice snaps me out from my thought. I turn my body to face him.

“N-Nothing..” I say before lift up my feet, ready to walk away before stop by a grip on my arm.

“Jimin…Are you still..waiting for him?”

W-what? How did he know? That I’m waiting for someone…

“H-How…” That’s the only word that manages to come out from my mouth. Jungkook then releases the grip on my arm before go to the drawer. He takes out his wallet and pulls out something from it before come back to me.

“Here…” Jungkook hands me a paper. I take the paper from his hand before open it. What I see leave me shocked.

T-This is..This is…The letter I want to give to that boy at that time!

“H-How did you..”

“Hoseok hyung gave that to me” He cuts my word off.

“Hoseok…One of my classmate..How he got this? And why he gave this to you?” I so confused right now.

“Hoseok…witness your accident. And this letter was in your grip when you passed out. Because you in coma, Hoseok kept it with him until..” He stops for a while. I just listen carefully to him. Try to understand the whole situation. Because everything is so confusing for me right now. See me just silent, he continues his word.

“He happened to told me about you. I said to him I always went to that playground when I was little. Hoseok thinks this letter might be for me so…He gave this to me.” I’m so shocked I don’t know what to say.

W-What is he trying to say..Is he serious or..What..This is too much to be true..Is he..Is he really..

“Yeahhh…Jimin, I’m that playground boy..”

I didn’t update this for so long. So I won’t say much. Yeahh..I’m a bad author…Sorry…

Thank you for Ruushu's comment. She one of the reason I update now. She motivated me to continue. And this friend of mine that want to beat me up if I didn’t continue this (Yeahh that’s you Arsyn) so I’ve to do this unless I want to be killed XD

And thank you for everyone that keep reading and support me Thank you so much.

Sorry for bad English. And please leave your thoughts. I really want to know it since I didn’t update quite long time…

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