Songs From The Heart

My Best friend, My Love

 

Shin Hye and Yong Hwa are seated at the table together with Geun Suk, Hong Ki and some of their friends. Yong Hwa whispered something on Shin Hye’s ear making her laugh and making Geun Suk want to punch him on the face. A blast of music was playing on the background, some customers are dancing on the dance floor in front of the stage while the band was setting up their instruments.

Geun Suk stood up and left the table. He approached the band leader whispering something to him. Shin Hye saw them go to a far corner of the room near the fire exit door. Geun Suk was saying something to him while he was just smiling and nodding at him. After they talked, Geun Suk returned to their table, a secret smile on his lips.

After a few more minutes, the band finished setting up their instruments, the background music stopped playing and the customers returned to their seats. The band leader approached the microphone, testing for the sound.

“Tonight, the band will make way for a friend with a special request. He wants to serenade the lady who owns his heart. Let’s all welcome to the stage our very own Jang Geun Suk!”

There was a loud cheer and a round of applause from the crowd. Geun Suk went up the stage, shook the hand of the leader hooking up the electric guitar on his shoulder and stood in front of the microphone.

“Good evening everyone! This night I ask my friend for a special request, I ask him to allow me to perform in front of you and to serenade the love of my life. You see, I have been stupid before. I was blind to the love she’s offering me and I’ve hurt her in the process. Tonight, I want to beg her forgiveness and show her how much she means to me through the songs I’ll sing for her.” Geun Suk said, and then he looked at Shin Hye. “Shin Hye, I want to say how sorry I am for hurting you before. Believe me when I say that it was not intentional. I love you very much and I hope you’ll open your heart to me once more and give me the chance to prove it to you.”

Geun Suk paused for a few minutes, looking down at the floor, composing himself.

“The first song is entitled ‘Breakeven’ by The Script. This song describes how I felt these past few days, seeing you with another guy. Shin Hye, when you said goodbye to me, my heart didn’t ‘Breakeven!’”

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even, no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't breakeven no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't breakeven no
Oh it don't breakeven no
Oh it don't breakeven no

(A/N: Please click this link for the official music video of 'Breakeven' by 'The Script': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzCLLHscMOw)

After the last note faded, the crowd erupted in cheers, jumping out of their chairs clapping their hands enthusiastically.

“This next song explains how I feel now that you’re not by my side. Shin Hye, without you beside me I feel ‘Incomplete.’”

Empty spaces fill me up with hopes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby, it's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't want to make you face this world alone
I want to let you go

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

(A/N: Please click this link for the official music video of 'Incomplete' by 'Backstreet Boys': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpWXdtLmRjo)

He sang several more songs including ‘Wherever You Will Go’ by The Calling, ‘With You’ by Chris Brown, and ‘Tonight I Wanna Cry’ by Keith Urban.

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. I also believe that every one of us has a destined lover. If we’re lucky enough to find them then we can spend our life in bliss. But above all this, more than fate or destiny, I believe, Shin Hye, that ‘God Gave Me You’.”

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained
You know how I love to complain
For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame
I still cursed that rain
I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue
Then out of the blue

God gave me you to show me what's real
There's more to life than just how I feel
And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn't know why
Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

For all the times I wore myself pity like a favorite shirt
All wrapped up in that hurt
For every glass I saw, I saw half empty
Now it overflows like a river through my soul
From every doubt I had, I'm finally free
I truly believe
In your arms, I'm someone new
With every tender kiss from you
I must confess, I've been blessed

God gave me you to show me what's real
There's more to life than just how I feel
And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn't know why
Now I do, 'cause god gave me you

 

(A/N: Please click this link for the official music video of 'God Gave Me You' by 'Bryan White': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgGw3Ouwxeo )

 

After he sang the song, Geun Suk looked at Shin Hye’s eyes. He let all the love and sincerity show through his eyes. It was as if all the people disappeared and there was only the two of them at the room.

“I know I’ve hurt you with my neglect. I know you’re still hurting inside and that you’re afraid to trust your heart to me. But no matter what happens, no matter what you decide, I want you to know that I’ll ‘Wait For You’.”

 

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I’m missing you and wishing you would come back through my door. ooh hoo
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why did you run baby run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what your keeping inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy,ooooh
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why did you run baby run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
 Baby I will wait for you

(A/N: Please click this link for the official music video of 'Wait For You' by 'Elliot Yamin': http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XimEfVCLv7o) 

After he sang the song, he saw Shin Hye with tears flowing from her eyes. 

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daisy55 #1
Chapter 15: Sweet story :)
Icey13 #2
Chapter 15: Finally shin hye and geun suk together <3 I like yong hwa but there's too many fanfics with him and phs ending up together n althought I ship them I ship jgs and phs more ^_^ Ty for ur story
blue_eyed_diamond
#3
Chapter 14: Hmm nice story. I love it pls update soon, i'll realy luv to see hung hwa reaction to this. With what i see, he is always coming between shin hye and geun suk and turns out a looser. Too bad, i feel for him.
kindie
#4
nice fic~!
imanda #5
Chapter 13: actually I'm a yongshin lover, but i love parkshinhye most..so.. whoever she will be.. it's okay hehe
Yong_Shin_Lover #6
Poor Yong Hwa :'( So sad for him :'( Poor YongShin :'(
kishia_fantasy
#7
awwww i love it!!!!! chapter 10 is my fav hahaha really good :D
anjellie_ka
#8
Final - due to my excitement to read the next chapters i was not able to leave a reaction on the previous chapters.. mianhe chingu.. keke.. sooo sad for Yong Hwa.. but atleast Geun Suk and Shin Hye had a wonderful ending.. Daebak chingu!! *aprlause* ^__^v
anjellie_ka
#9
on chapter 10 - you are one heck of a stalker Geun Suk!!! haha.. very possessive...
anjellie_ka
#10
on chapter 8- my most favorite chapter so far!! wow... all the songs that you used fits perfectly. I almost screamed when yong hwa appeared.. it felt like fairy tale!.. but poor geun suk.. so much for late realization.. tzk tzk.. too late..