Do you have that feeling when you’re about to lose everything you ever cared about ?!
You feel that your world is about to collapse ? 
Yet you are not ready to give up, not welling to break down … It’s when holding tears is something way too hard ? … 
So you just surrender ? 
It is hard … to see the one you love, the one that once loved you back, look at you diffrently … You try to hold back … but then again life shows you its ugliest side … and you break even more …

DongHae felt his knees weaken, he tried to hold his tears .. every word his leader said kept piercing his soul … why is life being so cruel to him ? what did he do to deserve such misery ? 
Then, he heard a laugh comming from down stairs … he unconciously smiled.. Oh, how he loved that sound, he loved the OWNER of that sound …
A pat on his shoulder brought him back to reality , to « hell » 
« Don’t you dare lose hope Hae~ah ! I’ll solve this one ! I promise » said the leader, his own tears finding their way on his cheeks .
DongHae’s eyes softned, his hyung really cares for him …
« I trust you. » he muttered 

« hyung … HYUNG »
HyukJae finally snapped out of his reverie and turned his gaze to meet the curious look of his dongsangs ..
« What ?! » he asked dumbfounded 
« I said ; are you going to finish that cake or not ?! » answered KyuHyun eying the untouched piece of strawberry cake HyukJae have been holding for quite long time now.
« Oh .. here … if you want to have it.» answered HyukJae extending his hands to the maknae ..
And before kyuhyun reachs for the plate he felt a snap on the back of his head « Wookie~ !! why did you do that for ?! » he whined rabbing his head ..
« It’s Hyung for you ! and .. Hyukkie-hyung ! are you okay ?! I mean you never .. like NEVER EVER EVER give up on your strawberry cake .. or strawberry anything !!! »
HyukJae heaved a sigh before turning his gaze to the stairs leading to his best friend’s room 
« I don’t know … I’m worried about DongHae~ah .. » he almost whispered 
The members didn’t miss the hint of sadness in his voice 
« Maybe … you should … euh … talk to him ?! » stattred Kibum 
HyukJae sighed for the umptenth time « why would I bother ?! it’s not like he is going to open up to me anyway.. »
SungMin bit his lips trying to supress the urge to slap HyukJae’s face and maybe knock some sense in his brain … it just bothers him to see the once happy-go-lucky couple suffer this much … well in this case it’s just DongHae, the one who’s suffering, since HyukJae doesn’t even remember anything.
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