Chapter 44
Their Marriage LifeHoseok was busy packing his things that time when his manager called him for a talk, they just finished their concert in Japan last night and they're going to fly back to Korea later. He continued packing his things while his manager leaned on the wall looking at him
"What is it hyung?" He asked
"The company called me earlier" The manager started
"Why?" He looked at his manager
His manager took a deep breath before speaking "The staff said that your cousin Soojung had a miscarriage last Wednesday"
Hoseok's eyes widened and he stopped doing what he was doing when he heard what his manager said "What? What do you mean hyung?" he said in a stuttering voice
"Soojung lost her baby"
"You must be kidding" Hoseok said
"Hoseok do I look like I'm joking and besides why would I even joke about it?" His manager said as he rolled his eyes
"How was Soojung? She must be depressed hyung can we take the earliest flight already I need to see her" Hoseok pleaded
His manager smiled "I knew you'll be asking that that's why I moved our flight so gather all your things now so we won't be missing the flight"
"Wait does the other boys already know about this?"
"No you tell them" His manager replied shaking his head
Hoseok nodded "Hyung can you please tell them to get ready all ready? So we can leave" he said as he gathered all his things while his manager nodded and went outside his room to call the other members
"Hyung why are we suddenly moving the flight?" Jimin asked their manager as he entered the van with his bed hair he was having a good sleep when his manager told him that they're going to leave already
"Yes I was about to sleep" Suga said, whining
"This is urgent something happened to Soojung" Hoseok stated
As soon as Jungkook heard Soojung's name, he turned his attention to Hoseok and waited for him to continue his speech
"She had a miscarriage" Hoseok added
All of them jaw dropped as soon as they heard the news, Taehyung and Jimin even stopped talking while Suga suddenly stayed awake
"No way!" Namjoon said in disbelief
Hoseok sighed "Its true okay? So we better hurry up! I'm really worried of her and I know we all know Soojung when she's depressed and really sad"
"Hyung is she okay?" Jimin asked, worried
"As of now I don't know I tried contacting her earlier but she wasn't answering" He answered as he eyed Jungkook, who was still quiet at the back of the car. Normally he was always the one who will react when it comes to Soojung but today he was quiet and not reacting at all
Taehyung nudged him "Hey why are you not reacting at all?"
"Let's just go before we miss our flight, we still need to visit Soojung right?" Jungkook said calmly
"I am actually planning to visit her alone first, so we can have a one on one and besides fans might notice us so I should go alone for now" Hoseok exclaimed, at first the boys didn't agree especially Jin because he wanted to talk to Soojung too but in the end they all agreed to it because it was the right thing, they guess
"Soojung come on let's eat breakfast" Myungsoo said in a calm tone, he's been telling Soojung to eat breakfast for many times already but Soojung never listen to him and ignored his existence
She just laid in the bed, the blanket is covering her whole body up to her head so Myungsoo won't see her puffy red eyes, she's been crying since she woke up and he never notice it
"Soojung " he called softly as he sat at the space beside her while trying to remove the blanket to her body but she was gripping it tightly
"Soojung I'm going to leave you if you won't eat, you didn't eat your lunch even dinner yesterday and I let it pass but this time it's going to be a no. So get up now before I get mad" He said with an authority in his voice
But she still ignored him
Myungsoo groaned in annoyance as he ran his fingers on his hair, he stood up from the bed and went out of the room, slamming the door. He was really tired, he didn't get enough sleep when they were in the hospital and when they went home yesterday he didn't get enough sleep too since Soojung was crying so hard until she fell asleep
He feel like he was taking care of a baby instead of a wife
He went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water to calm himself, he was losing control already and if he won't stop it he will surely have a fight with Soojung and he doesn't want that
Meanwhile, Soojung removed the blanket on her face as soon as she heard the door slammed, she knew to herself that Myungsoo is tired and annoyed at her already.
She's always like that, when she's depressed and sad about something. She won't eat, she'll be really stubborn and hard headed, she'll locked herself in the room and just sleep all day and she won't talk to someone except for Jungkook.
Jungkook, he's the only one who can talk to Soojung when she's acting like that, they've been friends for years. He knows how to make her calm, how to let out her sadness and how to help her when she's really down and depressed
"Myungsoo" she called as she went to the kitchen to meet him, she saw him leaning in the counter while looking down trying to calm himself
He looked up and glared at her but not a deadly stare a somehow cold stare "What?"
"I'm sorry if I'm acting like this but if you want to leave then just leave" she said nonchalantly
"What?" He frowned
"You want to leave right? Then leave me here alone I don't care" Soojung said as she rolled her eyes
Myungsoo clicked his tongue inside his mouth and looked at her again "You know I don't really understand your mood sometimes, yeah maybe I said earlier that I will leave you but I'm just threatening you so you will eat because you're afraid if I leave you right?"
She stayed silent
"Soojung I'm tired but I can't complain because I know you're sad, you are mourning but please remember that you are not the only one who's sad and down. I'm the father of the baby remember and I swear to god even if I'm not reacting at all it kills me inside"
Soojung looked down as her tears started to form on her eyes again, she's basically a cry baby
He went closer to her putting his hands on his pockets as he stood up right in front of her "We should help each other to move on and accept it I know it's hard but we can't do anything anymore"
"Yeah right but you just wasted your life waiting for the baby but sadly I lost it" she said in a sarcastic voice
"Soojung what are you trying to say?"
She looked at him, she did a good job stopping her tears "I know you're disappointed"
"Yes I am but I can't do anything it's done it
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