Soojung was taken aback, she blinked a few times trying to sink in her mind what Myungsoo said “You’re crazy”

“I may sound like crazy to you! But it’s true Soojung, I hope you will understand me now Soojung” He said as he walk back a little making a gap between them

“Myungsoo please” she said almost a beg

“Soojung I will wait for you, I will wait for you to realize that you still love” He said in a serious tone making Soojung gulp hard

Soojung bit her lower lip she surely knows that she saw hurt in his eyes earlier. He still love her after hurting him, leaving him and denying that she loves him. After all this time he still waiting for her

“Just this day, can we pretend again? Pretend that you love me and spend your day with me please Soojung” Myungsoo said

She closed her eyes for awhile and took a deep sigh then she opened her eyes “Okay”

His lips formed a smile “Really?”

She slowly nodded “Just today Myungsoo, just today”

Myungsoo brought her to a French classy restaurant “Why did you even brought me here? We can just eat at your restaurant” she said

Myungsoo pulled a chair for her “Sit! We need to taste different food aren’t you tired at my family’s restaurant?”

She shook her head as she rested her chin on her palm “Not at all” then she turned to looked at Myungsoo with those pretty eyes that he really loves “Myungsoo are you sure about this? I mean! I’m in a relationship with Jungkook and I don’t want to hurt him by doing this and I don’t want to hurt you either”

“You already hurt me Soojung, the moment you leave me and choose Jungkook” he replied making her look down afraid to meet those cold stares of him

“I’m sorry” she said almost a whisper

“Aren’t you tired saying sorry but keep hurting me?”

She was shocked, earlier he was sweet and gentle to her but now he’s acting cold and somehow rude to her “This is why I don’t want to do this! Let’s just stop this Myungsoo”

“Tell me first that you really love Jungkook and you don’t love me anymore” Myungsoo said in a serious tone, he knows that Soojung has been lying to him. She can never look straight in his eyes every time he asked her about her love for Jungkook,

Living with Soojung for a year made him learned everything about her, how she looks when she wakes up and sulking, how she can cry so loud because she’s mad how she can shout with her high pitched voice every time she’s annoyed and how she lies.

He can’t lie but Soojung is really bad at lying, she stutter in her words and can’t even look at the person straight in the eyes

She stood up hard enough making the chair behind her fall and not minding if she’s causing a scene right now “Myungsoo! You’re making everything hard for me. Please just stay away from me. I promise Jungkook my love and I can’t break it”

And with she left him.

He let her leave him, again. He rubbed his temples no he’s not giving up like that he loves Soojung and when you love a person you will fight for her and not let her go right?

She broke down in the taxi and started to cry silently at the back, she’s getting confuse with her feelings again. Her mind tells her that she loves Jungkook but her heart tells her differently

“Please stop making me confuse” she whispered clutching on the hem of her shirt

It was already Friday, BTS members are already preparing themselves for their debut stage. Soojung was just sitting at the couch in the waiting room watching their every moves.

She never saw Myungsoo again since their last encounter making her a bit worried

“I thought he wanted to be with me but why is he suddenly gone? Is he still alive?” she thought

She was thinking about him that she didn’t even notice that Namjoon sat beside her

“Soojung” he called softly

Her thoughts were broken and she looked at Namjoon “Why oppa? You look handsome today”

“Thank you!” Namjoon said with a smile “I want to tell you something”

“What is it?”

“Well a lot of people are already behind us, I mean we gained fans already when they released Just one day, our teasers and especially our debut MV and I’m really happy about it that I almost cry when I found out about it”

She nodded “Yes it’s good! I’m proud”

“But the problem is it’s going to be hard for us to meet you in public now especially Jungkook they can’t find out that you guys are dating or else it will be hard for the both of you and for us too. Do you understand what I’m trying to say?”

“Of course and I know that oppa! I’ll keep that in my mind and no need to worry about me and Jungkook we will be careful when go out on dates” Soojung stated

Namjoon smiled sweetly and ruffled her hair “That’s good!”

“Namjoon! Let’s fix your makeup” a girl shouted and he immediately nodded “I’ll meet you after our performance” he said before leaving Soojung

Soon enough a lot of fans are already gathering inside the building waiting for BTS to come out and perform, Soojung sat at the farthest place afraid that fans might go wild as soon as the boys come out. She was surprised to see a lot of fans waiting for BTS, some are students still wearing their uniforms and some are just like same age as her

“Soojung!” she looked at the side and saw Irene sitting beside her “Sorry I came late I did a lot of errands because of mom”

“It’s okay! Atleast you’re here already I was dying of boredom for almost 5 hours. I can’t even talk t the boys because they were so busy” Soojung said with a sad tone

“I wonder how they look today! I should’ve