Bonus #2

Illusion of an Insecure Heart
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It was a Saturday morning, and the two lovebirds were still curled up between the thin sheets, both asleep very comfortable after a long night of three rounds of passionate love making. Usually, at this time of the morning, the two would already be returning from their morning jog of 40 minutes, but it was already half past ten and neither of them seemed to notice that it was time to wake up.

However, Yuna – unable to ignore the humidity and sweltering heat she was feeling at the moment any longer – opened her eyes with a groan of discomfort, falling into account that it was morning already and that also she had missed her exercise routine. The girl immediately frowned, disappointed by her irresponsibility, since she hated to not exercise in the morning, especially now that she had gained weight. According to Baekhyun it wasn’t noticeable at all, because Yuna still had a small body structure, but the girl differed from that opinion, thinking that her boyfriend just wanted to make her feel better about her body, typical of Baekhyun.

The female – not wanting to waste any more time – made a move to get out of bed to start with her daily routine, but before she could say goodbye to the warmth of her bed, two arms made their way to her waist, holding her in place. Yuna gasped in surprise for the sudden attack, since certainly she had thought that Baekhyun was fast asleep.

“Stay.” Her boyfriend’s voice gave no indication that he had recently awakened. In fact it sounded quite alert and not sleepy at all.

“Baekhyun baby, I can’t. We fell asleep and I still have to do my exercises, honey.” She answered with a slightly hoarse voice, still a little sleepy.

The boy brought her body to his instantly, pressing her back against his chest gently as he wrapped her in his warm embrace. Then he slipped his hands inside the top of her pajamas and began to caress with his fingertips the smooth and soft abdomen gently as he kissed her ear in the same gentle way. Yuna instantly relaxed in the arms of her lover, enjoying his touch with a slight smile on her face, forgetting for a moment all about her initial intentions.

“These past few weeks you have been too stressed about it, baby girl. I’m not asking you to stop exercising, I just want you to take a well-deserved rest, okay? Also, if you do it just to lose weight, you don’t have to, you know. You're perfect in any size, although to be honest I don’t notice significant changes. So, today just relax and let me cuddle.”

Yuna turned around in the same embrace just to see his expression, and when they were face to face she frowned cutely, but her boyfriend couldn’t enjoy the lovely view since he had his eyes closed. “You were the one who turned off the alarm.” She stated accusingly. It all made sense now.

Baekhyun smiled triumphantly still with closed eyes, feeling the annoyance of his girl in her voice. “Yes, I did and I did it for you, beautiful.”

Yuna simply stayed silent, watching the cute face of her adorable puppy. She stared his closed eyes, his extremely adorable button nose, his thin, pink lips, his slightly chubby cheeks, his cute little mole and why he was so beautiful? How the hell could she get angry with that adorable face? Especially when he smiled in that so naughty and childish way. Besides, judging on his actions, she knew that he was only worried about her, after all during the last seven weeks Yuna had become obsessed with her weight, leading her to exercise for exhausting hours without a break, leaving her without any energy for the rest of the day. Baekhyun had told her a thousand times to take it easy, since the weight gain hadn’t been so serious, but the girl didn’t want to understand. And in a sense it was expected such a negative reaction from her considering that in her early teens she had suffered from obesity, and she had no intention of repeating that. She worked hard to obtain her slim figure and wasn’t going to fall into that vicious cycle once again.

Suddenly she sighed defeated. “Okay, but just for today. I cannot let myself be, I have to lose those extra kilos, Baekhyun. And I'm damn serious; I refuse to look like a damn whale.” The girl said seriously.

The boy opened his eyes immediately upon hearing that answer. He studied her expression carefully, realizing that she was actually totally serious.

“Don’t say that. For the umpteenth time, you're not fat.” He said pouting, somewhat frustrated by her stubbornness.

Yuna giggled, getting closer to her boyfriend so that their noses could touch slightly. “I'm sorry, baby. But I cannot trust your judgment; you're a little biased after all.” She muttered playfully, brushing her lips against his teasingly.

Baekhyun was quick to press his lips against hers almost aggressively, and swiftly cupped her neck to make her tilt her head slightly to deepen the kiss. And right there at that moment, Yuna seemed to forget all her worries magically; her concerns seemed unnecessary and mundane compared to the love and constant support she received from her man. Just one kiss from him was needed for her to feel all the deep and sincere adoration he had for her and the girl knew that was all she needed to live her life to the fullest. So what if someday she became a whale as long as Baekhyun kept standing at her side faithfully? And no matter what, Yuna knew he would be with her no matter the circumstances. Although that didn’t deny the fact that she was really worried about her body.

Baekhyun began to her tongue sensually while drawing patterns with his thumb in her neck, and she was starting to get dizzy with so much pleasure. And in an attempt to cling to her sanity, she clung to the first thing that was within her reach, which turned out to be her boyfriend’s . Baekhyun immediately stiffened, quite the opposite to Yuna, who just started giggling uncontrollably into the kiss, knowing that Baekhyun always got awkward when his and hips were the center of attention in any way. After all, Baekhyun had a big complex with the aforementioned parts of his body, since according to him it wasn’t normal for a man to possess such attributes. Besides, his girlfriend did nothing but about it. Yuna was a real tease and her favorite victim was her own lover.

“Babe, you're ruining the mood.” He said pulling away from her slightly, looking at her unamused but still maintaining a tender and patient tone of voice.

She giggled softly. “C'mon darling. You know I love your .” And to emphasize her point she squeezed his bottom tightly while she bit her lip suggestively. “Mmm ... what a fine we have here.”

He made a face. “Yes, definitely ruining the mood.” He declared with an attitude while trying to move away from his girlfriend completely, but the female tightened her embrace around him to prevent him to go further away. She still wanted to be pampered. “Aww, don’t be like that, my princess. Now let me be and give me another kiss.” Yuna always called him in that way when he acted like a drama queen.

Yet finally, with great effort and not wanting to be rough with his girl, he freed himself from her embrace and leaned on his back with his eyes fixed on the ceiling, grimacing childishly. Becasue seriously, sometimes Yuna just didn’t know when to stop, and the boy was starting to feel really frustrated by her jokes. Only yesterday they had a little fight about that as well.

The girl just smiled endearingly, knowing perfectly well the thoughts of her lover.

“Aww, my baby. Don’t act like that, I love my princess more than anything in the world.” Yuna said with baby voice while leaning on her elbows to take a look at his adorable expression.

“Don’t think that your sweet talk is gonna make me kiss you again. This princess is done for today.” He said pronouncing his pout and this time he crossed his arms across his chest like a spoiled child, hoping to get at least an apology.

Without warning, the girl threw herself over her boyfriend’s body, landing heavily on his stomach. Baekhyun gasped at the unexpected maneuver while waving his arms above his head awkwardly at the surprise, feeling how the air from his lungs left the building at once at the unexpected weight on his body. And once she settled on her boy’s body – vertically, to be face to face with the guy – she clasped her hands over his chest and rested her chin on them, looking at Baekhyun with a mischievous but very tender smile on her face. Baekhyun looked back at her with a frown, unamused by her sudden movement. Yet when she leaned closer to gently kiss his lips he couldn’t help but crack a genuine smile into the innocent and sweet kiss. And when she pulled away from him she rubbed her nose against his in an eskimo kiss, making them both smile as two teenagers in love.

“You didn’t have to throw yourself at me, you know. I wasn’t ready for that.” He said pouting.

“Why though? Am I too heavy? Because someone told me that I haven’t gained weight. Are you feeling it now?” The girl asked squirming and moving from side to side over his body, smiling broadly when she saw how he complained while trying to keep her still with his hands in vain.

However, suddenly, Yuna found herself with her back against the bed with Baekhyun hovering over her dangerously. At first the girl was too surprised to react, but when her lover smiled mischievously she couldn’t help but crack a clumsy smile, still somewhat stunned by her boy’s fast maneuver. Although her smile disappeared when her boyfriend sat on her pelvis straddling her hips to keep his hands free to cup Yuna’s s. The female raised an eyebrow as she watched him with inquisitive eyes, totally confused. Her expression was so adorably clueless that Baekhyun simply had to bite his lower lip to stopping him to coo at his beautiful baby girl.

“I have to be honest.” He announced with a serious but naughty expression at the same time.

Yuna couldn’t help but stiffen at those words, thinking that finally he was going to tell the truth about her weight gain, ignoring the hands squeezing her s completely out of fear of perhaps hear the harsh reality.

“I sincerely believe that is not noticeable your weight gain, but I have to admit that the twins have grown. Honey, your s are much bigger now and I love it.” He said with a lopsided grin, groping her s eagerly as he looked into her eyes with a hint of mischief. Then he added in a more sweet and innocent way, “I'm a lucky guy.”

That ended up melting the heart of the girl, who immediately wrapped – with some difficulty – her arms around his neck and pulled him towards her body to kiss the life out of her boyfriend. And when she had him on top of her body she also wrapped her legs around his hips to keep him in place.

“baby…no,” kiss, “we can’t now,” kiss, “I’m still,” kiss, “tired for…” kiss, “the three rounds of last night.” Baekhyun said raggedly as he tried to keep up with his girlfriend, who began running her naughty hands through his entire back.

“You were the one who squeezed my ies. Take responsibility of your actions, baby.” She purred with a lopsided grin.

“But…” He started to say absently as Yuna started to kiss with purpose his slender neck, and fervently the surface of skin that was available. The girl really had an obsession with her boyfriend’s neck and clavicles really. Every time Baekhyun wore a shirt with V-neck she found herself devouring his neck in her mind, and he knew the effect that the said parts of his body had on his adorable girl. He had to admit that he had never had a girlfriend who find attractive those parts of his body though, because in general his former girlfriends had shown great interest in his handsome face and his, well, his little friend down there, but never had they by his neck, so this was new for him.

“Are you really turning me down?” The girl inquired with amusement in her voice with her lips pressed on his pulse.

Baekhyun pulled away from her slightly, supporting his weight on his hands which were at the height of her head, to study her expression. Yuna looked him back with a passionate and adoring gaze, gazing his face as if Baekhyun were the most precious thing in the world for her. The man, overwhelmed with feelings he was seeing through her expressive eyes, leaned closer and kissed her on her forehead, her nose, her two cheeks, chin, on the corner of and finally in her two eyelids. Every kiss was a promise of eternal love, every touch of his lips against her skin was translated in an "I love you" and every touch was a reflection of the desire he felt for her.

“No, I would never reject you. How could I when I want to give you everything?” He said nuzzling her cheek with the tip of his nose gently. "You win, baby. I’m gonna do you real good." He smiled to himself resignedly, accepting the fact that he was completely at the mercy of this woman.

She giggled softly. “That's what I wanted to hear.” Yuna said before attacking her lover’s delicious lips passionately.

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ghyung
#1
Chapter 6: i just hate oc so much for being so indecisive. she hurted the feelings of all parties involved. she doesnt deserve neither baekhyun nor chanyeol lmfao. i never liked the outcome but nonetheless, i love the writing style. the plot is nice as well but for someone who has her own preferences, i just cant bring myself to accept the ending hejshsh. thanks for this btw! i hope u dont take this negatively. i like it :)
myungsoodaehyun36 #2
Chapter 9: Chanyeol is my bias in exo but seriously can't he stop. Also the girl is so dumb i dont know why is she like that. I feel bad for Baek. :(
alexajjang
#3
Chapter 9: I like Chanyeol but for the sake of her relationship with Baek is better to stay away from him. Why she lied to Baek? It's not fair! He has been so damn sweet and perfect these months :(
I feel bad for him. He must feel betrayed? *sigh*
lunalemonhope #4
Chapter 9: honestly, she's so stupid¿????
mila98
#5
Chapter 9: I wish she had a miscarriage, she didnt deserves him at all
Julietrose76 #6
Chapter 9: I just got done reading this and I've honestly never met an OC that I dislike more lmao which is honestly not a fault in your writing. I'm assuming the entire purpose of this sort of plot is to keep readers like me at the edge of their seat and in that case, it's truly working. But god, the OC shows such stupidity and immaturity to handle this sort of situation. If it hadn't worked with Chanyeol both times why would she still give him another chance when she knows that it's not innocent? Not only that but choose to keep her meeting and conversations with him a secret especially when Baekhyun has been nothing but honest and faithful to her? She had made a huge scene at the store simply because he had been with his ex who Baekhyun immediately introduced her to and showed no attraction to yet she's allowed somehow to consistently show unfaithfulness to him in return? She had been cheated on before so shouldn't she know what it's like to experience the hurt that, that brings? She even complained that Baekhyun should know that she's insecure after being cheated on before and suddenly it's okay for her to go behind his back with her ex? Even if it's not intimate meetings, she still has feelings for the guy somehow which honestly frustrates me. Now she's carrying Baek's child and knowing the character you've made of Baekhyun he wouldn't be able to leave her in such a state no matter how angry or upset he'd be and god I can only think of the bull reasons and idiotic crying she'll do to make him feel like the guilty party while she's merely a victim all the time. Honestly, the fact that I feel so intensely about a story shows that you're able to write an intense plot but I can't help but not root for the OC at all with Baekhyun or even Chanyeol (mostly because I really don't want her to be happy at all at this point lol). Showing such a victim complex with high extremes of selfishness and inconsistency and disloyalty, I really don't understand how Baekhyun can forgive her a second time and let her keep coming back to him when she's the most unsure person I've ever seen but he probably will. Honestly, I'm just lowkey rooting for Baekhyun to meet a girl who actually treats him well and deserves his affection and for the OC to end up unhappy all around.
superdupper
#7
Chapter 9: Okay will wait for you :)
alexajjang
#8
Chapter 8: I love the new name! I hope you can write a new drabble :)
Caniwi
#9
Chapter 9: I like the new name ^^ good luck!
alexajjang
#10
Chapter 8: Omg I wasn't expecting this new chapter! Thank you so so much :)
I don't want to let go of this story yet.. btw when I read about Baek's broad hips and lol I remembered that Baek said before that the part of his body that he likes the most are his hips! Because it makes him look really good in jeans and I'm 100% agree with him. His body is to die for!

And about the baby.. I can't help to feel excited & happy! Yes both are young and not married yet but they love each other so much. I really hope it will be only one baby and a boy! Because imagine a baby with Baek's cute puppy face! OMG just look at his baby pics in google. He was just the cutest thing ever :3