I choose to love you in silence for in my silence I find no rejection. I choose to love you in my loneliness for in my loneliness no one owns you but I.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw the sunlight shone between the curtains. I looked at the table clock beside my bed, the time showed 12.05p.m. I guess I missed two of my morning classes. I sat up lazily and let the blanket fell over my body to my thighs. My eyes fell heavy and it was hard to open my eyes, the side effect of sleeping late last night. I was watching my favorite drama and didn’t notice the time. The conclusion was… I didn’t go to classes.

I heard my phone vibrated on the bed side table and I turned my head to look at it. I saw a flash of Baekhyun’s name popped up on the screen before it turned off once again. I took the phone and opened the lock. There were sixteen missed calls and six messages from Baekhyun and there were twenty-three missed calls and ten messages from Chanyeol.

“Chanyeol…”

I let out a heavy sighed when I uttered the name. I felt like everything move so fast. The confession from Chanyeol, the gossip, the sight of Baekhyun and his girlfriend and the decision of me letting him go. The next thing I know Chanyeol came to me and asked me to give him a chance… now...

Chanyeol is my boyfriend…

I let out another heavy sighed as I get out from the bed. I have three classes in the evening so I better get ready. Just as my foot set on the floor, I heard knocks on the door. I raised my eyebrows, thinking who would come at this time, because as far as I know, no one would come here at this time except for Baekhyun, but I remembered he told me got class at this time of hour. I get out from my bedroom and went to the door, the knocks didn’t stop and it even got louder. Without asking who it was, I opened the door and my eyes widened instantly.

“Baekhyun-“

“Why didn’t you answer my calls and messages? You didn’t even go to your morning classes’ right?” Baekhyun barged inside the house while nagging. I was still in my spot blinking my eyes, I was sure surprised by his surprised visited. Baekhyun saw that I was still standing at the door, so he grabbed my wrist and closed the door. I jumped a bit by the contact but fortunately he didn’t notice it. He dragged me to the sofa and pushed me to sit on the sofa. He then looked at me up and down like a worried mom looking at her precious daughter.

“You’re okay right? You’re not sick are you?” Baekhyun asked and put his palm on my forehead. My eyes flickered at the skin contact of Baekhyun.

Baekhyun can you stop doing this? How can I let you go if you’re so nice to me? How can I let you go when you still made my heart pounding like this? How can I love someone else… when my