He is now happy with someone else… Me? I’m just like this, loving him with all my heart. I never stopped loving him. He was my first love and maybe my last love. That was what I thought, until someone came and try knocking the door of my heart.

Here he was, standing in front of me with his most charming smile, his cute dimples showed. He was staring at me gently and I just stared at him with no emotion at all. He should give up by now… he already knew to whom my heart belongs to. Why couldn’t he understand? I don’t want to hurt him, he was a nice guy, and every girl in the campus wants to be his… Why did he choose me?

“I know, it is hard for you to accept me, but please give me a chance. If you don’t feel happy when you’re beside me… then just break up with me… I won’t appear in front of you again.” Chanyeol said sincerely to me. I was lost for words as I just stared at him. I gulped a lumped in my throat and then I look down on my clenched fists on my laps.

“Okay… I give you a chance.” Slowly, I voiced out my thoughts. Even though I didn’t look up at Chanyeol, I know his smiled got wider and there was a hint of guilty inside my heart.

Did I make the right choice?

Don’t expect kindness
I’m Angel and Demon
Misunderstanding can be harmful
Even if you’re lonely because of me
Try to understand baby I want to express it but it’s not easy.